*Marie:*
Patrick offered me his hand and helped me get to my feet. He was looking at me thoughtfully with his kind, honest eyes and smiling with his dimples on display. Patrick's smiles make my heart melt. He touched my face gently and said, "Thank you, Marie," just like that, and he meant it.
I was thinking, "What a sweet thing to say. Little intimate things mean so much to him," I remembered how he stood up to thank me when I brought him his cup of coffee. He didn't sit back down in the swing until I sat first. It was such a little thing, that cup of coffee, and the smile on his face told me how much he appreciated it, like now. What nice manners he has. I just adore his polite and gentle ways with women, unless he is making love to them of course, and then, oh and then.
I put my arms around his neck. They belong there now. Patrick is mine, "When are we going to our bedroom to do the broodmare stallion thing."
"That was just dirty talk, Marie."
"You promised," I teasingly said, mussing his hair for a change.
"I still promise. It will be after the Fireman's Carnival later this evening, and only after I eat you out first, my hot and spicy girl. As you well know, I'm committed to selling tickets. I planned on asking you out on our first date and taking you there. Would you do me the honor? I won't be selling tickets the whole day."
"I wouldn't miss it for the world," I replied, thinking, "Nope, not for all the money in the world. One way or another I will let that redhead know that she had her chance years ago and blew it, or maybe she didn't blow it and that is why they broke up. Nevertheless, you are mine now," and then I offered, "I'll help you and Susan sell raffle tickets."
"That's great! I'm so glad you're being such a good sport about it. Do you like French fries with salt and malt vinegar? They also have Tabasco sauce there. If I'd known that you liked hot and spicy I would have added hot peppers to the fried potatoes....."
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*Patrick:*
While I was in the tub washing, getting ready to go, Marie came into the bathroom wearing only a bra and panties, and I thought, "It is a shame we don't have the time for Marie to join me."
"Which of these shirts do you want me to iron," she asked.
"Did you hear what I said, Patrick? Do you want to wear the red one?" Marie asked holding them up by their hangers, "or this white one with the pearl buttons?"
"The red one will be fine, and you don't have to iron it, Marie."
"Of course I do. My outfit is already ironed and the iron is still hot. It will only take a minute," She then opened the vanity cupboard, leaving the door ajar. She hung the shirts on the cupboard door and took out my baby shampoo and conditioner.
"Sit back and relax while I give you a nice shampoo," I thought, "Who was I to argue with that?"
"If you expect me to grow my hair long, then it will be your job to help me care for it."
"Yes, and it will be my pleasure....that feels wonderful."
"Do like the color of my hair, Patrick?"
"I love the color of your hair. A little bit more to the left."
"Would you like me better as a blonde?"
"No, I can't see you as a blonde. That's it, use your fingers."
"What about if I dyed it red, and then cut my hair really short in a pixie?"
"It is your hair and your choice, but no to a red dyed red hair, and definitely not in a pixie....use your fingers on the crown."
"Why did you go out with Susan in High School? What was the attraction?"
"I know that I'm not much to look at Marie, and I see where this is going. A little bit more to the right...yes, right there. I accept how God made me. Does that seem simplistic to you? What you see is what you get. You are a beautiful woman and that's a fact. You are as God made you... beautiful. Yes, I like long hair on women, and yes, I like your God given hair color very much. I will like it when it turns silver gray or white as will mine, " Marie was thinking, "Silver gray or white, perhaps marriage is in my future," "Yes, I was attracted to Susan at one time because of her long red hair. Susan would let me brush her hair and do anything I wanted to with it like...ouch, not so hard and stop pulling."
"That was an accident. Close your eyes so that I can rinse."
"No, it wasn't and now it is my turn to ask some questions. Don't even think about rinsing with just cold water. Did you ever dye your hair red or cut it really short?"
"No, but I was a blonde for most of my marriage."
"You became a blonde because your ex-husband preferred it that way, right?"
"Yes, it was blonde for him and long for me."
"Your father didn't approve of the change in color, did he, Marie? As a matter of fact, I bet your Dad didn't think much of your ex right from the beginning but kept his mouth shut for you and your mother's sake. My intuition tells me that the Jerk was a self-centered wimp who basically ignored you and was most likely intimidated by your temper and no doubt was scared silly of your father."
Marie was thinking to herself, "Bingo, I assumed right, Patrick wouldn't approve of any dye job, either. He would let me, but he
wouldn't approve and that was all the difference in the world. With the Jerk, blonde was almost a mandate," I didn't answer right away, lost in thought, "I am amazed how close Patrick hit to home, but I am somewhat relieved by it as well and I do want his approval."
"After your divorce you cut your hair shorter as a statement of sorts, a new beginning so to speak. You also went back to your natural color to assert your new found independence?"
"Right again, Patrick. I'm ready to rinse out the conditioner now."
"I can pretty much guess the rest. That being said, this can be a new beginning for the both of us, Marie. We can share a life journal, start a clean white page. I want this house to eventually be your home, our home, as well as the house on Long Island. There is no reason when the time comes not to keep both.
I suggest that you call your mother and father and tell them where you are. You are lucky to have them, you know. I miss mine. I'm sure that they are worried by now. I would like to meet them..."
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*Marie:*
It is almost as if Patrick can read my mind. I was going to be a little playful and rinse with cold water, but he was one step ahead of me about that and the living arrangements. Now I really can't wait for Patrick to meet my parents. It seems that we are on the same page about everything so far. Later today we will be putting an entry in our life journal. Our first date at the Fireman's Carnival...................
I haven't been this excited about a date since high school. I dressed carefully for the occasion wishing that I could wear my makeup for him. For the most part we were wearing the same clothing. Patrick was wearing his signature blue jeans, jean jacket, plus the red western cut shirt.
The borrowed jeans that I was wearing fit me like a second skin. I was wearing a similar ladies red western shirt. The back of my jean jacket had two beautifully executed, and exact to scale, hand embroidered red cardinals, male and female on a white birch tree branch.
Even our moccasins boots were the same; double vamped construction and made from buffalo and elk hides by the Russell Moccasin Company of Berlin, Wisconsin. I have to say they are the most comfortable footwear I have ever worn.
There is a wicker basket in the reading room (bathroom) mostly full of catalogs. I'm going to have Patrick measure my feet per the instructions on the template in the Russell Catalog for them to make a wood last for my feet so I can order another pair.