The Last Order

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後

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Saigo no Meirei

"The Armor, and the Man Inside It"

Honor is not pride.

Pride can be broken.

Honor must be carried, until it crushes you, or becomes the weight that keeps your spine straight.

My name is Kaito.

Son of no renown.

Samurai of House Aokai.

Sworn to Lord Hisanobu since I first lifted a practice blade and bled for the lesson.

I do not speak of myself in stories. I do not seek to be remembered. That is not the way.

A samurai serves, not for praise, but for purpose.

Each plate I fasten is a vow.

Each knot tied, a prayer spoken not to the gods, but to the code that raised me.

Today, I wear my armor like a second skin.

Not for ceremony.

For war.

The Oda come.

Their banners choke the horizon. Their blades are sharp, their numbers greater, their ambition vast.

They do not come for land.

They come to erase what we are.

Lord Hisanobu will not yield.

So neither will I.

We know what is waiting.

A siege. A slaughter.

And at the end, if the gods are kind, a death with purpose.

I do not fear dying. I never have.

What I fear, what none of us say aloud, is surviving beyond the orders we were born to follow.

Because if the lord falls...

and you remain...

Then what are you?

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Chapter -- "The Storm Approaches"

(POV: Kaito)

The fog had not yet lifted, but the drums had already begun. Low and steady. Like gods waking with purpose.

I stood within the eastern chamber of the Aokai stronghold, the scent of cedar smoke and cold steel thick in the air. My fingers worked silently, tightening the final cord on Hisanobu-sama's gauntlet. The lacquered plates shimmered black, edged in gold cranes that caught the flickering torchlight. His armor was old, worn by his father and grandfather before him, but still fit him as if forged for this day.

He said nothing, only offered his hand when I reached for it, and then the other. I adjusted the wrist bindings in silence, the ritual too sacred for idle speech. He didn't need reassurance, and I had none to give. We both knew the Oda were already at the gates. Five to one, by last count. Maybe more by now.

He had not slept. Nor had I.

Behind us, the ancestral altar loomed tall, bathed in pale light filtered through the paper shoji. The incense still burned from dawn prayers, bitter, pungent, clinging to my skin like regret. Outside, the war drums rose again. Deeper this time. Hungrier.

He drew a breath, the kind that carried weight no armor could deflect. Then his hand, gloved and trembling just slightly, settled on my shoulder.

"We do not die today for land," he said. "We die to keep the soul intact."

I did not nod. I did not speak. I simply looked into his eyes, and hoped he did not see the fear in mine.

Not fear of death.

Fear that I would be the one left alive.

That fear didn't fade with the dawn, it only sharpened, hour by hour, until it broke with the sound of wood giving way.

When the gates fell, they didn't splinter, they screamed.

The iron hinges tore loose with a shriek that echoed through the valley, followed by the roar of the Oda horde as they surged forward like floodwaters freed from stone. I didn't wait for orders. Hisanobu-sama had given them long before dawn. Protect the wounded. Fall back with honor. And do not waste breath on cowardice.

We held the outer courtyard for as long as we could, myself and thirteen others, ashigaru and seasoned men alike. I remember one of them: a boy with crooked teeth and a laugh too loud for war. His name was Miki. His armor barely fit. He died before I could forget it.

We fought in waves, not for victory but to delay collapse. Their banners were everywhere, red circles on white silk. Like blood drops mocking snow. I cut through them with mechanical clarity. No rage. No fear. Just movement.

Thrust. Step. Turn. Parry. Breathe.

I counted bodies only by the blood that stuck to my sleeves. By the seventh man, I had stopped registering faces.

My blade caught the light as it slid through a spearman's throat. Another came from behind, I pivoted and drove my elbow into his jaw before slicing low across his thigh. He fell screaming. I ended it quickly. He was younger than I was. Maybe by a decade.

Somewhere behind me, someone cried for their mother. I turned. Miki, his shoulder skewered by a yari, blood bubbling from his mouth. He reached for me, but I was already dragging him behind the barricade. Too late. His eyes locked on mine, wide and wet, and then the light in them simply... dimmed.

I stood there a moment too long. Someone called my name. Steel rang near my ear. I moved again.

We retreated to the inner keep, step by reluctant step. The stone corridors swallowed us like a grave prepared in advance. By the time we slammed the doors behind us, only five of the thirteen remained. No one spoke.

