A big thank you to QuietMan who helped edit this story!
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Vicky was in her bedroom again, looking at porn that she was ashamed to watch. A proud feminist at heart she had desires and fantasies that she should not have.
You see, the 25 year old girl had lately fallen into watching and reading about free use porn, where girls were treated like flesh lights. Despite that it should be so wrong in her mind, she could not stop herself from wanting that treatment.
It wasn't helped by the fact that Ryan, the guy she shared the apartment with, just became single. Ryan had been somewhat of a desperate pick for her as a new roommate when her previous roommate had left unexpectedly. With no other option, and a rent that she couldn't afford herself, she had reluctantly allowed a guy to share her apartment instead of the usual girl. He however had not tried anything with her during the year he had lived with her. But now Vicky kind of wished that he would try something.
She knew she wasn't the most attractive, she was a little too short and a little chubby. She also didn't feel like she had time or energy to make any effort with makeup, or doing something special with her brown hair. So most guys kind of ignored her, even though she had had some sexual encounters.
And Ryan was kind of a hunk, muscular and tall with a beautiful face and thick black hair. Despite this he had only had one female over at the apartment the year they had lived together, which was the girlfriend that just had dumped him. Even though it hurt her feminist heart to think it, Vicky's first thought when a crying Ryan had said that she dumped him was "stupid bitch". A good looking, smart, kind and fun guy, and she thought she could do better?
Her thoughts about Ryan were interrupted as he called for her. He had just got home, and had brought some food with him.
"Hi Vicky! I thought we both could use some nice food tonight. You just had your big assignment done, and me...well you know..."
"Yeah. Thank you Ryan for thinking about me right now. I can't believe she did what she did."
"Not much to do but crying and trying to forget her. Want some wine with the food?"
"Sure, we might both feel better with that."
The night started normal, but after a bottle of wine the talking got a little more private. Ryan, still sad about the breakup, did talk about missing the physical contact as well as the emotional parts. Not that he tried any moves on Vicky. Despite that she was hoping he would.
The talking then focused on Vicky. She got a little embarrassed as he started to ask about if there was any guy or girl she fancied. It was not the time to say "you, kind of" Vicky decided. Instead she thought she could steer the conversation to more naughty topics.
"So, Ryan. Have you ever looked up anything naughty on your phone or computer?"
"Yeah, like I would ever confess to that when you were listening..."
"What do you mean?"
"You're a big feminist, and it's not like I actually have looked at anything naughty lately anyway."
"That's a shame. Because I kind of do that."
Ryan looked shocked when Vicky said that.
"You, looking at porn?"
"Yes, surprised?" Vicky asked with a teasing smile.
"Of course, pornography feels like kind of a big thing to not approve of, with the degradation of women and how the industry abuses desperate women."
"I know...but unfortunately, I have my urges. And I do try to steer away from mainstream sites and videos. But there are just some things I can't get my mind away from."
"Like what?"
"Promise not to judge me too hard?"
"I'll try, and it's not me that is the one who"s out fighting for feminism every day you know."
"I don't know why, but lately I have kind of been stuck on 'free use' pornography and stories about it."
"Hmmm...never really heard about it. What is that?"
"It's when someone gives free access to their body and allows someone, or someones, to use them whenever and however they want. And they can't say no to it."
"And you want to try that in reality Vicky?"
"Kind off, but it's not that easy to make it work in reality."
"And why is that?"
"Because I would need a guy that I trust and that guy would need to be able to be near me for a long time. And the only one that could do that is you, and that is not going to happen."
"Why not, not finding me attractive enough?" Ryan said with a little playful sulking.
"Fuck yes your attractive!" Vicky said a little too desperate for her taste.
"But you just got out of a relationship, and it's not like YOU find me attractive." she continued.
"As for being heartbroken...maybe you are right. But this 'free use' seems to be about sex and not relationships. And about your attractiveness, you might not be the standard beauty. But with a little change in clothing and taking care of your looks I know you would turn heads. And I kind of find you attractive even without those changes."
"You, Ryan O'Connor, find me attractive? Hard to believe, I must say."
"I do find you cute...but it's not me that confessed she wanted to have sex with her roommate you know."
"Not conventional sex, I want to be 'free use'. But now I kind of feel embarrassed by it all."
"You shouldn't. And if you truly want it, I guess I could be persuaded if you do certain things for me now."
"Like what?"
"Well, I want to see the body of whom I should be using. So I want you nude right now. Secondly, if you really want me to use you like that I want a blowjob now to see if you are serious."
As he said that everything became much more real for Vicky. What had previously been a fantasy suddenly was now something that could happen. Her mind was working on overdrive until she gave her answer.
"Ok...but don't laugh at what you see, please."
"Why would I do that? I have already said I find you attractive. And I will respect you and your limits if we do this, the only difference will be I'll fuck your holes whenever I want."
Somewhat reluctantly she removed her clothes and after a couple of minutes she was all nude in front of her friend.
"I knew there was a hot body under those clothes. Now put a finger in your slit so I can see you playing with yourself as we talk some more."
Vicky did as she was told, and she could not lie to herself that she kind of liked all that was happening.
"Now, let's put down some rules for the upcoming free use. First of all, you will only wear dresses without underwear when you are at home. You will sleep nude.
Secondly, I want you in high heels and stay ups. I know you probably don't own those, so I'll give you two days to buy some.
Thirdly, your ass needs to be prepared to take cock so you need to get a butt plug to wear at home.
And finally, although I understand you feel like the natural look in your pubic hair is OK for a feminist, it's not OK for a free use slut. So you need to fix your cunt hair to something less."
By now Vicky's cunt was soaked from the touch and the talk. She had never ever shaved herself, as there was no point in doing so. But now she realized she might have to do so to be used like she wanted.
"Yes, I'll do all that."
"Then I suggest we start this experiment in two days. By then I want a list of limits and likes, and what safe word you'll use. I'll not tell you when I start to free use you, but I have no doubt you'll notice it. And one final rule..."
"What is that?"
