Chapter 5.
...Tom and Laney....
Tom arrived at home early on Monday afternoon, after spending the weekend with his grandparents. His visit with them had been very enjoyable, and he was happy to have been able to help his grandfather with some jobs that the 65-year-old felt uncomfortable with.
All of them involved using the ladder, and Tom had no problem with the heights that tended to give his grandfather vertigo.
As a result he ended up painting the two gable ends on their house, an area that his grandfather had left undone, as well as doing a couple of other small jobs.
His weekend with his grandparents allowed them all to spend time together, something that Tom was particularly pleased by. He still had a few lingering thoughts that perhaps his grandparents would be uncomfortable with him, considering what his father had done to their daughter and himself. But by the time he left he knew for sure that that was not a cause for concern.
The painting had not taken too long to complete, so the three of them had a lot of time they could spend together in conversation. Tom left their home knowing that his grandparents had moved past the events of the winter, as he was trying desperately to do as well.
Once he changed clothing and had taken care of returning a couple of calls he found on his answering machine, he decided to pop in on Laney and her mother a little early. He had been invited for supper, but he arrived at their home just after 3PM.
Tom knocked at their door and when Grace answered it he immediately said, "I'm sorry I'm early. I had nothing left to do at home, and I thought I'd come over and hang out with Laney for a while before supper."
As he had said this he realized that Grace looked like she was upset, and he was quite sure that he could see tear stains on her cheek. He was about to excuse himself and offer to come back later when she said, "I'm sorry, Tom. Laney got called in to work until after the supper shift. She won't be home until almost 7 o'clock."
By now Tom realized that Grace was definitely not herself, so he asked, "Is there something wrong, Grace?"
It became apparent that Grace had been holding something back, as her voice broke as she replied, "You better come in, Tom. I'm afraid I'm going to start crying, and I don't want to do that on the front steps in front of the neighbors."
"It's bad enough that you're here to see me so upset. Something has happened, and I don't know what to do. Maybe you can give me some advice."
Grace immediately turned and walked towards the kitchen, and Tom could see that she was wiping her eyes with a tissue that she had pulled from her blouse pocket.
"Are you sure, Grace? I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, but I don't really want to leave while you're upset, either. What's the problem?" His questions had come out quickly while he followed her to the kitchen.
When they got there she grabbed a couple of fresh tissues from a box and continued to wipe her eyes. He hated to see her upset, because any time he had seen her in the past she was very upbeat and fun to be around. He was now at a loss on what to do.
She still hadn't said anything so he asked again, "What's happened, Grace? I've never seen you upset before. What can I do to help?"
After sniffling a couple of times she sat down and said, "I don't think there's anything you or anyone could do to help right now. I just came home from visiting the bank, and they won't loan me the money Laney will need for University. Now that I'm working part time, the loans manager figured it out that I wouldn't have enough left over after I pay my expenses to make loan payments."
"I told him I'd get a second job, something part-time, to help cover the payments, but they said they didn't think that that was adequate to meet their requirements."
"I don't know what to do, Tom. Laney has her heart set on taking that program at State University, and she's going to be so disappointed if she can't do it. I really didn't think there was going to be a problem with the bank, so I even asked for a little bit extra for emergencies."
"Now I don't know if that was a mistake or not. Maybe if I had just asked for the bare minimum they might have been more agreeable and said yes."
She had to make another attempt at drying her eyes before adding, "She's going to hate me, I just know it. She's never going to admit it, but I'm sure that's how she'll feel. I always told her that we would have enough money to send her to university. Now she's going to think that I failed her."
Tom wasn't sure what he could say, so at first he simply tried to get her to calm down and relax. While she got up to get herself a glass of cold water and a fresh tissue he was thinking about the situation and what he could suggest to help. He was about to repeat his advice about staying calm when a thought struck him.
"Come and sit down, Grace. Tell me what the situation really is, and how much you had asked the bank to loan you."
The cold water seemed to help calm her somewhat and she replied, "Laney has a bit of money from her part-time job, and I have some left in her education account. I asked the bank to loan me $15,000, but we don't need quite that much for her tuition and expenses for the first year."
"I expected that between her working next summer, combined with what I hoped to save between now and then, we'd probably have enough for her second year by the time it was due. Now I don't know what to think."
"So if you had an extra $15,000 you think everything would work out okay for Laney and yourself?"
"That's what I thought, but the loans manager pointed out that unless I got back at the plant full time, I wouldn't be able to even pay off the loan. So how would I ever be able to save for next year's university costs?"
She paused to blow her nose before continuing, "I didn't really expect to be working part time for so long, and I didn't want to take a second job that I would have to leave right away to go back full time to my regular employment. Now I wish I had found another part-time job right away."