Authors Note: In order to protect this story from unnecessary slander, I have decided to put in this quick note. This story includes a character that manages to breastfeed a child without ever having given birth herself. Apparently, there is a common misconception that this is impossible. Although that may be true for some women, it does not apply to all women. If there are any doubts, please see related education materials provided by the leaders in breastfeeding: La Leche League. www.lalecheleague.org
Thank you ahead of time; I hope you enjoy this story as much as I enjoyed writing it!
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The tavern was alive with music and abuzz with the chattering of men downing October ale. Lively dancing wenches were celebrating the autumn harvest with great enthusiasm. Asha sat in the corner with Edgar, a babe of five months, suckling eagerly at a full tender breast.
Gazing down upon the wee babe, young Asha could not help but feel a little angry at her situation. Why had Seilke taken her own life, all for the love of a man?
Had it not been her own love for her dear suicidal sister and her duty to play wet-nurse to the orphaned child, it could've have been her in that travelling show that passed through but three nights ago.
It wasn't that she didn't love her dear, innocent nephew. Still, at times she couldn't help but imagine life without him would be like. She had known him since his birth, months ago, and yet now that he belonged to her, it was difficult to remember life before him. Without him here though she thought mayhap she could be assisting Mistress Renetta at the looms, or Mistress Cora with her beautiful tapestries, that were worthy to grace the castle of any King. Either way she could be worthy enough to find a husband. Her favorite fantasy was to move away from the center of King's Lynn and onto a farm. But how could she do that without a husband?
If she thought she could stomach it, she would even assist Lady Dayna with the passage of whelps into the world.
However, thinking back on Seilke, cringing with the efforts of bringing forth young Edgar, she thought that perhaps she would not want to see that expression on another face. Still, so many possibilities and so many doors now closed, and her with not a full score of years to claim for herself.
But what if she had been able to live that other life? Ah, and what would it be like to swallow a burning flame without fear or pain? What would it be like to sleep through the night without a screaming babe to destroy a blissful dream? And how she loved creating beautiful chalices and bowls and such. Several had recognized her talent with pottery and metals alike. If only she had but the opportunity or coin to create her wares. Then she could sell them and possibly leave this place!
Though she dreamt so foolishly, 'twas merely her want to escape from what was truly her fate here in King's Lynn; never would a man plight her his troth now, not with the swaddling load in her arms. It would matter not how she tried to explain it wasn't she who had borne him. So few men understood the nursing process! In fact, she had not believed it herself when Lady Dayna had wisely explained to her the folly of that thinking. It was true that it could not work for everyone, but fortune apparently was with Asha. After countless hours of trial and error, milk had finally leaked and eventually flowed from her breasts. She nearly laughed recalling how eagerly he had suckled when he'd first joined her, despite the complete lack of milk. Fortunately, she'd maintained the discipline and patience as Lady Dayna had said to do. At first she had only brought forth small droplets of nourishment for him. Penelope, another new mother had agreed to nurse him until Edgar's aunt became fully capable, bless her soul! Finally, after what seemed a small eternity, Asha was able to take over his feedings full time. What a joyous day that had been, she remembered.
Now she had a new life. Instead of spending each day with endless possibility, she was to be fondled by besotted drunkards, pouring their ale, washing their linens, and rinsing their flasks... forever a serving wench instead of the free young maiden she longed to be. There seemed no promise in that, she thought.
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Young Bryon, having reached a full score of years this very day, was in something of a quandary. He wearily wiped his drenched brow and paused to survey his handiwork. Stepping back to admire the results of his skill, he was reminded how soon his time as an apprentice would be ending. He knew he was ready as far as proficiency was concerned but of late, had much confusion as to where his destination would be.
King's Lynn already had a bounty of blacksmiths. Having been trained by Master Cauthrin, whose skill was known far and wide, he was among the best. Nevertheless, something inside called to him, if only he knew what or better yet, where.
His thoughts were interrupted by the heavy thud of footsteps behind him. A gruff but friendly voice broke the silence.
"Ye are still here I see! Can ye not see 'tis time for ye to get home? Naidra hath made a special supper for ye, and I'll not have ye destroying her fondness of mind this fine eve. Ye have done more than enough work this day. Come with me now, that we might feast on the fine meats and cheeses she hath slaved the day preparin'!"
"But Master Cauthrin, I have still three axe blades that will not be to your liking... "
"Aye, do ye insult my wife, boy?" he chided firmly.
Bryon laughed, knowing he'd been trapped, "Nay, I do believe I have a supper to eat back in your home. What say we leave now?"
With a pat on the back from older to younger, the two strode away purposefully into the setting sun. The eyes of the older sparkled with hidden excitement.
He knew the boy would be leaving him and Naidra in no more than a year's time. Bryon's parents had died of the fever when he was still quite young. His quick ability at developing skills with metals had earned him an apprenticeship with the blacksmith, whose own wife had loved the boy instantly upon his arrival. Having been declared barren by Lady Dayna years before, she had eagerly welcomed the boy into their home.