He went off and discussed it with other people. They probably did some quick investigation, too. But in the end, I called Uncle John and Aunt Sally, and told them Ellen and I would like their advice on something somewhat complex and quite sensitive. I said, "The people we're working with are at least tentatively willing to let us discuss it with you, They would like to be assured that you won't pass on what we have to say."
After a day's delay to discuss that themselves, Uncle John called to invite us to come and talk with them. "Phil, and Ellen too, I don't know whether your questions are moral or prudential or what, and I'm sure you would have told us that if you felt free to. You know that if there's something in all this that's seriously wrong, or seriously criminal, you shouldn't bring it to usâbut we know you would already have rejected anything like that, at least if it's clear. So yes, absent any compelling danger of direct harm to others, or of legal wrongdoing, we're willing to talk with you and not let the matter go further."
A day later, we were at their house. We warned our employers and my parentsâand the people keeping an eye on our home for us, and Pastor Fox, and others who might want to talk to us for some reasonâthat we might be a week or so later than we had anticipated, in returning.
It was so good to see them again! But every time we saw them, any more, they were visibly older and frailer than the last time. Usually not by too much, but some. While we were there, we took over almost all of the housekeeping chores for them. They normally had some people stopping in with them every couple of days, to help and to check on them. Much as Aunt Sally loved to cook, I thought she was letting these helpers do most of it. And their bedroom was now what had been the TV room, where Ellen and then Kelly had stayed, because stairs were difficult for them. Similar changes had been made in the uses of other rooms downstairs, to let them pretty much stay on the first floor.
They took all this with a good attitude, but they could see that they were eventually going to have to move into some kind of assisted living. I knew Samâboth of the Samsâvisited when they could, and tried to keep on top of the situation.
We took a little time to explain the background of what we were being asked to do, and taking things fairly slowly went through that whole contract with them. I could see that Uncle John was impressed by our explicit exemption from the sex ed program, while most of our other duties were left rather general.
"I'm quite sure this isn't some kind of trap for us," I said. "We know from being students there that the instructional staff members wind up teaching, or tutoring, or counseling in a variety of subjects, as there's need. Initially, I would be mainly teaching history, and Ellen psychology, since that's our formal background. But I'm pretty sure we both are likely to teach other things as well. Especially Ellen.
"That's also because there's another matter they don't wish to have down in black and white, but which we've discussed at quite some length. They want me, in particular, to be working quite a lot of my time in securityâfor the school and probably for the whole island."
Uncle John said, "Ah. That explains some things you said, the time you were here with Sam. This had already been raised with you, hadn't it? And also some things your Mr. Miles said to me at your reception. His comments seemed rather off-hand at the time."
I told him, "I learned during our senior year that little if anything John Miles says or does is off hand, so maybe he was anticipating our consulting you at this point. You know of his chess career. He approaches life the way he approaches chess. Every move is considered in terms of many of its possible consequences, in terms of other actions he may need to take, and in terms of other people's possible decisions, thoughts, and actions. I'm just as glad I don't have his brain. Though he's capable of mistakes, of course. Andâ. Um. I couldn't do some of the other things he sometimes must, I think. I admire him tremendously, and he is personally very kind, but when ruthlessness is called for he's ruthless, in a way I would have trouble being."
"Can you give us an example, to help me understand what you mean?"
The clearest example I had was what had happened with Ms. Millerâas she was thenâand to Wagner and his friends, the first day of the gameâand I was determined to avoid that topic. I finally said, "The clearest examples I know of are ones I think I shouldn't discuss with you or anyone, except Ellen. So this isn't the best example, and it's a little speculative in places.
"You heard and saw at the trial about the capture of Wagner and his friends, and Sam and I told you more. He set that up. He had the girl in questionâ. I guess I'll just say Maggieâyou already know who she is, after all! He had her announce loudly that she had an excruciating headache. One of her friends told her she should go to the infirmary, but she was prepared to bring that up by herself. The boys in question were given time to get outside and deploy themselves, and they seized her exactly as they were expected to. And of course, that time the good guys were ready and waiting.
"That by itself solved two problems. There were the previous rapes, which needed to be publicized and brought to trial. That rather vicious set of boys needed to be removed from our class, where they would have continued to harass and beset others, probably by that time violently but covertlyânot to mention going out as graduates of the school. You saw how his trap was designed so the same techniques as in the original rapes could be usedâblindfolding, gagging, and tying, in an isolated place where no one was likely to be. No one could seriously doubt that they were guilty of the original crimes, and were trying to repeat them. All this also was done so as to remove any body of support they might have found, among the other students and others present, such as you. Or so it appears to me."
I suddenly was distracted by a stray thought. Was the "defense" offered by Wagner's chief henchman something John had counted on, or hoped for? Had he at any point said anything that indirectly caused it? I put this aside for later consideration, and went on.
"And several other ends were accomplished as well. It was a strong object lesson to everyone present, but I think our class was the chief target. Mr. Miles hammered away once more at the point that rules are for everyone, this time with the practical emphasis that there will be those determined to enforce those rules. Remember what he said to Wagner's father?
"And I can't prove it, but I'm pretty sure Mr. Miles expected Wagner to attack him, and could have stopped him and disarmed him in some other way that probably wouldn't have proved lethal. The presence of the knife may have been a surprise, I admit, but I'm sure something less drastic was possible. But consider this. Wagner was a smart young man, and completely lacking any conscience and any sympathy for anyone else. Whatever sentence was given him, he eventually would have been released, and he was almost certain to resume preying on other people. Worse yet, he might have escaped. They can't possibly maintain much of a prison there. I'm speculating, but I think Mr. Miles viewed turning this man loose on society as criminal in itself, and defended himself in a way that made Wagner's death likely.
"I may be wrong in this case. In another case, more different problems were at least partially dealt with, and I'm very sureâbut I'm not willing to discuss it. I'll only say that one person who was hurt by it later said she viewed it as a supremely important learning experience, and I believe that to have been one of the intended results. And she plainly did not hold it against Mr. Miles.
"But in this case, wellâI think force beyond the minimum necessary was applied, causing Wagner's death. That's illegal in many jurisdictions, and morally at least questionable. But I do think the world is a safer place without Wagner, very much so. We all heard what Wagner's father said to Mr. Miles, and Mr. Miles's reply, and I have to say I think the reply was entirely correct. The Lord can work miracles in people's hearts, when no hope is visible, but I'm not ready to say just releasing him back into society in twenty years would be right. I just don't know that I could have done what Mr. Miles did, in his place." I was getting very emotional, by the end of this.