The air stank of blood, ash, and cold sweat. My arms trembled, not from weakness, but from the effort not to grieve.

We were going to die. All of us. But I wasn't afraid of that.

I was afraid of failing to make it mean something.

And when the last line broke, when blood soaked through every prayer we'd ever spoken, only the quiet remained.

The inner keep had always felt too quiet, even in peace. Its floors were soft with woven tatami, its doors lacquered with red cranes and golden pine. It was built for reflection, not battle.

Now it echoed with the sounds of boots, shouted commands, dying breaths.

We barricaded the entrance with what little we had, broken spears, benches, ceremonial shields not meant for war. I could hear them hammering just beyond the corridor, the steady rhythm of conquest pounding through the walls.

Lord Hisanobu knelt before the ancestral altar, robes folded, posture perfect. He wore no helmet now. Only the formal gold-trimmed sash of his house. As if the gods themselves might recognize it and show mercy.

He didn't speak to me. He didn't need to.

I stood behind him, katana drawn, breath shallow. My men, what remained of them, were ready at the doors. None spoke. We had all said our farewells long ago.

Then came the sound of splintering.

The doors didn't open, they gave in. Shattered inward under the weight of the Oda's fury. And there, flanked by soldiers in black-and-red armor, stood their commander.

Tall. Broad. Smiling with the smug finality of a man who believes victory is virtue. His blade dripped with history.

"You may yet live, Hisanobu," he said. "Bow, and we will write your name with dignity."

Hisanobu did not look up. "Dignity is not something a man receives. It is something he keeps."

The warlord laughed, then gave the signal.

I didn't wait for his blade to raise.

I moved.

The first soldier lunged. I sidestepped and cut him down without pause. Another swung high, I blocked, pivoted, drew my wakizashi and buried it in his ribs.

The Oda general came at me himself then, with the force of a man who'd crushed provinces. Our blades met once, twice, three times. His strength was greater. Mine, faster.

He pressed in, a boar thinking itself clever.

I dropped to one knee, twisted, and let the wakizashi, the one Hisanobu had gifted me on the day I was sworn in, slide beneath the folds of his breastplate.

He gasped.

I didn't.

He fell onto the tatami, mouth working around a word he'd never finish. The blood spread beneath him like spilled ink, seeping into the paper floor.

I stood, chest heaving, and looked to Hisanobu.

He was watching me. Calm. Proud.

But there was blood at the corner of his lips.

And I knew then, he'd already been struck. Already dying.

The victory had come too late.

I didn't see it at first, too focused on the enemy, on the aftermath, on the silence that followed the screaming.

But then I turned...

He was already bleeding out.

I didn't see it at first, not with all the chaos, not with the general's body twitching at my feet. But as I turned toward Hisanobu-sama, I saw the slow, seeping crimson blooming beneath the fold of his robe. A wound near the ribs, deep, mortal. He must have been struck during the retreat. And yet he'd knelt, composed and unmoving, offering no sign of pain.

Even now, he remained upright. Dignified. As if the blood soaking through the woven tatami was someone else's burden.

"My lord..." I dropped to my knees beside him.

He turned his head slightly, just enough to see me. "Kaito."

One word. But it held everything: command, affection, finality.

I reached for my wakizashi and unsheathed it with reverence, the blade still wet from the general's throat. My hands were steady. My heart was not.

"You honored your vow," he said. His voice was hoarse. "A thousand deaths... and you chose mine."

I bowed until my forehead touched the floor. "Allow me to follow you, my lord. Let me protect you... on the other side."

I raised the wakizashi.

Then his hand.

It shot out, weak but sure, and gripped my wrist.

"No."

The strength in that single word stunned me more than any sword ever had.

"Not vengeance," he whispered. "Not honor. Not another corpse on a pyre of failure."

His breath rattled. "I give you... one last order."

He looked into me then. Not through me, into me. Into the broken soul that had served, bled, and waited for permission to die.

"Live."

One word.

And it shattered me.

I clenched my jaw until my teeth ached. My blade hovered, uncertain.

His hand fell from my wrist. His eyes never closed, they simply dimmed, like a lantern accepting the dark.

I bowed again. This time lower. Deeper.

"As you command."

And for the first time in my life, I disobeyed everything I believed in.

By choosing to survive.

