Dear Readers,
To those of you who have chosen to return, thank you and I hope the wait has been worth it. For those of you interested, I have taken the time to respond to feedback from the last chapter at the end of this one, but you are by no means obligated to read. I thank everyone for their support, and as always, a great big thanks to AlreadyTaken and the time and effort she gives to edit and give a little advice. You're the best.
Enjoy,
Titania
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CHAPTER TWENTY
"She's got broken things
Where her heart should be
But I can tell there are moments
When I'm really getting through
Make my voice brand new
I give it all to you
And I'll never speak again."
"You're Dead Wrong" Mayday Parade
Denny looked down at his wrist watch and sighed, knowing full-well that it had been clearly understood they were to leave at five o'clock on the dot. And yet it was already five-twenty, and no IM from Alessa that she was ready to leave. He gave a morose, half-smile; Alessa was just like every other woman who kept you waiting, except in her case it was because she could never leave her work, and not because she was busy primping. He decided to nudge her.
Alessa was typing furiously when her interoffice communication chimed at her. An instant message from
d.ashbury
.
Well?
The right side of Alessa's mouth scrunched into a half-frown as the inner corners of her brows drew down together. She had been absorbed in writing her first corporate bylaws for one of the senior partners, but every time her mind had risen above her work to survey the multitude of thoughts that drifted in the landscape of her mind, she had been confronted with the only fact of any importance: today she would meet Denny's parents. And that disquieting truth alone was enough to make her plunge back fully into her work, as if by means of her enthusiasm for it, it would absorb her and insulate her from reality of Thanksgiving.
But now, even in the one word digitally written on her computer screen, she could feel Denny's growing annoyance with her lateness. And whether he knew the delay was by neglect or purposeful, his disapproval was evident all the same.
She sighed, knowing she couldn't put it off any longer.
Give me five and I'll be ready.
Denny nodded once at his computer screen, now having her word he planned on holding her to it. He gathered up the files he would need while away, cleared his desk of the debris of a work-day, and closed everything down.
Alessa looked up as his advancing figure entered her periphery. He was striding to her confidently, his work bag slung across his shoulder, and she knew there was no more time. She hit save on the file she had been typing and closed the computer up. She had it stuffed in her own bag by the time Denny was standing next to her.
She looked up at him in annoyance. "You shouldn't be standing here," she remarked tersely, alluding to the fact that their relationship was still a secret to the office.
Denny only cocked an eyebrow up at her, not misdirected by her statement. He knew perfectly well that she was irked because he wasn't allowing her to escape the inevitable, but forcing her to experience the universally nerve-racking 'meeting-of-the-parents.'
"Come on, Sweetheart, let's go. The traffic is going to be murder as it is."
Alessa didn't continue the faΓ§ade that she was uncomfortable with being seen with him in the office, instead she went through her nightly ritual of straightening her area, finishing with a finalizing switch-off of the desk lamp. They walked silently to the elevator, and in fifteen minutes were queuing for the onramp for I-80 East. The traffic across the Bay Bridge was even more congested than normal on that Tuesday afternoon, and as they eked along the highway toward the bridge, Alessa couldn't keep her nervousness in check.
"So, your family-who all will be there?" Her fingers were tugging at the short hem of her dress. Denny had felt instantly aroused when he saw her that morning, dressed in the dark gray sweater dress that stopped high on her thigh. The rest of her legs were tastefully and alluringly covered in mid-thigh-high suede boots the rich color of an eggplant. Only an inch or two of skin on her toned thighs peeked out between the two pieces of her wardrobe.
"My grandparents. My mom's parents," he clarified. "My uncle and his wife and their daughter and her husband. Kat's pregnant, the family's first grandchild, so everyone's excited."
Alessa was silent as she thought about that a moment. "But it isn't your parents' grandchild. It's your uncle's."
Denny smiled, perhaps sadly, but nodded.
"And I guess you don't have any brothers or sisters since you never talked about them. Actually," she gave in a chuckle of surprise, "if you hadn't told me, I'd be rather mad at you," she confessed with a grin.
"No, my mom had been pregnant a few times, but she always lost the baby. I'm all there is."
"I'm sorry for her," Alessa said in condolences, but then when Denny looked at her with an expression of injured disbelief, she laughed and covered her mouth with her hand. "Sorry, I didn't mean it like that. Only to say I'm sorry for her losses, not to imply you're some sort of inadequate son." She reached over and stroked his arm.
He nodded in acceptance, a playful smirk on his lips. When he looked over at her, the last of the day's light illuminated just enough of her face to reveal a sweet thoughtfulness there.
"In fact, you're like me. Our moms were lucky to have us," she offered, referring to his words that felt like an eon ago.
But then a shadow of some darker, unhappier thought clouded her eyes and her smile faded. Alessa looked ahead of them, turning her attention to things that were unseen and far, far from their slow moving car. As they travelled north, Denny regaled her with tales of his family while Alessa listened with only half of her mind. The other half was occupied with the work of untangling that creeping, reoccurring sensation of guilt whenever she felt happiness with Denny.
At some point, when the traffic had lightened up enough that he could pay less attention to the cars around him and free one hand from the steering wheel, he reached over and began stroking the small band of skin that was visible between her dress and boots. The caresses at first were soothing, as his mindless touches often were, but it was somewhere an hour and half north of The Bay, in the dark of early evening, that his fingertips slid higher and higher on her thigh, pushing the sweatered fabric up.
It only took a small adjustment of her hips to feel just how aroused he had already made her. And then his wandering hand was at her crotch, the lightest of touches petting the silky material covering her.
"Denny, what are you doing?" she asked.
He didn't take his eyes off the road, but from the faint glow of the dashboard, she could see the side of his lip twitch up. "What does it feel like?"
"We can't do this. We're about to see your parents," she scolded incredulously.
"Sweetheart, we're nearly two hours away from my parents' house. We have plenty of time."
"Is this all you can think about?" she asked tersely. But her venom lost a little of its power when her thighs splayed ever so much wider to allow more of his touch.
Knowing he had won her over, more with his touch than his words, Denny said, "Say you'll be bad for me."
Alessa's stomach felt like a storm. "What does that entail?"
"What can you think of?" he challenged darkly.