My body was jerked awake by the sound of a door slamming in the distance. I quickly shifted in bed and looked to my left to see Sebastian no longer occupying the indented spot next to me. I was about to call out his name when I heard Sebastian and another voice in the living room area.
"What are you doing here Jen?" Agitation was laced within Sebastian voice. Was he speaking to the same Jen? His paralegal/assistant.
A girlish giggle was quickly followed by the sound of heals clicking on the apartments marble floors. "I am here to fuck you." Her voice was sultry but there was hint of mischievousness within her tone. Her blunt comment was quickly followed by the sound of something "cloth like" dropping to the floor.
"She couldn't be...getting undress?" I asked myself. "In the middle of his living room at...2 in the morning?" I glanced at the clock gracing the dresser that displayed "2:13 A.M".
"Jen, put your dress back on!" Sebastian demand ultimately confirmed the answers to my questions. "You need to leave now!"
"Bastian...you know you need me...aren't you tired of this celibacy bullshit you've been putting yourself through. What has it been...nearly three possible four months?" she asked. "You're so anxious at the office...I can tell you need it, this not like you," she murmured. I quickly climbed out of the bed determine to hear the conversation better. I grabbed his shirt from yesterday and slid it over my naked body.
"What I need is for you to leave!" he growled.
Chuckling loudly I could then hear her feet padding across the floor. "No...I don't think you want me to leave," her voice now teasing. "My poor Bastian, what has happen to you?" She asked. "Before...you wouldn't think twice about bending me over this very couch and fucking me till dawn. What was your motto, "Fuck first, asked questions later"."
"Leave!" Sebastian stated his request firmly. I then heard a chuckle followed by a groan and then a lustful sigh come from her lips. "Don't you remember baby? How amazing it felt when we fucked? Remember that time you had me up against this very plat glass window during broad daylight, determine to show any on lookers how good we could fuck." God she said "fuck" a lot, I always thought Sebastian had a dirty vocabulary but she makes Sebastian seem like a saint.
"Well I've changed," he said. "Changed!" She dryly laughed at his reply. "You can't change...just like I can't...we are wicked nasty little creatures that think alike and fuck alike." Maliciousness as well as poison was dripping from every word she had uttered.
"Don't you dare try to compare me to you, we are nothing alike!" he growled.
"You forget too fast about who you were and who you still are," she stated. "Never forget I know you, I know what you are capable of doing."
"Are you done talking...I asked you leave!" His voice trembled with pure rage.
"No I am not ready to leave!" She yelled this time. Sebastian shushed her and she chuckled. I then heard swift movement of feet and heard a groan come from Jen. "That it baby!" She purred with anticipation and lust. "You know I love it when you're rough like that." What the hell? I moved closer to the door trying to peak through the cracks. The only thing I could see was Sebastian's back and his arm was stretched out. He appeared to be leaning over a wall.
"Leave!" He growled.
"Careful with that temper big boy, you don't want anything to happen you might regret!"
"Get your fucking clothes on and get the fuck out of my apartment or I'll..." he was saying but she interrupted. "You'll what...never forget I know..." she uttered in a sing-song teasing manner. I leaned even closer to the door to hear what she knew about him and before I could catch the door, it flew open. I came stumbling into the living room where I was emerged in a startling sight. There stood Sebastian in nothing but boxers and right in front of him stood a very naked Jen.
"Sebastian! You naughty boy, why didn't you say you had a little plaything entertaining you tonight?" She teased, "Here I thought you were still celibate." Plaything...so she assumed I was just his plaything? Well she wasn't wrong, but hearing her state the words didn't make me feel very good about myself. My eyes went between Sebastian and a very naked Jen. Sebastian's eyes looked worried as they focused on me before gravitating back to Jen.
I suddenly felt uncomfortable and in need of getting out of this weird situation. "Sebastian...I think I should go home," I stated. I turned to leave but he grabbed my wrist. My eyes went back to Jen as I watched her put her pull over black mini dress onto her body.
"No, she not my little plaything...she is my girlfriend," Sebastian stated as he met my eyes. To say I was in shock could never explain what was going through my head. Judging by Jen's reaction, it seems she was horrified and incapable of masking that putrid expression that graced her flawless face.
"Girlfriend," Jen muttered.
