(An Original Story by rutger5 - Copyright 2012)
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"I'm telling you under the circumstances you're doing the right thing Julie," her friend said as they sat sipping their coffee.
"I know you're right Lauren, but it's so difficult. After all these years; heck my whole life really. I'm thirty seven years old and I've never made an adult decision on my own. Now I have to decide everything for myself and I'm so overwhelmed."
"I know Jules, I know, but truthfully you should have been more independent earlier. I'm not saying you should have abandoned her for God's sake; you just should have spread your wings a tiny bit. She didn't do you any favors by 'protecting' you from the world; she just isolated you to keep you with her all these years. Now she's gone and in some ways you're almost helpless."
"Mother meant well Lauren and she did it out of love no matter what you think. After what happened in her marriage she just was doing what she thought was best for me so I didn't get hurt like she did. That's why she moved us from the city to a nice small town so I could have a safe life here."
"Listen I'm glad you moved to Juneberry or I'd never have met you. I'm just saying you have to live life not seal yourself up in plastic to avoid anything bad happening to you. That's not living, it's just existing."
"Well, be that as it may, I have started to move forward some. I left a notice on the bulletin board at the supermarket as well as one at the library and the church. Plus I left my cellphone number as the contact number. Hopefully I'll get a reply from someone who isn't afraid of hard work."
"Wow I'm impressed and to think that a little over a year ago I had to almost force you to get a cell and join the twenty first century."
Julie let out a tiny laugh and she smiled before replying to her younger friend.
"Yes you were right there as well, but I told you that right after I got it smarty-pants."
Lauren was still thinking of a reply when the bell rang announcing that their break was over and the next class would soon be starting. The two high school teachers exited the faculty lounge and with a friendly goodbye they headed in separate directions for their respective classrooms.
Ten minutes later Julie was going over her review of the Romantic poets for the upcoming test on Friday. She'd always favored giving tests on that day to help her students remain focused on their studies the whole week. For the most part they seemed to be paying attention though no doubt some were bored to tears and if she wasn't mistaken Rachel Hughes was playing with her phone, no doubt the pretty cheerleader was texting someone. Well as long as she sat in the back quietly and didn't bother anyone else then Julie would just ignore her.
Of course she should warn her or even give her detention but Julie was too softhearted for that and truth be told that girl had a way of making her feel two inches tall. There would be times where she'd be conversing with her friends, all popular, pretty girls like herself, and she would make some biting, veiled comment that was obviously about Julie who would be within earshot.
Julie tried not to take it personally as Rachel was indiscriminate in her insults and everyone but her own circle of friends or 'hot guys' would be subject to her withering comments. After all Julie was used to it by this time for she'd received such treatment since she was a student in the same school from her own classmates who'd openly mocked her frumpy wardrobe and lack of social skills.
A few hours later Julie was in the parking lot saying good night to Lauren. "Are you sure you don't want to come along Jules? You know you're always welcome."
"No I don't want to be a third wheel Lauren. You and Jeff enjoy yourselves. Besides I have papers to grade and in case someone replies to my ad I really should start to prep things so work can begin."
"All work and no play makes Julie a dull girl. You know if you just give the word Jeff could arrange for one of his co-workers to come as well so we'd be a foursome."
"No I'd just bore him as school is all I know how to talk about. But have a good time and I'll see you tomorrow."
Lauren made a grimace at her friend's reply. She had been trying so hard to break her out of her shell as well as away from that mausoleum she called a home. Well Rome wasn't built in a day and in the past year progress had been made but Lauren had hoped now that Julie was alone she might hasten the process.
"Okay my dear be that way if you want. But if Jeff's friends are unacceptable what about one of the men from your church?"
"Now that's funny Lauren. Let me tell you that I'm like one of the young bloods there. There are no single men within ten years of my age. There's a couple of elderly widowers and a handful of men far too young for me. So that idea, though no doubt well intentioned, is going nowhere."
"Well maybe one of the young studs-," Lauren began but she stopped when she saw the shocked expression on her friend's face. "Okay fine Miss Goody Two Shoes and I'll see you tomorrow."
Julie climbed behind the wheel of her little Honda Civic and started the ignition. She waved to Lauren as she pulled from her parking space and drove off. Fifteen minutes later she was parked in her driveway and getting out. Before she got halfway to the door a gray ball of fur streaked towards her legs coming from the overgrown hedge that bordered her and her neighbor's yard. As Julie proceeded to the front door the feline rubbed against her ankles affectionately.
"Hello to you Emily. Did you have a nice day sleeping in the sun and stalking prey?"