I warned her that we had spent a couple of days telling them things about school, things the school would rather we didn't discuss with anyone. "And that's pretty unrealistic. Lots of the kidsâexcuse me, young men and womenâwill tell their families in detail about sex ed and the gym game. The parents all knew sex ed would be completely hands on, and of course they'll press for details. But at any rate, we tried to explain about how you and Ellen fit in with us. I'm afraid I even went into detail about your quarrel with me, way too much.
"I don't remember all of how that came into it, except that I thought they needed to understand how Ellen came into it all. And, ultimately, well, there I was sleeping with Sam. I couldn'tâwe couldn'tâlet them think this meant a wedding was in sight, the two of us. Sam's utterly convinced that what Ellen saw is true, by the way.
"What really boggles my mind about that is that they urged me to come back to visit, Thanksgiving being mentioned in particularâOK, that's not the surprising partâand to bring Ellen along. I'm almost afraid to tell her. She just might get the willies about the whole thing, all over again. But I need to tell her, pretty soon, afraid or not. They did like her for herself, what they could see in one evening and heading out the next morning. But they also told me, last thing before we left the airport, that they want to meet you, too.
"Although, now I think about it, Aunt Sally said something to Ellen about Thanksgiving, just before she left. I'm pretty sure they're assuming that we would be sleeping together the way Sam and I did, and maybe Ellen didn't catch that. So maybe it won't be a shock.
"Anyway, they're not scoping out the competition for Sam or anything like that. They liked Ellen, and I think they're sure they'd like you, and you're both an important part of Sam's background, best friends of hers as well as mine.
"I do wonder what we'll do if we're all there at once, and how they'll respond. It didn't come up with Ellen that timeâshe was still feeling skittish about me. Sam suggested she sleep with me and she insisted on sleeping by herself.
"And I need to hang up and go see if she's come back from wherever she was. I should have pushed a note under her door or something."
"Phil, I should let you go on several grounds. But check your messages as soon as you hang up."
Sure enough, I had three texts from Ellen, asking where I was. I went down to her apartment again. This time, she was there.
"Sorry, I was on the phone."
"I assume Sam's in transit. Jenny?"
"Right. Sam reminded me that I owed her some contact, and we got to talking. Phone charges are going to eat me alive."
Ellen came into my arms. "Phil, I'm sorry I took so long to figure out where I need to be. Now it's a couple of days before we can have sex. Unless you want oral or anal, and I'm fine with that if you want. I'm so happy to have you here with me I'd do worse than either of those. You even proved that anal can be good for me, and I've got lube and gloves in case. And I meant what I said the other day. I am through saying no to you about sex, forever I hope."
I kissed her. "I won't quite say a definite no, but I'd rather wait. But I want to be with you. Much as I want sex with you, that's very much second on the list. Can I stay with you tonight? Please? I'd say, no sex, except it's really, anything it takes to make it work, for you."
"Phil, I love you. My big worry is, um, remember that one time with Jenny that you told us about? I'm not too confident of my will power, not with you there by me all night. Yes, I want to, but I'm worried. But with you, anything. Anything at all."
We kissed briefly, then sat down to talk. But immediately she said, "Phil, what's wrong? You've been crying, and you're still not yourself. I'm sorry I didn't see it the instant you walked in. I can't imagine how I missed it! What's wrong?"
"It's not wrong, not at all, but it carried a big emotional impact. You need to come up and look at it. I need to take a picture of it and send it to Jenny, and I was afraid I'd drip tears on it and the ink would run, but maybe you could do that for me."
She got up and pulled me toward the door. "You're not yourself. You're not making enough sense, and you're never like that. But obviously I need to see whatever it is."
We went down the hall and started up the stairs. I said, "I found it while I was unpacking. Sam put it in for me. I need to figure out whether she's down yet, and call her if it might be a good time." I was heading toward crying again, just thinking about it. I unlocked my door, and we went in, and I just pointed at the drawing.
She picked it up, and looked at it for a minute or twoâwhich people think is a short time, but try it in the middle of a conversation sometime and see! She put it down without saying anything, and came over and hugged me. "You just cry as much as you want. It's beautiful, and it's you. She loves you so much. And Jenny, too, you can see that." So I cried on her shoulder for a few minutes, and when I ran down, she said, "Give me your phone." She took a picture, and handed the phone back to me.
As I was sending it, she said, "You realize, this is the kind of thing that should be in an art museum. Or a gallery. It ought to be part of her portfolio, for her professors and later for people who might hire her. You've got to get it framed, to protect it."
"I said that much, about framing it, to Jenny. Who does that kind of thing?"
"People who sell art supplies, for one thing. Start with them, anyway. Or google framing, in this area. I guess it will have to be tomorrow, but most of them should be open Saturdays. Probably even on a three-day weekend. Do you have anything you can put it in now, to keep it safe?"
I pulled out a folder made to hold a legal pad, and in fact holding oneâthe very item Sam had put on top of the drawing in my suitcase, to protect it. Ellen put the drawing in, inside the folder Sam had used. She carefully made sure the edges didn't stick out.
"I'm going to have to try to call Sam now. I don't know whether she'll be available. Can you please stay here? She'd skin me alive if I called her and you'd been here and I didn't let her say hello to you."
And my phone rang, and it was Sam. I put it on speaker. "Sam, I was just going to call you. Iâ"
"Whatever it is, it can wait. Phil, I just found the earrings. They're perfect. I love them! And I love you so much! Oh, thank you!"
Ellen laughed. "Sam, I'm here too. And I really think you need to listen to what Phil wanted to say to you."
I said, "I was afraid of catching you when you weren't free to talk. I was unpacking while I talked to Jenny, and I found your drawing. Jenny wanted me to send her a picture, and I had to go get Ellen to take it. I was afraid I'd drip tears on it and spoil it. And I'm going to be crying too hard to talk, again. But that drawing is worth way more than any jewelry in the world." And I collapsed onto the bed, sitting there and crying again.
Ellen took the phone out of my hand. "Sam, I haven't seen these earrings, but I think I'm with Phil. You should have kept this, for your portfolio in the short run, but someday it will be worth a lot of money. If you can do something like this, now, you're going to be famous enough someday for this to sell for millions."
"Do you still have the picture? Can you send it to me? I didn't even think about keeping a copy. I was just concerned to keep it hidden from Phil until today, but still grab a chance to put it in there. I had to wait until he took a load of stuff down and then move really fast."
"I'll do that, except that I'm sending myself a copy first. But we'll need to get something better than a hand-held phone can do, and I'll have to send those out. I'll find out tomorrow where we can get a copies made, good ones, before we have it framed." She busied herself with my phone, for a few moments, and then said, "There. My copy and yours both went out.