I had betrayed every instinct, every oath, every quiet expectation of a warrior's end.

The fire had reached the east wing by the time I rose.

The smoke seeped through the paper screens, curling around the blood-soaked tatami like mourning incense offered by the gods. Somewhere above, the roof groaned, timbers fracturing under the weight of flame. The stronghold was collapsing. Aokai was already ash in the eyes of the Oda.

And I was still breathing.

I sheathed my blade, not the katana, but the wakizashi. Hisanobu-sama's blade. The one I had used to kill his killer. The one I had nearly turned on myself.

Now it would be the only thing I carried.

I lifted his body gently, cradling him like a father carries a child from danger. He was lighter than I expected. His dignity had made him feel heavier in life.

I stepped through shattered halls and fallen banners. Past men I had fought beside, now reduced to bone and cloth. No one stopped me. Either the Oda had retreated to burn what was left, or they couldn't bear the sight of me, bloodied, silent, eyes carved from stone.

I left the keep through the side entrance, through the garden we once patrolled in spring. The cherry blossoms had long fallen, but I still remembered where the tree stood that he'd once said reminded him of peace.

I laid him at the base of it.

No burial. No ceremony. Just stone beneath his back and the heavens for a roof.

"I failed you," I whispered.

The wind answered with silence.

I stood there a long time.

Then I turned, wakizashi tucked into my belt, and walked.

I didn't look back.

There was no one left to bow to. No one left to avenge.

Only the road.

And an order I hadn't asked for.

To live.

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Chapter -- "Ash and Silk"

(Years later, present day)

The water was warm, the room quiet, and I was letting someone touch me without reaching for a blade.

A rare thing.

The teahouse sat at the edge of town, nestled behind cherry trees just beginning to bloom. The woman washing me was named Airi, though I doubted it was her real name. Her hands moved over my shoulders with practiced ease, pouring warm water from a porcelain bowl, her sleeves tied high to keep from soaking.

"You don't talk much," she said, gently scrubbing across the scar at my collarbone. "But your skin speaks."

I didn't answer.

"Here, " Her fingers traced another scar across my ribs, half-hidden beneath the curve of muscle. "This one. Looks like a spear?"

"Arrow," I said.

"And this?" She pointed to the narrow pale slash running down my side.

"Honor."

She smiled at that, not kindly, but curiously. "That's the most poetic kind of wound."

Steam curled around us as she moved closer, brushing my hair back to study the gray strands near my temple. "You saved the mistress's son. She says you're a ghost with a sword. I told her ghosts don't have hands like this."

Her fingers pressed into my chest.

"You could stay," she offered. "We take care of guests who've bled enough for one life."

I met her gaze. There was hunger in her eyes, but not just for touch. For distraction. For proof she could still pull breath from a body like mine.

Her robe slid from her shoulders like dusk sliding over a quiet pond, slow, fluid, unashamed.

She didn't speak. She didn't have to.

I'd fought men twice my size and slept in ditches in the dead of winter, but nothing ever made me feel as vulnerable as being looked at without fear or judgment.

Airi stepped into the bath with me, one knee then the other, the water parting with a soft hiss as her body settled across my lap. Warm. Alive. Real.

Her hands cupped my face like I was something worth memorizing.

"You're still carrying him," she whispered.

I didn't ask who.

She leaned in, brushing her lips along the scar near my jaw. My hands found her hips, cautious at first, as if I might shatter her, or she me.

When I kissed her breast, she gasped, soft and breathy, and arched into me like someone who'd been waiting all day to feel wanted. My mouth lingered there, tasting salt and skin, the curve of her body heating against mine. Her hand found the back of my neck, fingers tangling in my damp hair.

She shifted, guiding herself slowly down onto me with a long, trembling sigh. Her nails pressed into my shoulders as our hips met, tentative, then assured. I caught my breath. She rode me like a wave she didn't want to survive.

Her moans came quietly at first, half-breathed, half-swallowed, until she couldn't hold them anymore. The steam rose around us, fogging the walls, curling through her hair like smoke through silk.

I held her there, one arm wrapped around her back, the other sliding between her thighs, coaxing another cry from her lips. Her head dropped to my shoulder, her mouth brushing my collarbone.

It was slow. Lingering. Like two people tasting something they knew wouldn't last.

And when she came, shuddering, panting, whispering my name like it didn't belong to a ghost, I felt it too.

