Author's note:
This is, in all its seven parts and their many chapters, one very,
very
long story. If long stories bother you, I suggest you read something else.
No part of this story is written so as to stand on its own. I strongly suggest that you start with
the beginning of Part 1
and read sequentially—giving up at any point you choose, of course.
All sexual activity portrayed anywhere in this story involves only people at least eighteen years old.
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We got up Saturday morning to the alarm, shaved, got dressed, and went off to run. Kelly was there but not yet running. She was talking with Elise. We paired off, Ellen and Elise moving onto the track first, Kelly and I in their wake. Kelly and I talked about issues raised by our discussion the previous evening, mostly.
At one point, without thinking, I took hold of her arm and gave it a friendly squeeze in response to something she had said. When I realized this, I let go and apologized, adding, "I'm sorry, it's too bad that I feel I can't even do that without saying more than I meant by it. My fault for not paying attention to what I did."
"Phil, don't feel bad. I wish you would feel free to make gestures like that. I know you're not flirting or anything. If I promise that I'll tell you if a gesture, um, makes me, um, feel like there must be more than friendship behind it, or feel like I need more than you'd want to give, more than just friendship, will you please stop being so over-careful? I admit that if Ellen weren't right up there ahead of us, I'd want to be more careful myself."
"Are you sure you're willing to promise that? The problem is that saying something will be a lot harder in precisely the cases when you need to say something. But if you're willing, I'd be grateful—even though I'll still have trouble not being jumpy about it myself."
"I promise! I want to be able to be open with you, to be—I don't know how to put it. Freely friendly and affectionate without any romantic strings attached? You're right, though, sometimes I'll wish there were some, and those are the times I'll need to speak up, and there will be hard judgment calls. I promise to do my best to sort those out honestly, though."
This time she gave my arm a squeeze for a brief moment. "I—. Um. I'm hoping to go dancing with you tonight, with all three of you, and I'll say up front that I'm kind of looking forward to dancing as your partner. And I may kind of imagine that that means more than it does. If I do, I'll remind myself that that's a fantasy, and that I'm happy you and Ellen are committed to each other. And I'll try not to burden you with any daydreams I have. And thank you, you and Ellen both, for being my friends."
When Ellen and Elise slowed down, we did too. As we walked home after Kelly turned off, I told Ellen a little about what Kelly and I had said, and a lot about the last part of it. She said, "Phil, you're right, I trust you more than I do Kelly, but I do trust her too. Yes, what you said last night is true enough. I'm sure there are situations where some temptation might get the better of you. I know you well enough to know you'd try to get out of the situation first, but I can imagine some where that would be impossible. Remember that one time with Jenny! And if you weren't—um, letting me have my way anyway, this week would have me in the same state by now. It still almost does, a lot of the time."
After that, I guess it shouldn't be a big surprise that I let her do what she asked in the shower. The big pleasure was all mine, but I had to trust what she said, that she got something out of it, too. Well, Sam had once said something of the kind, too.
We went downstairs and both looked carefully through Ellen's apartment to see whether she'd missed anything. And I found two things she had missed—but not things of hers. Remembering what Sam and I had found in my apartment, I really picked up the mattress. No money, but a porn magazine had been stuck under there. The date on it was about six months earlier. I took it down to put in the recycling bin when we left.
But on a whim I pulled the drawers out of the dresser, and taped to the back of one of them was an envelope with thirty dollars in it. I wondered how many tenants ago that went back to. I told Ellen about the money that I'd found under my mattress.
"You know, maybe the lesson from this is that it's not a good idea to hide money away. Or anything else, maybe. Too easy to forget."
Everything else seemed normal and clean. We went back upstairs and got breakfast. As we sat together, I was suddenly struck by the wonder of sitting there next to this beautiful woman every morning. I tried to tell her how I was feeling, and she gave me her five hundred megawatt smile and hugged me. "Phil, domesticity is wonderful, as long as it's with you. It suits us both."
We cleaned up, and did a little general cleaning and tidying as well, and then turned to studying. I polished up my paper for Professor Goldberg. I almost printed it, before I remembered that she hadn't actually assigned it. We took a break for lunch, and cleaned up after that. Later, pretty much right on time, Pete and Tammy came.
The three of us sat at the table and worked, while Ellen retreated to one of the living room chairs. We spent a little time on our Monday class, the same class we'd had on Friday. We thought we were pretty well prepared for that one.