My name is Deborah, Debbie for short. I am 23 years old, and a recent graduate of a large state university in Southern California. Yes, I am the perfect image of the California beach bunny, though I don't much care for lounging about in the sun or frolicking in the sand. I'm a pretty intense and serious person, somewhat shy and reserved too, or at least I used to be. But I do look good in a bikini.
I developed young. By eighth grade, I had a set of breasts most women would die for and by the time I lost my "baby fat" in high school I was, I must admit, a knock-out. I'm five feet, three inches, 110 pounds, 36D-24-30âa little top-heavy, I'm afraid, but "stacked" as the boys say.
I have always been popular with members of the opposite sex, largely because of my body. I've never had trouble getting dates and have looked forward to each new relationship with anticipation. None have worked out particularly well. I have an open attitude toward sex, cultivated by parents who never hid their joy in making love. Unlike most kids who can't image their parents ever having intercourse, I know my parents have an active sex life. They never flaunted it when I was young, or made love in front of us kids or anything, but I certainly knew what was going on behind closed doors. Nonetheless, I had not found, until recently, the act of sex itself to be that enjoyable. The boys I dated in high school and college were always interested in fondling my breasts and eagerly wanted to fuck meâperhaps too eagerly, and that may have been the problem. I wanted to be loved, not just desired.
To inspire passion, not just hormone-induced ejaculations. I slept with half a dozen of my more serious boyfriends. I loved feeling their bodies against mine, their hard pricks inside me, their bodies tense and then release. I enjoyed having them kiss and suck my breasts, finger and play with my vagina and clit, andâin a few casesâlick me with their tongues. But not one of them brought forth the screams of passion that I heard emanate from my parents bedroom when I was little and couldn't sleep or on Sunday afternoons when they went off to take a "nap." Sex was nice, but not what I hoped for.
Until about two years that is, when a new fire was awakened within me. It all started in the fall of my senior year. I had heard good things from my friends about Professor Smith, but had never taken any of his classes. Looking about for a political science course to fulfill my distribution requirements, I decided to enroll in his American foreign policy class. From the first day, I found the material exciting. Things that I occasionally read about in the newspaper now made sense. He was a great lecturer, insightful teacher, and great motivator. I wanted to understand the material. Initially reluctant because I just didn't care much about international affairs, I soon found myself deeply interested in world events.
I also found myself deeply interested in the instructor. He is not what I would describe as an especially handsome manâearly 40s, I guessed, thin, balding, sort of pale, about six feet tallâbut certainly not unattractive either. He was in total command of his classroom. With absolute mastery of the material, he dominated the room and captivated the attention of most of the studentsâcertainly me. I was drawn to him for reasons I never understood, still don't. I am not normally attracted to older men, but Professor Smith was different. I started off sitting in the back of the classroomâafter all, this was merely to fulfill some stupid distribution requirement. By the third week I was sitting in the front row listening intently to his lecturesâand daydreaming about him at the same time. Yes, my mind would wander.
I imagined myself chatting with him over dinner, holding his attention like he held mine; kissing softly, passionately and feeling his cock swell against my body; taking him to bed and making love for hours, experiencing orgasms like I had never experienced before. I often left class exhausted, not only from concentrating on what he was saying but from the greatâif entirely imaginaryâsex we enjoyed together. I guess many students get crushes on their professors. This one was big time. The first real love of my life, even though it was not reciprocated, as far as I knew.
The Plan
I wanted him, but just didn't know how to get him. I gathered he was married; he occasionally illustrated complex points with examples from everyday life, including his family. I knew he had kids. Large roadblock.