I kicked off my shoes and began to get undressed for bed. Hi, its Michael yeah, that Michael, and I just got home from having drinks with Melissa. For those of you who don’t know it Melissa is a smoldering beauty, a dark brunette with a touch of butterscotch to her hair, full sensuous lips, and dark brown eyes that make my heart skip beats, my imagination run wild, and my crotch get hard all at the same time. How can I say this; let me try, I would rather spend an hour looking into those eyes and seeing our destiny there than having sex with a playmate all night long. She’s that stunning; actually smoldering is the word that comes to mind. Anyway, she fries me.
We’ve been talking every day now for the past week, its funny this started out as two old friends just having lunch together, but now I don’t think either of us could just walk away, and nothing’s even happened yet! I really look forward to her calls and e-mails, and I know she feels the same about mine. We have a good friendship, and chemistry galore, we laugh at the same things and think the same; we even pick the same places to meet for lunch.
There’s only one thing wrong with Melissa, she’s married. My personal opinion is that marriage is sacred, and as it says somewhere,” what God has joined let no man, put asunder.” And that was and is how I feel. Until she looks at me. Then my knees get weak and my mouth runs dry and I am powerless to do anything but stare back into those eyes and at those lips and imagine them kissing me and looking up at me as if I am the whole world to her and she is the whole world to me. I don’t know what to say or what will happen but I feel this is a destiny I must follow, like I have no choice, destiny rules I say. And that’s about all I have to say about that.
Melissa invited me to meet her and some girlfriends for drinks, they were having dinner to celebrate a friends birthday, and I was invited to stop by for drinks later if I wanted to, which of course I did. When I arrived she was sitting at a back table with two of her friends, Laura and Gina. Laura was new to me and looked very conservative, Gina I had met and liked, she was funny and crazy too.
It was uncomfortable sitting at the table with this woman that melted me but acting the part of just an acquaintance for the benefit of the others. Every fiber of me wanted to reach across the table and gently hold her face in my hands and kiss those soft full red lips the way they loved to be kissed. I hadn’t really done it yet the way I wanted to, but I just knew that when I did it would be the perfect kiss, so sweet and deep it would not want to start and wouldn’t want to end, if you know what I mean. Still, with respect for Melissa I acted the part and we talked politely of dinner and the restaurant and music and jobs and all that boring shit that people talk about when they should be talking about passionate relationships and steamy encounters and love, yes love.
What the world needs now, is Love sweet love, yes how true I thought. Who wants to live without that? I once told a friend that I would rather die than face the rest of my life without the kind of love that hurts to live without. I was dedicated to finding that again, nothing would stop me, and I was working as hard as I could on my end to be ready for the next time.
Actually I had known Melissa in High school, she was the most beautiful girl in the school then, and she was the most beautiful woman now. Her eyes were dark brown, almost black, smoldering and sexy as hell. Her lips were red and sensuously full perfect to kiss and fantasize about. Many nights I had jacked off fantasizing about those lips and what they could do for me.
You see, I love oral sex, I love to give it and I sure do love to receive it! I have a feeling Melissa is exactly the same, so far I’ve been right in all my intuitions about her. My hunches told me that she could really blow my mind if she wanted to, but we weren’t quite there yet I guess. Still, the fantasy was pretty fucking good, and my cock was getting as hard as it gets thinking about her and imagining her watching me, lying on her arm next to me and maybe stroking my balls while I jacked off or even better maybe she would crawl down between my legs and lick me all around my balls and trace the outline of my cock with her tongue and then she would take my cock slowly into her mouth and proceed to give me long strokes pushing down with those full red lips and dragging her tongue up the underside of the shaft as she withdrew, only to repeat the whole thing over and over.
By now Melissa and Gina were bored and we decided t o go to another bar and left the conservative Laura to go home. We each drove in separate cars to this other bar and when we got inside Gina took off with a guy she knew and left Melissa and I drinking alone at a table. As we drank our eyes met and those same smoldering looks that had been heating up were rejoined and finally she couldn’t take it anymore.
“I’m just not going to look at you anymore, that’s all.” And she turned her head away, which lasted all of five seconds before she spun her head back and was looking at me again.