"Yes, girlfriend, we've been dating for a while," he said. Sebastian then did a fake yawn and pulled me close. "I'm tired honey, lets head back to bed," he said as he pulled me closer.
"But..." I was saying. "No buts! You have class and I have work," he said. "Jen, I think it is best you head home," Sebastian stated. Jen had this look of reluctance and irritation cross her face before she nodded her head. She slid her heels back on and attempted to straighten her dress even more. She then left out of the door, with one last glance, which made Sebastian pull me closer to his chest.
When the door was closed I practically yanked away from out of his arms. "So now I am your girlfriend...since when...when did you even asked?" I questioned him.
"We will talk in the morning," he stated. He tried to grasp my arm and lead me back into the bedroom.
"No...I am not going in there...I know what will happen. You will try to make me forget any questions I may have by using sex. I know if I go into the bedroom, I know you will give me that sexy grin and flex those muscles and I will cave in...so it is best I stay right here," I stated firmly.
"Baby...I'll answer your question...just not right now," he approached me but I took a step back. "I am tired," he said.
"I don't believe you...I don't trust you...I can't do this anymore." I stated with finality. "I need answers."
"Well they will have to wait till morning. I am going back to bed," he said.
"If you...go back to bed...if you leave this or us like this, we are over." I brought down the gauntlet. I know my demands started off weak and reluctant but I quickly gain strength and determination.
"You are demanding little thing aren't you Miss Carrington?" he chuckled.
"I could say the same thing about you and a few other unsavory terms," I said. He eyed me up and down as he stood in front of me. My eyes hungrily searched his body but I resisted. It was time for answers and I would not cave.
"Sit," he instructed me. I sat down in the sofa and he sat next to me but kept a distance. "Where should I start?" he asked.
"I really want to start with you labeling me as your "Girlfriend" but my mind keeps drifting back to the very naked Jen in the living room," I stated. I mean she had been the true elephant in the room.
"So you want to know about Jen?" He was irritated judging by the exasperated expression he was wearing. He was uncomfortable as well as he crossed his arms across his chest.
"Yes...you don't have to tell me everything...but just enough to...not be in the dark. I mean I always had my suspicion that Jen might have been your ex-girlfriend but..." I was stating but he stopped me. "Jen has never been and never will be my girlfriend. I can't even refer to her as a lover...a better term would be pernicious whore who I use to fuck." I was shocked by his blunt answer when referring to Jen. "When I first met her it was about a year ago when she came to the firm. Initially I might have thought of having a relationship with her but that was before I found out about her," he said as he looked at me.
"Found out what?" I asked him.
"She was my families whore...she had been fucking my brother, a family friend and including myself. Also when my parents were having a rough patch with their marriage and separated for a short while...she fucked my dad," he said. Talk about making your way through a family...the only person she hasn't fucked was the mother and the sister. "I can't forget to mention several staff members at the firm as well males and females," he said.
"Wow! She gets around," I stated. He chuckled at the comment. "Yeah, tell me about it," he commented.
I wanted to ask him why he would sleep with her. Yet, after seeing her body I doubt any man would pass on that opportunity. I was envious of her long legs, curvaceous body and ample breast size. I glance over him and he was still glancing down at his hands. He seemed to be completely lost in thoughts. I also felt lost within my own thoughts. I wanted pry and asked him how he found out about Jen and his father but judging by his closed off expression, I don't think he wanted to go there.
"What about you...she mention your celibacy thing...what was that about?" I asked him.
"Oh that!" He began to laugh at my question.
"How long had it been?" I asked him.
"It was actually five months...prior to you and I. I had a slight reputation for getting women in and out my bed. As Jen said, I fucked and I fucked extremely well. I won't lie and say I was a fucking boy scout. I will not apologize for enjoying sex but about six months ago something changed me. I began to see my life differently, my goals, even my attitude towards life," he said as he smirked at me. I wonder what could have changed him to want to give up the reputation...to take a vow of celibacy. What made him give up his vow up for me of all people?
"Judging by your silence, I can assume you have no more question. I'll head back to bed," he stood up but I gripped his arm.
"Not so fast Sebastian," I stated. "You don't think you can drop a bomb on me and just flee?" I raised an eyebrow at him as he stared me down. "Explain the girlfriend term," I stated.