Ethan Carter never imagined that an ordinary ethics class in the Cathedral of Learning--the towering Gothic heart of the University of Pittsburgh--would unravel the careful order of his life. At nineteen, he was a sophomore with a habit of getting lost in the Cathedral's labyrinthine hallways, chasing dreams that felt as distant as the gargoyles perched on its 42nd-floor pinnacle. But then there was Professor Lillian Hayes, a woman whose intellect burned as brightly as the Cathedral's limestone facade under the autumn sun. At thirty-eight, she carried herself with a quiet gravity, her lectures on moral philosophy echoing through Room 332, one of the Nationality Rooms adorned with Hungarian woodcarvings--a space that felt too intimate for the weight of the truths she dissected.
Their first real conversation happened not in class, but on the rainy steps outside Schenley Plaza, where Ethan had lingered after a seminar, watching fog swallow the spire of the Carnegie Museum. Lillian emerged under a black umbrella, her trench coat collar turned up against the chill. "You'll catch pneumonia staring at the sky, Mr. Carter," she'd said, her voice edged with amusement. He'd laughed, scrambling to his feet, and she'd offered to share her umbrella as they walked toward Forbes Avenue, the slick pavement reflecting the neon glow of Pizza Milano and the crowded bus stops.
Over the weeks, their interactions became a dance of near-misses and stolen glances. Ethan found himself lingering after class to ask questions he already knew the answers to, just to watch her pace the front of the room, her fingers trailing over the Hungarian room's ornate lectern. She'd challenge him--"What would Kant say about your reasoning, Ethan?"--but her critiques felt like invitations, her sternness a mask for something warmer.
One evening, he spotted her in Hillman Library, her silhouette framed against the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the Panther Statue. She was grading papers at a carrel, a half-empty coffee cup from Crazy Mocha beside her. When he slid into the seat across from her, she didn't look up, but her lips twitched. "Stalking your professors now, Mr. Carter?"
"Just studying," he said, nodding to his copy of Nicomachean Ethics.
Their debates became a ritual. They'd meet "by accident" in the library's dimmed fourth-floor stacks or beneath the vaulted ceilings of Heinz Chapel, where the silence felt sacred enough to contain their unspoken words. Once, after a late seminar, she'd walked him to the William Pitt Union, its clock tower glowing amber in the dark. "You have a gift for seeing the gray in a world that wants black and white," she said, her breath visible in the cold air.
But it was the afternoon in her office--a cramped space in Benedum Hall, cluttered with philosophy journals and a framed photo of her husband at Phipps Conservatory--that shifted everything. Rain lashed the windows as Ethan leaned against her desk, their debate about moral absolutes dissolving into charged silence. Her eyes dropped to the silver band on her left hand.
"You should go," she said softly.
