Time was playing its games, and as she sat there, in this strange foreign world, she automatically reflected on things. She sensed she'd crossed some imaginary line, a new dimension in life, and whatever was happening seemed somehow ordained. She knew in her soul ...... her senses, and trusted intuition, would point her in the right direction this sudden new life would begin to take.
Shelby met Jack in her senior year of college. Maybe it was a matter of coincidence they'd grown up in neighboring towns and attended the same university, or maybe fate had played a role in guiding them together. Smiling, she thought back on how handsome he was, and how easy it was talking with him. Then she thought about Jessica, her only child, and how blessed she felt for her being in their lives. But ..... none of that mattered right in that moment of time, as much as she was trying to focus on the positive, her mind was much too busy dealing with her newfound chaos in life.
Why was she still thinking as if she was recently divorced, and why hadn't she seen Jack slipping away? It had been over ten years now ..... and here she was ..... quietly struggling to find her old self. Why had things happened like this, to her, and more importantly where would she find a new adventure to keep herself from going insane. Now 50 years old, she tried convincing herself this was the new 30, or 40. Then she stood up and walked over to the mirror .... to see how she'd been faring in her competition with time.
She began remembering when weather-girls were the new rage and how her young husband could not keep his paws off of her. She envisioned the younger her and remembered that small television station where she perfected her craft. She also recalled how that was the happiest she'd ever been. She knew she was something back in those days, before business and ratings got in the way. Yes, once upon a time she was that pretty young weather-girl everyone loved, and now here she was ..... middle-aged, confused, and desperately needing to recreate herself in this jumbled up mess of a life.
Sitting back at her desk, she stared at that document which informed her the station wouldn't be renewing her contract. So ... she now knowingly thought .... this was how the weatherman she had replaced probably felt. Everything sucked .... it wasn't the money ...... she'd saved and she'd planned, she would be fine. This was about this career being the only job she'd ever known. Just the thought of getting up and having nowhere to go seemed paralyzing to her. What the fuck, she thought in her mind, these people were her friends, and that extended family she'd always been bragging about!
The prick station manager had also informed her she'd be off the air the following two weeks, and back on schedule for her last month. Whatever .... she sarcastically thought .... it was like she'd contracted a disease no one wanted to catch. Getting up, she grabbed a few things as she headed out to her car. Slowly pulling away from the station, she glanced back at her old life in her rearview mirror of time.
The traffic was quitting time heavy, and coming upon those familiar bumper to bumper jams, she reached out for her daughter to tell her the news. And then, before hanging up, her tears streamed down her now middle-aged face, hidden away from her child's eyes. It wasn't much longer however, and she soon found herself pulling into her home.
Sitting there, she looked at what life had presented her with. Her beautiful home then helped dry her tears and ease her mind. She again thought about Jack and Jessica, and about her life's victories, and its defeats. Today, she thought, was another beginning of an end, and her emotions had completely worn her out. Walking into the house, there was no stopping for anything, she just needed her bed. And lying alone with her thoughts, her eyes finally closed setting her free of that terrible day.
The following morning, she woke up to her new life, and grabbing some coffee she went on a tour of her forgotten back yard. There she noticed her neighbor's truck, and the sound of a hammer pounding away back in the woods. Wondering what he was doing, she decided to investigate further.
Kent could put a smile on her face. He was single, older, and recently retired. He loved having his fun, and just when she'd begin thinking he was a redneck, he would say something that would touch her heart, or make her laugh without thinking. There was something down home about him, yet dangerous at the same time, and walking along the fence she made her way closer to him.
Inside the tree line, she spotted him working away. Then in some phony, exaggerated voice, she says, "Hey mister ..... what you doin?" Startled, he flinched and immediately smiled, saying, "Damn it Shel ..... you scared me! Wow ..... I sure wasn't ready for that! So .... what's going on?"
Laughing, she responds, "Not much, I just came back to see what you were doing."
"I'm building a treehouse! I've threatened this for thirty motherfucking years, and somehow it just seemed like the right time. It's gonna be my bug out place for when the shit hits the fan! Don't you dare tell anyone .... ok?"
"I won't say a thing as long as you leave some room for me. Besides, I think the shit in my life has done hit the fan!"
"Why's that?"