FORTY-ONE
It had taken hours and hundreds of questions before the deputies let Rob and Britney go. Rob seemed to take it all in stride, but Britney was ready to gnaw through someone's throat in frustration. Just like Martinelli, the police kept asking the same questions over and over in slightly different ways until she was ready to scream. It seemed to her that a dead guy with a gun in their house, and another guy on their property with a high-powered rifle, made a compelling case of self-defense, and she couldn't wrap her head around why they were being questioned so severely about the shooting. Rob even went so far as to take one of the deputies into the house to show him his cell phone wouldn't get a signal unless he was standing right by the windows, and thus Britney and Rob couldn't have called for help.
In the end, she guessed they were cleared of any suspicion or wrongdoing, but she was exhausted. It was nearly one in the morning, and the stresses of the day were dragging on her. The soft drone and gentle motions of the car as Rob drove them to Bangor was starting to lull her to sleep.
After the cops left and the body in their house had been removed, she packed as Rob cleaned up the blood and glass. He didn't have any way to cover the broken windows or door, but he didn't seem concerned about it. He was going to return tomorrow and cover the broken glass with plastic and do something about the broken door until it could be replaced.
She reached over and placed her hand on his leg. He took her hand and squeezed it gently. She was feeling guilty. If he'd never met her none of this would have happened. Now she was going to have to move again, and worse, she might have to leave him behind. He said he'd follow her, but what if the Marshal Service wouldn't relocate him? Rob loved his job. She didn't want him to give up something he loved for her. It wasn't fair. She slowly pulled her hand back.
"How are you holding up?" he asked.
"Tired."
He nodded, his face barely visible in the glow of the instrument panel. "Yeah. It's late."
"What are we going to do?"
"Check into a motel."
She exhaled in annoyance. He was intentionally ignoring the elephant in the car. "I mean about tomorrow, and the next day, and next week, and next year."
He said nothing for a moment. "I don't know. I need to try to find out who sent this guy, but it's clear somebody knows you're here. We're probably going to have to relocate you again."
Hearing him say the words made tears threaten. "I don't want to go."
"It's for your own safety."
"I know, but I don't want to leave you. I don't want to leave Wurth."
"I don't want you to either, but you can't stay here. You saw what happened. We were too isolated and got pinned down."
She nodded in understanding. The urge to cry became stronger. She'd found true happiness for the first time in her life, and after only a year, it was being taken from her.
They were silent for the remainder of the drive. He pulled into a homey motel and stopped under the portico. He was grass-stained and dirty from his fight with the hood, and a nasty looking bruise was starting to show on his left cheek. She followed him into the lobby where a sleepy man waited. He watched their approach to the desk with wary eyes.
"May I help you?"
"Need a room for a week," Rob said.
Had she not been so tired and down in the dumps, she would have smiled. Rob spoke like showing up at a motel, beat up and dirty, at 1:30 in the morning was the most common thing in the world.
"For two?"
"Yes."
"Fill this out," the clerk said, sliding a card across the counter.
Rob filled out the information, presented his credit card, and the room was theirs. The man slid the two electronic keys across the counter.
"Room 18," the man said with a casual wave in the direction of the exit door.
Rob led her to the room and opened the door. "Wait here. I'll get the luggage, park the car, and be right back."
She sat on the bed after he left, so tired, both physically and emotionally, she could barely function. She stared at the wall, wondering who wanted to kill her and why, if not Kwang-hoon. She'd been shocked when Rob said he no longer believed Kwang-hoon had sent the killer. It obviously had to be someone from the Han organization, but who? And why? It didn't make sense.
She pulled her little Glock.380 from her purse, removed it from its compact holster, and placed it on the bed beside her. She'd been practicing semi-regularly with her sidearm, and while she was no Rob Cogburn, it made her feel better to have it near at hand.
She yawned mightily. She was supposed to go to WBEA and WQFT in the morning--later this morning, she mentally corrected--but she suspected Rob wouldn't allow it now. Truth be told, she didn't feel much like working.
She wanted to crawl into a hole and die. It seemed everyone around her got hurt. Joel and Lisa were innocent bystanders who were murdered, and Rob had put his life in danger several times because of her. The door clicked as the electronic lock released. It was almost certainly Rob, but she put her hand on her weapon just in case.
Rob came in, her suitcase in his hand. He looked tired too. He placed the case on the floor as she rose. She melted into him and sighed as his arms surrounded her. She'd known him barely more than a year, but she was more comfortable in his arms than anywhere else she'd ever been. When he held her, all her troubles seemed much more bearable.
He slowly released her and brought his lips to her. The kiss was warm and tender. "Love you."
The words, no matter when he said them, no matter how often he said them, made her smile and a pleasant warmth to swell within her. "I love you too."
He kissed her again, quicker this time. "Let me take a shower, then I'll be ready for bed."
She winced as he took his shirt off. He had a large bruise forming on his side to match the one on his face, and another smaller, lighter one, starting to show on his chest. She touched the more painful looking of the two spots carefully.
"Does that hurt?" she asked.
"Some."
"You're always getting hurt because of me."
He smiled, his eyes soft. "Yeah. I don't care much for your friends."
He stripped out of his pants, and as he turned, she noticed some unusual redness on his back. "What happened to your back?"
"Same thing that happened to my side and my face."
She thought about following him as he disappeared into the bathroom but changed her mind. She was tired and out of sorts. She wanted him to make love to her, but at the same time she just wanted to be held. Sleep dragged heavily on her, but she was also wired up. She was relieved they weren't hurt, not seriously anyway, while she also worried about their future.
She yawned again. She was also hungry. She hadn't eaten anything since breakfast. Between Rob calling and rushing her out of the house and the scare with the sniper, she hadn't had an opportunity to eat, and Rob probably hadn't either.
She flopped onto the bed. Her life was so fucked up. The best thing she could do for Rob was to kick him out of her life forever. She was more trouble than she was worth. If she got out of his life he could find some normal girl, settle down, and have a house full of kids.
The thought of leaving made her want to cry. She didn't want to go, but she wanted what was best for Rob, and what was best for him was for her to get out of his life. She knew he'd do anything to try to protect her, and someday that could get him killed. She'd rather let him go than see him killed. As he'd said almost a year ago, after they'd spent three months in hiding at his house and they were returning to New York, 'She'd rather miss him than mourn him.' She'd made a grab for the brass ring, but she'd missed and didn't want to drag him down in her fall.
The water shut off in the shower. She stood and began to undress. Maybe she was just tired and things would look different in the morning. She couldn't see how, but knowing Rob, if she could convince him she really wanted to leave, he'd step aside.
She was removing her underwear when he stepped out of the bathroom wearing nothing at all. She'd seen him naked every day for the past year, but she never failed to feel a thrill and tickle of desire each time she did.
"You ready for bed?" he asked.