"Ok. Don't worry, just relax," Amy thought to herself in her parked car, her hands still on the wheel.
"Everyone's nervous at reunions." After a final glance at her reflection in the rearview mirror, she unbuckled her seatbelt and took a steadying breath, and stepped out into the evening air. She walked towards the school she'd graduated from 10 years earlier. It felt like a half-remembered dream: everything felt kind of familiar, but alien too. She had no time to reminisce, though. She had decided to be late to give everyone else a chance to get tipsy and to skip the initial awkwardness, but she was already later than late. She walked into the reception area and followed the directions taped to the walls of the corridors in the heart of the building, the gymnasium, noting all the little changes as she passed them.
She hadn't really known what to expect, so she'd had done her best to not over- or under-dress. She'd done well, she assessed. Formally informal, in a black pencil skirt and a black open-back halter-top. Stud earrings. A discreet silver necklace. Hair long and straight. Black heels were her only concession. She stepped into the gym and through an archway that read:
"WELCOME CLASS OF '06" in glittery neon letters.
The room was full of people and each face was vaguely familiar in one way or another. She stood under the gaudy arch and everyone, everything, recalled long-forgotten anecdotes and stories and relationships. The vast majority of these people she hadn't had any contact with for a decade, and suddenly she felt like she had never been away. Just as it was feeling a little overwhelming, a voice made its way to her over the hum of conversation and the background of deliberately ironic music from 2006.
"Amy! AMY!" called the voice. Amy turned to see Sara, her old study partner and organizer of the event, scurrying towards her across the half-filled hall with two glasses of champagne, one outstretched towards Amy.
"It's been so long, how are you?" cooed Sara, already a little flushed from the drinks.
"Sara!" replied Amy as she accepted the glass and hugged awkwardly.
"I'm good, I'm good, pretty weird to be back here," she said, looking around the room.
"Where have you been? We haven't heard much from you over the years," asked Sara.
"Well, travelling for a few years, took a job abroad, just moved back a year ago for a career shift, you know. Normal stuff really. I'm getting into real estate," Amy replied, suddenly realizing how hard it is to summarize ten years of life in a single sentence to a relative stranger.
"Traveling? Wow, awesome, that sounds so exciting. You're looking GREAT too!" said Sara sincerely, and with a little surprise. Amy noticed it and was genuinely flattered. Amy was perfectly happy in high school. She had been good, studious, friendly, well-adjusted, but not particularly interested in guys or looks - her own or anyone else's.
Apart from one. Sam. The guy she'd lost her virginity to ten years earlier. The memory had been triggered by Sara's compliment. Sam had pursued her for weeks, gently. Amy knew he liked her, didn't really know why, and didn't really like him back. It wasn't personal: she didn't really like anyone that much, not in that way.
What she eventually came to learn was that Sam didn't either. He wasn't noticeably good-looking, and he was the kind of guy wouldn't have noticed good looks either. Amy and Sam had a shared interest in disinterest. That was all there was to it. Eventually, just out of sheer persistence, Sam won her over and they started hanging out. It was late in the school year, close to graduation. They both suspected they would never see each other again, and they were ok with that.
But they should at least have sex, shouldn't they? They got on, neither of them had done it before, and this could be their last chance. And they did. And it was as awkward and fumbly and fun and fast as anyone might expect. And they never saw each other again. Sam went off to college and Amy went traveling. Amy had come a long way since high school.
She had been a good student, but always part of the background. Few people at the reunion were in a rush to speak to her. But now, looking around, she realized that all the traveling she'd done, all the success she'd achieved, all the sun she'd seen, all the clean air she'd breathed and fresh food she'd eaten, she had become hotter than all of them. Her moment of unexpected pride was immediately punctured by another voice behind her.
"Amy?" it asked. Amy turned to face the voice. It was Sam. Of course it was.
"Holy shit, what are the chances you'd be the first person I bump into?" Sam asked through a broad smile.
"Sam! I was literally just thinking about you," she replied, more honestly than she'd meant to. They looked at each other for several long seconds, studying each other's features, relearning each other for a moment, like puppies reunited as dogs.