"Must you go?" She knew it was a useless protest, but she felt it had to be voiced at least once more.
"You know I do," came the answer.
"But I don't want you to go, Trystos. I want you to stay here with me." The cool hint of autumn wafting in through the open window on the silver rays of moonlight made her shiver. She pulled the heavy coverlet tighter under her chin and pressed her naked body closer against her husband's.
"I wish that I could, my dear Yseuld." The much larger man turned to face his wife. She always looked so beautiful after they made love. But tonight her beauty was painful to him because he knew this might be the last time he would be able to hold her. "But the King cannot go to war without the General of his army."
"I know." She let out a long, helpless sigh. There was nothing she could say that would make him stay home tomorrow. She traced absent designs across her husband's broad chest as she turned thoughts over in her mind. "There's something I should tell you," she said after several minutes of silence. She felt his body tense against her. "While you've been... training your troops...." She took another deep breath, hoping it would give her strength. "I've been warming my bed with anotherβ"
"What?!" Trystos roared as he leaped out of the bed. Only his depthless love for this woman kept him from striking her. "Who? What's his name? If it's one of my soldiers..." He stormed around the room, fuming with hot anger.
"No, my Love, not one of your soldiers."
"Who?" he asked again, fixing her with eyes seething with rage.
"Calista," she replied defiantly. She was sitting up in the bed now, and had let the blankets fall. She watched as the fury melted into confusion.
"Calista? Your... your handmaid?" His brow furrowed, then relaxed. "Oh, my dear, you jest! Of course you do. The palace does get cold at night without another body to warm the bed." Chuckling now, he climbed back into bed.
"No, Love, you do not understand." His hands began fondling her body again, and she had to fight the incapacitating desire he invoked within her. She pushed his hand away from her breast. "She and I... we make love during the nights you're gone."
All he could do was stare at her in confusion. He could feel the gravity of the situation, but he could not grasp the idea of two women making love. It just wasn't... possible. "How...?"
"It's like you said, Love; it gets cold when you're alone in the palace. It started out innocently. Last winter, I invited her to sleep in my bed to keep us both warm, since she slept alone as well. It was nothing more than that, I swear. But then... then we would start to talk, and... and things just went on from there. But I swear to you, my Lord, my Husband, my Love, that it was because of my longing and desire for you that I allowed such things to happen. It's because I missed your touch so dearly. I missed the feel of your hands on my breasts, the feel of your strong body on top of me, your hot mouth between my legs.... If anything, Calista's lovemaking only made me desire the feeling of your manhood inside me all the more!"
He sat for a moment, saying nothing, fidgeting with the corner of the coverlet. When he looked up at her again, his face was blank. He studied her for a long time, making her grow uneasy with every passing second.
"I do not doubt you, my Love. I know where your heart lies, and I find that I cannot blame you for what you've done, since I am at fault as well." As he spoke, he watched his lovely wife's eyes well with tears. The smile that curled her lips was shaky, and when he leaned forward to place a soft kiss on her lips, she threw her arms around his neck and returned his kiss fiercely.
"I love you so much," she said softly against his lips and pulled him down on top of her. He'd never felt so good as when he slid into her that time. They made love slowly, and more passionately than they had in a very long time.
Lying spent atop her, he looked down into her eyes for a long moment. "I can not fathom how two women could possibly make love," he said. She wasn't sure if he was being serious, or trying to be mischievous. Her spirits were high though, so she decided it didn't matter.