As the morning sun filters through the covered window Rose finally stirs, only to find herself wrapped up in someone's arms. Immediately she turns her head and finds herself staring into the eyes of the man that she honestly never thought she would ever see again.
Sitting up against the pillows he gently pulls Rose between his legs and reaches for a bowl that is on the table next to the bed. Without saying anything he starts to spoon some of the cooled broth between her lips. When she tries to struggle he merely wraps his legs around her and holds her closer.
"Please, Rose, at least drink the broth."
"Milord, why are you doing this? I am not worth your time. Please, just let me go."
Setting the bowl aside he wraps her gently up in his arms and holds her close. "Rose, I need you. I need you to stay here with me, and I need you to get healthy again. I will do whatever you want me to do, but I cannot let you go again. I will not keep you prisoner though. I am asking you to please stay with me."
"Milord, you bought me last night. I am yours. I will not leave you. I saw the bag of coins that you gave to Sire Christopher, and I know that I was never worth that much, so I will not leave you."
"Rose! I did not buy you! That was a gift to him and his wife for caring for you! That was not a purchase."
Slowly she manages to get out of his arms and she stands up next to the bed. With a sigh she looks down at the nightgown that Mari put on her and she knows that they have seen all her scars. She also knows that he will never again use her the way he did when she was unscarred and untouched. She has to try though. "Milord, please, I know that I am not much to look at, but will you please fuck me? I don't care how you want it, but I ask you to please fuck me."
"Rose, why do you need this? To me you are so much more than a whore. Rose, if I have my way, you will never have to spread your legs for another man as long as you live. Now come back and lay down. Let me take care of you." He is stunned when he sees tears in her eyes but quickly she turns her face from him so he will not see the devastation that his words have brought her.
"Milord, please, I know that I am worth nothing. Please, if you will not let me go back to the tavern, at least let me find some employment someplace else. Otherwise I will have to go back to the docks, and to be honest, I can do it, but looking like I do I will not be able to get enough to support myself. No one wants a whore that is scarred up like I am."
Frustration tinges his voice finally. "Rose, you are not going to be a whore anymore. From now on, I want you to be my wife! That morning after the auction, I was going to ask you, no BEG you to become my wife, but you had already left." She feels his emotions washing over her, but she interprets them as guilt instead of the love that they are. "Please, Rose, please say that you will stay with me."
Finally she sits down on the edge of the bed. "I will stay with you. I will never be good enough for any other man, and you already have seen my scars." There is defeat in her voice. "I will be a maid or some other servant in your house though. I know it is just guilt that makes you say that you want to marry me. If I am a servant in your house, then you can still use my body when you choose, and I cannot say no. Also, if you choose to share me with your friends, I cannot say no then either, because you own me."
Suddenly he cracks. His anger over finding her in the condition that she was in, and her words about being worthless finally bring his anger to the surface. Jumping up off the bed he grabs her and throws her onto the bed. "Is this what you want?" Roughly he opens his trousers and lets his manhood out. "You want me to be your master? Then get on your hands and knees! NOW!" Immediately she obeys him. When he pulls up the back of her nightgown he sees again the scars that are crisscrossing her body, but by now his anger is to far gone. It is only when he grabs her hips to pull her back onto him that he feels her bones and realizes how skeletal she had actually become. Immediately his anger leaves him. Pulling the nightgown back in place he straightens his own clothing and walks to the other side of the room. Without looking at her he leans against the door that goes to his bedroom. "Rose, why did you push me like that? Is that really what you want? To just have your body used?"
When she doesn't answer he looks over at her and sees that she is sitting on the side of the bed and there are tears running down her face, but she is making no sounds. Walking back over to her he gently takes her in his arms and just holds her as she cries. When she looks up at him she does not see the judgment that she figured she would.
With a sigh she finally gets out of his arms and goes over to the bedside table. Picking up the bowl of broth she slowly drinks some of it down. Taking a deep breath, because she knows that if she doesn't try to get it all down he will not let her leave this room, she tries again and gets a little more down. On the third try, however, her stomach rebels at having so much in it and tries to heave it all back up. Quickly, Lord Cumberland grabs a bucket and she heaves it all back into it. Taking the bowl back up she tries to drink it again, but this time he takes it from her.
"We will work on getting you eating more over the next few days. Just take a little bit for now." After she takes a little sip he puts the bowl back on the table. "Good. Now come back here, take off your nightgown and lay down on the bed." Not knowing what he is going to do, she follows his instructions. Before he lays down with her he gets out of his own clothing. "Rose, I do want you to stay with me, but not unless you want to. I also do want to marry you, but not out of guilt or any other emotion except that I love you." He gathers her up in his arms. "Rose, please, just stay with me for a while. Just lie next to me, please. Nothing has to happen." Gathering her close to him he feels again the thinness of her body and tries not to react to it. "Rose, just please, go to sleep." Feeling the thinness of her form brings back all the feelings of guilt that he has battled with for the last six months while he was looking for her. Finally he comes to terms with the fact that this skeletal form in his arms, that is so different from the warm, softly formed women that he knew, is his responsibility. Realizing that she is cold to the touch he gathers her close in his arms, trying to give her some of the heat from his own body.
By the time that Mari comes in the room to check on them Rose has snuggled back into Lord Cumberland's arms again and fallen back to sleep. When she looks at Lord Cumberland she can see that he has had quite a morning already. She sees that neither of them are wearing any clothing, but she knows that he would not have done anything to Rose during the night. Slowly she goes back out of the room to give them both the privacy that they need.
By mid morning Lord Cumberland and Rose come downstairs and find Mari in the morning room working on a sampler that is turning out surprisingly well. Looking up at them Mari can see that there has been no decision made as to whether or not Rose is going to stay with them. By the look of Rose's face she can tell that something has happened to her to completely break her spirit. Getting up and coming over to her she gives Rose a hug.