I don't think it's right to be generous just so that you will benefit later. You aren't really being generous when you do it just to get something in return. That said, it is pretty sweet when someone rewards you for being giving.
It was about midnight when I got home from work last night. Shelly was awake, but she was already in bed. She did show me that beautiful smile when she saw me come through the door, even if her eyelids were so clearly heavy. I got undressed and got in bed beside her. I leaned over to kiss her cheek, then listened to that delightful little moan she does whens he is happy.
Well when I heard that wonderful moan, I moved my kiss a little lower, my lips touching the side of her cheek, then her neck by her ear. The moan suddenly grew louder and deeper. She does seem to really love it when I kiss her neck. That heavenly sound was all I needed.
I kissed her neck a little lower, closer to her collar bone and much harder this time. The moan turned into a gasp then, and I felt her hand reach up and grab hold of my hair. She has such a strong grip when she's turned on. I sucked on her neck a little more, enjoying the feeling of her body beginning to squirm beneath me.
I didn't stay there very long before I got up and reached for the drawer of her nightstand. I believe that this pink dildo may be the single best purchase I have ever made. She absolutely loves this thing. It's got a long curve that goes inside of her and a smaller one that sits against her clit. I bought it as a surprise for her, something online that I correctly suspected would work well for it. Since then, she has had way more orgasms with me using that than she has with my cock. I think it's great. She gets to feel something that brings her an incredible degree of pleasure and I get to be there to share it with her.
What happens a lot of the time is that we start out with my cock inside of her. I always hope that she will climax before I do. I always try to focus on her pleasure before mine, but most of the time I can't help it. I do all of the tricks, keeping still, trying to think of something unrelated... it's just that she feels so incredibly good. Having my cock throbbing inside of her is blissful, and I usually cannot help it. I hold on as long as I can but then I end up gushing into her warm body.
With the toy, that is just fine. She reaches into the drawer, grabs the toy and slides it in between the soaking wet lips of her sex and then she straddles me. The base of the toy sits against my abdomen with her sexy thighs on either side. I really love her thighs. I adore every inch of this amazing woman. I wrap my arms around her waist and clutch her to me while she rides this divine toy between us. I stroke her back and suck on her breasts until she throws her head back and comes with pleasure. It's a pretty great pattern we've adopted.