People don't believe me when I tell them the truth of my experience. They smile and tell me the memories were created by the raving mind of a man sapped of strength by the intense heat and fear of death. I have proof that my memories are accurate. I still bear the scars from the rough, bark ropes that bound me until it was time for me to be used, and Iana sits at my side as I pen this story, but they still do not believe.
At first, I was dumbfounded at the rejection of my experiences. I was a man of science, not some carnival barker trying to convince those who strolled by to part with their money to see what was only a man in an ape suit. I would receive no great wealth if they believed, for archeologists seldom become wealthy no matter what their discoveries. I only wished to open their minds to the possibility of a society that had never before been studied.
After a while, I realized that though academia portrays itself as a community of open minds, in reality, those minds are open only to those ideas that conform to the opinions of the majority. In order to vindicate myself, I would have to go back and obtain tangible proof. Unfortunately, financing for archeological expeditions is controlled by the people who equated my story to those of unicorns and dragons. I would have to finance the expedition just as I had the first -- with my own money.
Such will never be. I know that now. While I have managed to accumulate sufficient funds over the years, I have grown too old in the process. To attempt such a journey again would no doubt result in my bones becoming the fodder of the creatures of the Amazon. I do not relish that idea. It is not the thought of the creatures spreading those bones hither and yon that dissuades me, for the animals who would benefit would be only following their nature. It is only that when my clock strikes midnight, I wish Iana to know where I pass my days in eternity. She will join me when her time comes and we'll spend eternity together.
Some believe some of my story and call it "divine providence" that Iana and I survived. Call it that. Call it luck, call it fate, call it what you will, but in reality, it was only Iana who saved me from what would have been an unholy demise. Without her help then, I would not be writing these words now.
I will tell you my tale in hopes someone else much younger and stronger will take up my quest and discover what I know, but cannot prove to be factual. I do not seek the honor of that discovery when it is finally made, but perhaps the scientific literature will grant me the occasional footnote as the man who inspired others to trek into the rain forest in search of the tribe that should not be, but is.
I had been inducted into the US Army on my eighteenth birthday, that being January 5th, 1945. After completing my training, I was assigned to a combat unit in Germany, and participated in some of the final battles that ended the terror of the Nazis. I continued to serve as part of the occupation forces in Germany until my term of service ended. I was discharged in January of 1947, and used my benefits under the GI Bill to go to college.
From my earliest memories, I have been interested in the past. I spent many hours of my youth combing the local fields and streams around Knoxville, Tennessee for the arrowheads and spear points that were plentiful at that time. I also visited every museum to which I could convince my parents to take me.
For this reason, my chosen field of study was archeology, and I spent the next two years grudgingly studying the subjects that were requisite for actual studies in my field. The second two years were more pleasure and excitement than study. Most were classes that examined the various archeological explorations in far-flung parts of the world. My enjoyment of those classes confirmed my choice had been a sound one.
Between my junior and senior year, I participated in a dig at the site of an ancient Native American town, and that summer only whetted my appetite for more discoveries, for during that dig, I unearthed a small metallic disk with strange symbols that was later identified as being made of gold.
All evidence other than that disk, a sort of pendant, pointed to the working of stone as the height of technological achievement for that particular area and time period. The origin of the pendant was a mystery until I was back at school and researched the symbols on the face of the disk. The symbols were very similar to those found in artifacts from the Mayan civilization of the Amazon basin.
I competed my studies for both a master's degree and a doctorate in Archeology, including a thesis that presented an argument for the presence of the pendant as proof of trading between the Maya and the ancient Native American populations. My thesis was accepted, and I received my degree.
The prudent course of action would have been to join forces with another archeologist in an exploration of some known site to gain experience before striking out on my own. I was filled with the impatient confidence of youth though, and determined to investigate one of the mysteries of archeology I had studied.
In 1925, an archeologist named "Fancett had embarked upon an expedition to the Amazon in search of a place he named "The Lost City of Z". He had learned of the supposed existence of the place from a document known as "Manuscript 512". The document was written by a Portuguese settler in Brazil named da Silva, and described the ruins of an ancient city with many artifacts and hieroglyphics of an undecipherable nature.
"Fancett traveled to Brazil with a small party and set out up the Amazon River in search of the city. He was last known to have entered Rio Jutai just west of the village of Jutai, where the entire party vanished. Subsequent searches yielded only some second and third hand stories that the party had been killed by natives, but no proof in the way of bones or equipment from the expedition.
I was first interested in the expedition, then became obsessed with finding the city. I envisioned coming upon the ruins, photographing them, retrieving as many artifacts as it was possible to carry, and then returning to study them. My resulting papers would earn me renown and the respect of the archeological community.
I obtained every scrap of information relative to the expedition I could find and spent hours reviewing the route of travel that "Fancett had planned. In the end, I thought I had a fair idea of the city's general location. I would need only trek in that direction until I found it.
On the eighteenth of October in 1952, after transferring from the steamer from New York to a smaller steamer at the port in Santana, I landed on the docks of Manaus, Brazil and set about arranging my expedition. Porters were an absolute necessity, for I could never manage to carry enough supplies to last what I estimated to be a two month adventure. I hired twenty natives and four large dugout canoes, and struck out up the Amazon for Jutai.