Author's note:
This is, in all its seven parts and their many chapters, one very,
very
long story. If long stories bother you, I suggest you read something else.
No part of this story is written so as to stand on its own. I strongly suggest that you start with
the beginning of Part 1
and read sequentially—giving up at any point you choose, of course.
All sexual activity portrayed anywhere in this story involves only people at least eighteen years old.
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Eventually Monday morning did arrive. I was given a room number to report to, in the staff office wing. This was something of a surprise to me. But I thought there were a lot more offices than staff members who need them, and I discovered pretty quickly that there was more to these offices than I had yet met.
I was sent on, with brief directions, by the person at the door monitor's desk. I went to the specified room, which was on the second floor. The other wings I knew didn't even have a second floor. I knocked on the door, heard, "Come on in," and entered.
Mrs. Lanigan was sitting behind a small desk. She got up and came around to me. When I had met her before, she had been seated, and my impression was that she was at least as tall as I was, but I now discovered that she was two or three inches shorter. She was quite a few years older than I was, apparently more than I would have guessed before, and to my mind a very beautiful woman.
She took my hand, and said, "Welcome, Phil. And yes, for these sessions it's Phil and Bella. If, say, I'm on door duty at the girls' wing, or any time you should meet me after this week is up, you will address me as Mrs. Lanigan, and I will call you Morris. It's going to be up to you to remember this. I'll have to be rather severe if you call me Bella at other times, but you should know that this is always something of a hurdle, for all concerned. It is harder for those in more regular contact than you and I. So, how do you respond?"
"Hello, Bella. I'm very pleased to find you here. Given things I was told, I had expected it, but I'm pleased, nonetheless. Beyond that, you're going to have to continue telling me what you expect me to say and do. If it's inappropriate for me to tell you that you're very attractive, I hope you'll overlook it."
"Especially since you didn't actually tell me that? Of course."
She led me over to a sofa at one side of the office, and we sat down. "What do you expect from this session, Phil?"
"From what has always been said about this week, I expect you to give me instruction in making love. No doubt verbal instruction, but as this has been referred to as a hands-on or practical session, quite a few times, I presume that at least part of the process involves my following your instructions and making love to you. The student contract suggests that, too. And I know that I'm then to practice with some chosen partner, not chosen by me of course, from my class.
"I assume, but really don't know, that usually the student is less experienced than most of us actually are this year. The gym game was presented as an innovation, but of course it may not have been, or there might have been other games in past years which would have the same effect. I would have thought this might make your job more difficult, but I don't know enough."
She took my hand in hers. "You're absolutely right. It was an innovation, and we don't know whether it will make things easier or more difficult. I gather that you were among the most successful at it, and that your success carried beyond gym class. So some of the time, I will be asking you questions about your own experience, even with the notes I was given on partners you had, forfeit girls you visited, and so on. I do know, for example, that almost from the beginning, you engaged in foreplay, in the form of kisses and caresses and cunnilingus. Most of the boys, if they did any of these, didn't start out that way. Please tell me why you did."
I thought back a moment. I had almost asked what cunnilingus was, but then had realized that I had been taught the term at some point. And in context it wasn't much of a jump. "The first time, actually, I didn't—not exactly. Jenny and I had been friends, pretty close, though we had kind of moved apart over time. I didn't know that she had a crush on me, in freshman year, and she didn't pursue it because there didn't seem to be any point. Romantic relationships were frowned on and stymied if necessary—as you know. That first day in the game, we kissed a little, not at any real length. But she was in fact only technically a virgin. From what she said, she had a lot of experience, all auto-erotic." See, I could use technical terms, too! "So she came without foreplay. At the end, she was rather taken aback by the mess—we both were, but she far more—and she cleaned me up with her mouth. How could I not at least try to reciprocate? So I did. Cunnilingus if you will, but not aiming to stimulate.
"Later in that class, Claire—excuse me. Jenny is O'Malley, and Claire is Delaney. I'll try to keep remembering to use last names. Delaney was forfeit, and rather emotionally depressed because of what had preceded—being exhibit A for anal sex, in front of the whole class—but she was quite willing for me to proceed according to the rules. Not only willing—she said she would rather it was me than a lot of boys who might eventually show up. She wasn't exactly eager, though. Anyway, her dreams, before she decided to try to come here, were of losing her virginity as part of a romantic process, fine dinner, flowers, I don't know what else. She asked me to kiss her for a while, as being about all that could be done in that direction. I was certainly more than happy to do so. She was one of my own main daydreams, in past years. I wasn't attracted only to her appearance, but also to her personality and manner and, well, everything about her. So, there being no one waiting or, as far as I knew then, even observing, we kissed for a brief few minutes. And it helped, but not really a lot.
"The next forfeit I visited was Dearie. She had been thoroughly brutalized and traumatized by Wagner as he performed anal sex on her. She was really hoping to escape notice, but when I approached her she was willing to abide by the rules, however distasteful it might be for her. She had, it seemed, watched me with Delaney, and she warned me not to expect her to kiss me. I wouldn't have offered, as it happened, because she was always so standoffish that I would have been sure she would reject such a suggestion.
"We talked a bit, and it occurs to me that you didn't mention that in your list of foreplay, but I wonder whether the biggest difference in my approach from, well, everyone else was that I almost always tried to talk to the girl first. So, um, she was afraid of sex and especially of losing her virginity, partly because she had overheard her mother and an older sister talking about how painful that was. There was more to her fear, but I think it's not mine to tell, without her presence or explicit permission.
"At any rate, I offered to eat her pussy, not as serious arousal, but simply in the hope of relaxing her and providing some lubrication. And my offer was stated in those terms. On thinking about it, she agreed that it might help. In the end, I think it must have helped a lot. She expressed gratitude to me for being gentle, but also said that her best hope had been 'not absolutely awful'—or maybe 'unbearably' or something—and that I had somehow made it actually a little good. That really meant a lot to me.
"My next visit was to Bolton. She had seen me with both Delaney and Dearie. She was really rather cheerful at the prospect of my screwing her, which won't surprise you that much if you know her, her approach to life in general is cheerful. She said she hoped I might do one or both of the activities she had observed, and so I did both. She was already kind of turned on, though, whether just from the situation or from watching I'm not sure. She wound up with a screaming orgasm, which I stifled with my hand before it drew a crowd. Everyone else, except these three forfeits and me, was off watching Wagner and his gang pounding Ms. Miller, and I guess no one heard. Ms. Miller was, of course, the fourth forfeit, and she was busy being pounded.
"Anyway, I can't think of what else I can say in answer to your question."