It is! It has to be.
Look me in the eye and tell me that budget is feasible.
What do you want from me? That's the money they have!
I understand that. But we can't do this much. We have to lose scope or quality. Or some combination.
Tom told them we could. So...
It's going to be a hard conversation, but we have to be honest with them and show them what we can do.
It's way too late for this. I have a headache.
Heh. Yes. It is. Why are we still here?
... You look at me like that lately. What's on your mind?
Like what?
Like... I don't know. Never mind.
Like what?
It's nothing ... Fine... Like... I don't want to say it outloud.
What? What could you possibly say that would upset me?
Like you want to kiss me.
Oh.
Or you don't! See. I'm sorry. That wasβ
I do.
What?
Look at you like that.
Oh.
I'm sorry. It has to bother you. I tryβ
No.
βto keep it... Oh
How long?
Um. More and more as I've gotten to know you. I'm sorry. It's weird.
Weird? No... Unfortunate timing... Unfortunate circumstances...
Unfortunate?
These feelings.
My feelings?
And mine.
Oh. ... I βumβ I figured this was one-sided.
No. ... No.
I do want to kiss you. Most of the time we're together. And I want to hold you. And now I'm over sharing.
I think about cuddling with you. Sometimes I want you to sit on the couch with me and hold me.
Good. We're both over sharing.
But, I imagine if we did that, we'd eventually want to undress each other. And I assume that would leadβ The weird thing... I've never thought about it that far. I just think about cuddling. And maybe making out a little.
I try not to think about it. I mean, I think about you a lot. But I try not to.
That's a weird thing to say.
I mean. If I can get past these feelings... I guess 'we'... I thought it would be nice to be friends. Getting to know you has been one of the most exciting things to happen to me in the last few yearsβ
And we can play cards and I can come to dinner parties at your house?
As opposed to?
I don't know.
We aren't going to cheat. Either one of us.
No.
And still, I can't imagine not kissing you.
Don't say that. That's too hard. ... It's not going to be just once. We aren't going to kiss and then just act like it never happened.
No.
You're probably right. We're going to have to get past it.
I'd miss flirting with you.
Hah. I'm glad to know that has been flirting and not just me imagining it.
Oh? Am I too subtle?
You're maybe a little subtle. But you're also pretty charming.
What? I'm an ass.
You aren't. I mean, you can be, I guess. But only when the situation calls for it... You think I just fall for any guy that I spend hours and hours with every day?
We have spent a lot of time together lately. I see you more than my wife.
I've enjoyed it. ... You can still flirt with me, you know.
Oh?
Yeah. Innocent flirting is fun, right?
I want to take your clothes off. I don't know how innocent that is.
Fuck, don't do that. It's not fair.
Oh? Have you been considering taking off your clothes?
No. I've been thinking about you taking my clothes off.
Fuck. You're right. That is hard. ... What are you doing?
Coming to sit next to you.
You don't think the distance is helpful?
I don't want the help right now...
... God, you feel good.
Your heart is beating fast.
You think?
Heh.
What?
I like your hand on my stomach. It's really intimate...
Mmm. It feels good. I wonder why it feels so intimate?
Maybe because it's a vulnerable area, and you're being tender?
Yeah. Or because that's where a baby goes. ... ... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make things awkward.
No. I was just thinking. How that would feel.
To be pregnant?
Well...
What?
Now I'm going to make things awkward... I was imagining what it would be like to be having your baby, and for you to hold me like this.
... That should feel weirder to imagine.
Right?
We aren't doing a good job of steering things towards being friends. ... What are you doing?
What does it look like? I want your hand on my skin.
Mmmmm...
I'm not sure if I want to fall asleep like this, or make love.
You really aren't helping.
No. I stopped helping a while ago.
I'm glad you gave me warning.
Which sounds good to you?
Huh?
Falling asleep or making love?
I've tried so hard for so many months not to imagine you naked. And I've been surprisingly successful.
I can save you the trouble of imagining...
Please don- ... Fuck. ... You're freckles are so goddamn cute.
Heh. You don't have to sound so sad about it.
We can't take this back.
Can you unclasp me? Thank you. ... Mmmm. Your hands feel so good.
You feel amazing in my hands.
Heh. I think I could watch them run over my body for hours. Oh! Mmmm.
How are you this beautiful? I need you.
Please. Oh. Yes.
God, you're wet.
Mmm. Mmm. Can I tell you -Mmm- a little secret?
Yeah?
Mmm. The other day. Mmm. During lunch...
At Agave?
Yeah. Mmm. I wanted you so bad. Mmm. I got off three times that afternoon. Ohh!
Here? At the office?
MmHmm. In the bathroom. I couldn't concentrate. Mmm. I had to do something.
Take off your pants.
Finally. ... How do youβ
I want to look in your eyes.
Mm. Yeah.
You're glowing.
Ohh
Mmmm
Ohh
God, you're tight.
I'm small!
Heh. That's true.
Ohh. Ohhhh. ... You can hold me tighter.
Mmmm
Ohh
You smell so good
Ohh
Mmmm
Oh Ohhhh Ohh
Look in my eyes
Oh oh oh oh god oh oh god yeah ohhhhmmmmmm mmohhhhmmmmmmm mmmmfuck oh Oh oh ohhhh
Mmmm That was beautiful
That was intense
Your eyes went out of focus
Heh I might have a thing for you
Mmmm
This feels so good Ohh Being this close to you