An Introductory Note: A special thanks and note of appreciation goes out to Miss.elf1 for her tireless editing of the last several chapters of this story. Thank you so much.
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Susan Slattery, prominent lawyer, a successful divorce specialist, had been twice abducted. First she'd been grabbed by Shawn McClellan, a man hired to murder and dispose of her body. Instead he raped, humiliated, and terrorized her. Then he baffled her when he ransomed her life so he could allow her to go free.
Syndicate insiders had never been allowed to change course and live so Susan was abducted a second time. Kidnapping her was the lure that brought the heretical McClellan back, but instead of charging in to rescue her like a crazed Chuck Norris he applied a different strategy. Shawn burrowed into the depths of the syndicate hierarchy, evidenced his frightful unpredictability by waterboarding a syndicate underling, and then offered a second bribe for the woman's life. The bribe was accepted on the condition McClellan promised to disappear never to darken the shady activities of the syndicate again.
During the course of these frenetic events Susan and Shawn found themselves an unlikely match. They fell in love, but their tribulations had only begun. Shawn long having sought escape from his criminal past and always a facile linguist, had become first a participant then a linchpin within several international aid agencies. He opted to leave the country to participate in relief activities in distant Africa. Susan at long last freed from the dangers of abduction and murder returned to her law offices hoping to restore her practice and get on with her life.
Yet the problems of these two lovers had not abated. In fact their difficulties had been exacerbated by the milieu of conflicting events swirling around them.
Susan's rape resulted in an unexpected pregnancy; a pregnancy both she and Shawn agreed they wanted. She couldn't explain why she wanted the baby, the father being her rapist, but she treasured the life growing inside her. No matter what the future held, the child in her womb was a part of her; it belonged to her, and would always be hers.
Shawn's reasons for wanting the baby were less esoteric. He loved Susan, and saw the pregnancy as a bond that might lend what he thought they had more permanence. Second Shawn had been neglected as a child, and despite the statistical research to the contrary he yearned for the chance to give what he'd never received. Then there were his experiences in Africa and Asia; the suffering he'd seen, the loss, but also the love.
Susan had other problems. Her two abductions had never been satisfactorily explained. Was she ever really abducted, or were her disappearances proofs of an erratic perhaps disheveled brain, and what might be the outcomes for a law practice already in disarray? How had the police, the FBI, responded to her well publicized second disappearance? How had her clients reacted to her inexplicable behavior?
Added to the mix syndicate Fagan Oscar Camulos had taken a perverse interest in the woman. Susan met him only one time and found him terrifyingly distasteful. Camulos had come to see her seduction, if not carnal, than professionally, as a personal goal, a singular mark of his supremacy.
Shawn's difficulties had also grown exponentially. The syndicate had neither forgotten nor forgiven his apostasy. He had become a man marked for death. Meanwhile the FBI had a special agent tracking his activities for two years. The agent, Martin Miller, had come to see himself as something akin to Victor Hugo's Javert to Shawn's Jean Valjean. For Miller
Shawn's past as syndicate hireling had distinguished him for special, even obsessive, consideration. Worse, the region of Africa about to receive Shawn had been a focal point for the worst crimes against humanity for decades. Dozens of aid workers had met ignominious ends in a region where justice was been traditionally meted out at the end of an AK 47.
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Shawn sat back in his seat as the plane took off. Down below was the farm, his home for a long time, and the girl. Who would have believed that at thirty-four, a world traveler, army veteran, college grad, and one time killer he would have found the great love of his life as a result of a planned homicide? She was down there. God he prayed things worked out for her.
If he could hold on for a year, one year, and she could hold out as long he'd be back. He'd come back; claim his Susan, his child, and God willing, claim a chance to remake his life. He understood she wasn't his Susan any more than the baby inside her was his either. The baby belonged to her, and she belonged to herself. Still, for the first time ever, he felt like he had something to come home to.
The plane reached New York right on time. He took a taxi into Manhattan, settled in at the hotel where the international organization he'd signed on with had arranged a room, called their offices, and got caught up on what had been going on. His group, 'World Aid' had taken on some big jobs in East Africa. This was going to be another big one. He and several colleagues were destined for the Sudan.
The next morning, after a good night's sleep, he got a call. There was to be a reception and briefing that very afternoon. Circumstances in the western Sudan called for a new team as soon as possible. Shawn cleaned up, put on his only good suit, went downstairs, hailed a cab, and was whisked off to the United Nations building.
The reception was well attended. All the team members were on hand, some diplomats, a few U.N. officials, several reporters, a number of businessmen, and a few hangers on. He knew most of the team members. Kia and Kim were there. Amin from Uganda was going. A Spanish man who had connections with some of the Sudanese warlords was there, and an Ethiopian doctor, Idra Shai Selassie.
They started the meeting with the usual introductions, and then went right to the meat of the matter. Their team was headed to the hottest of all the hot spots in Africa. Christian and Muslim warlords had been butchering each other and as many of the noncombatant population as got in their way for the better part of a decade. Hatreds had become deeply entrenched. Provisions, medical supplies, tents, cloth, and of course weapons were constantly being stolen. U.N. representatives said they could handle the material losses, but the human costs from disease, malnutrition, murder, and slave raiding was unconscionable.
The new team they were sending had the dual role of not just helping the other aid workers, but they were also expected to find ways to buy off or fend off the militant threats in the region. Off the record they were warned the Sudanese government was at least as dangerous as any of the local despots.
The official aspects of the conference ended on the sobering note that most of the current crop of aid workers had been killed. It was a risky assignment. Nobody was being ordered to go. None of the team backed out.
After the briefing there was a short reception. Old friends needed to get reacquainted, and new friends had to be met. It wasn't long before Shawn found himself the center of attention.
When it came to aid work Shawn had a past. His past had caught up with him.
The doctor Idra Shai Selassie approached him first, "Are you the Shawn McClellan who was in Thailand?"
Shawn replied, "Your Doctor Selassie?"
She smiled, held out her hand and answered, "Please just Shai. So tell me are you he?"
Shawn shook her hand. She was taller than he was. He supposed it was her Nilotic ethnicity. She was dark, so dark as to be definably black. Her hair was crisped. She had it in a tight bun. She would have been called pretty if it stopped there, but it didn't stop there. She had the most vividly flashing black eyes, and her long graceful form gave her a lithe look that seemed to combine both strength and fragility. Stunning, no stunningly beautiful was the best way to describe her. He smiled back, "Yes I guess that's me."
On his left arm he found Kia pressing against him. "What is she asking you about Nepal?"
Shai looked at Kia, "Nepal? No, I wanted to hear about what he did in Thailand."
Kia stepped forward, "Oh that. What he did. Not much actually. A boat load of perhaps fifty people was being fired upon by Cambodian guerrillas. The boat capsized. Dozens of people fell in the water. Among them were perhaps a score of children. This man, or should I say this fool, swam out and found a way to gather enough driftwood and flotsam to fashion a small raft. He got close to twenty people, mostly children on it. Then he kept swimming around in crocodile infested water, dodging machine gun fire from the far shore until he managed to rescue another twelve children pulling them ashore as he swam.
It wasn't a perfect afternoon. Some people did die, but this man managed to save nearly thirty people. By the time he was finished people on both sides of the bank were cheering. Even the guerrillas on the far bank had stopped shooting and were cheering!"