Not just the release.

The ache lingered, slow, silent, whole.

We didn't speak for a while.

Her head rested on my chest, rising and falling with each breath I wasn't sure I deserved. The water had gone lukewarm, but neither of us moved.

I traced slow circles on her back with my fingertips. She sighed, quiet, content, but I could feel the tension returning to her body, like the world was already pressing against the edges of our silence.

"You don't let people touch you often," she said softly.

"No," I admitted.

"But you let me."

I didn't answer. Not because I didn't have one, because I had too many.

Airi lifted her head, her damp hair sticking to my chest. "You could stay here, you know. We've got space. The mistress would give you a room. You wouldn't have to fight anymore."

I looked at her then, really looked. She was younger than her eyes let on. Beautiful in the way flowers are when they bloom too early in spring, always at risk of frost.

"I don't know how to stay," I said.

She swallowed that quietly.

Then she pressed her palm to my chest. "You remember how to feel. That's something."

I kissed her forehead. Gently. Like a thank you I didn't know how to speak.

And when she finally rose from the bath, wrapping herself in silk and stepping back into the life she knew, I stayed in the water a moment longer, staring at the ripples she left behind.

Because for a heartbeat...

I wanted to stay.

But wanting had never been enough to keep me anywhere.

The road to Hoshimura was narrow and poorly kept, like the village itself. Stone bridges missing stones. Shutters clinging to hinges. Even the trees leaned as if embarrassed to be rooted here.

I arrived two days after leaving the teahouse. Airi's scent still lingered faintly on my skin beneath the travel dust. I hadn't washed it off. I wasn't sure why.

The village elder met me at the edge of the rice fields. An old man with fingers like roots and eyes that had seen too many winters without enough harvest.

"They say you've helped people like us before," he said, voice low. "People the magistrate doesn't bother to protect."

I didn't answer. I only nodded once.

He led me to a storage house, its doors broken, crates emptied. Not looted, not ransacked. Selected. Only what was needed had been taken: dried fish, grain sacks, two silver coin purses, and a bundle of fine medicine.

"She left the rest untouched," the elder murmured. "Didn't even take a weapon."

"Anything else missing?" I asked.

He hesitated. "Only a comb. Ivory. Family heirloom."

That told me more than he meant it to.

By then, other villagers had begun to gather. A cluster of tired faces, eyes shifting between fear and hope. They whispered the way people do when a legend is being told for the hundredth time, half reverence, half suspicion.

"She walks like a noble, but fights like a fox," one murmured.

"I heard she healed a boy's fever before vanishing," another said.

"She sleeps with a knife beneath her tongue."

"No, poison needles. She sings poems while she throws them."

Each version was more impossible than the last. But all agreed on one thing:

She was beautiful.

She was dangerous.

And she was long gone.

Her name came last, spoken by a girl no older than ten, clutching her grandmother's hand.

"Aneko," the girl whispered. "Like the wind."

I didn't flinch, but I felt the name settle on me like snow on bare shoulders.

The magistrate had already made his threats. If she wasn't caught by the end of the week, he'd have five random villagers arrested to "set an example." No trial. No forgiveness. Just cages.

I didn't care about the silver he offered. Or the veiled insults in his message.

I cared about the girl. The old man. The sick child someone had whispered about.

So I left that evening, following nothing but rumors and the faintest trail: broken reeds near the north path. A half-burned firepit by the river. A fallen blossom pinned under a sandal print too small for a farmer.

She didn't take a weapon. Only food, medicine... and a comb.

Whatever this was, it wasn't theft. It was intent.

So I followed it.

No map. Just a name. And the wind. It moved through the trees like memory, thin and restless, carrying the name I didn't yet know I was chasing.

The trail was a whisper, and I followed it like a ghost chasing another ghost.

North of the village, I found the first fire pit, cold coals, ashes swept with care. Not a campfire. A healer's fire

A half-day later, a ribbon caught on a thorn branch. Pale silk. Cherry blossom print. The edges were frayed, but it hadn't been in the weather long. She must have moved quickly after losing it.

She was leaving breadcrumbs. But for whom?

A ghost? A rescuer? Or a reckoning?

I wasn't sure which one I was

I didn't take it. I left it fluttering.

At dusk, I stopped at a stream to fill my flask. A farmer passed by with his child on his back. The boy was pale, but his color was returning.