Howard Barlow's family lived on a twenty acre farm near the tiny town of Posey Hollow, Arkansas, twenty acres in a valley of the Quachita mountains cleared by hand by Howard's father and mother, Enos and Mary, and a team of horses. On that twenty acres, Enos built a cabin and a small barn for the horses and Jewel, their milk cow, using the trees he'd cut down. He also built a small chicken coop for Mary's small flock of chickens.
Enos was a devout believer in the Bible and lived his life according to its teachings. One of those teachings was that no man had a right to own another, and therefore, even if Enos had been able to afford slaves, he would never have had them. When confronted with a difficult task or a problem with his crop, Enos would usually say, "Well, the Lord helps them that help themselves. He don't want any man makin' another do the work when he can do it himself".
Enos knew he was in an area where slavery was a very contested subject. To the North was Southern Missouri and to the South was Southern Arkansas, both areas with landowners who owned slaves and used them to become wealthy. As a result, Enos avoided speaking to anyone other than Mary and Howard about slavery.
That was easy enough to do since the chores of the farm kept the family at home except for Sundays. On Sunday, Enos would hitch the horses to his farm wagon and drive the family the five miles to the little church in Posey Hollow. There usually wouldn't be any conversation about slaves or slavery because the church members were all like Enos -- poor farmers who believed the same way he did. They couldn't afford to pay a preacher, so each man took turns preaching the sermon on Sunday. That made for a very tight-knit community with the church at its center.
Such was the way Howard grew up and how he was taught to respect all men. He was happy helping Enos clear more land until they had forty acres. Enos said that extra twenty acres was for Howard and his wife to settle on. When Howard turned seventeen, he was beginning to look at the young girls who attended the church in Posey Hollow. There weren't many, just four, but there were only four boys his age too, so he figured he had a good chance of convincing one of them to marry him.
Those plans came to a halt in 1859 following John Brown's raid in Virginia. The response by the Governor of Arkansas was to reactivate the Arkansas Militia which had been mostly inactive since the war with Mexico. His purpose was not to join the Confederacy but to prevent Union troops from attacking Arkansas and imposing Federal law in opposition to what he considered to be powers given to the states.
Howard turned eighteen in January of 1861 and was required to serve in the militia. He was just out of training when in May, 1861 Arkansas seceded from the union. The Arkansas Militia became The Provisional Army of Arkansas, and Howard was assigned to the First Division of The Army of Arkansas. His understanding at the time of the change was that The Army of Arkansas would be used to keep the Union troops from interfering with the affairs of the State of Arkansas, but in July of 1861, that changed as well. All units of the Army of Arkansas were to be transferred to the Confederate Army.
All the units of The Army of Arkansas were changed to Confederate Army units except the First Division because of timing. At the time they should have changed, the First Divison was fighting the Battle of Wilson's Creek in Missouri. After the battle, the men of the First Division took a vote and declined to join the Confederate Army. The First Division was then disbanded and the men went home.
It was clear to Howard as he made his way back to Posey Hollow that there could be no neutrals in the forthcoming war. Emotions on both sides were running too high, and loosely organized bands of men who considered themselves to be part of the Confederacy were beginning to harass any people who were neutral or Union Sympathizers.
The only hope was to fight for what he believed and hope the Union won. To that end, he spent the winter with Enos and Mary, and when spring came, he started walking to Springfield, Missouri where the Union was forming a cavalry unit. He thought that tucked away in Posey Hollow, his parents would be safe.
It took Howard a month to reach Springfield, but once he was there, he was mustered into the First Arkansas Cavalry. Their mission was to put down the guerilla fighters who were robbing and killing the people of Arkansas, Kansas and Missouri. Often it didn't mean those people were Union sympathizers. The guerilla fighters were more common thieves and murderers than soldiers and sometimes attacked the farms of people who supported the Confederacy or just wanted to be left alone.
They were also very difficult to catch. Most had grown up in the wilds of Arkansas or at least on farms, and like Howard, knew how to hunt, how to move through the country without being seen, and where there were caves or remote valleys in which they could hide. Howard used the same skills to find them, and by the end of the war was wearing the insignia of a sergeant on his uniform and was leading patrols searching for the guerillas.
It troubled him that in his three years in the cavalry he'd not received many letters from home. He knew that because of the way the First Arkansas cavalry roamed over Arkansas, Kansas, and Southern Missouri it was difficult for the Union to keep up with where they were. If they were assigned to a specific area for a month, the letters would usually catch up to him, though they were often months old.
The letters would tell him everything was going fine on the farm and that Betty Jean Morris often asked about him at church. Howard took comfort in the letters he received and they reassured him he'd made the right decision. At the end of the war though, such extended assignments became fewer and fewer to the point that he hadn't received a letter since Christmas. He only hoped his mother and father received the letters he returned so they wouldn't worry about him.
In August of 1865 the First Arkansas Cavalry was mustered out at Fayetteville. When he received his back pay, Howard knew he would be walking home. All Cavalry horses were the property of the Union and were taken from all units. He also knew there were still guerillas roaming through Arkansas and Missouri who hadn't acknowledged the end of the war. A man wearing a Union uniform would be shot on sight. Because of this, he used some of his pay to purchase a Spencer rifle and a hundred cartridges, and a Remington.44 caliber revolver, powder, balls, and caps. Both were being sold by the Union as surplus and were weapons he'd carried during the later stages of the war.
It took Howard three weeks to walk from Fayetteville to Posey Hollow, and he was careful not to walk on any roads. Instead he struck out across country, following the same map he'd used as a sergeant to guide the troops under his command on patrols in search of guerillas. Twice he came upon a camp of men dressed in the typical flamboyant dress common to the guerillas. Both times he spotted the camp before he was seen, and quietly skirted it. He'd had enough of fighting.
It was a Sunday morning when he found the road to Posey Hollow, and knowing his parents would be in church, he went to the church instead of to the farm. His plan was to wait outside the church until the service was over, and then walk up to his mother and father. Maybe he'd say hello to Betty Jean too.
When he rounded the bend in the dirt road and saw the site of the church, the only thing there was the burned out skeleton of the building lying on the ground. Evidently there had been a fire, probably caused by the old stove used to warm the church a little on winter Sundays. The chimney had been in bad shape when Howard left and with no young men to help fix it, had probably set the roof on fire. Once the fire started, there wouldn't have been any way to put it out because there was no source of water within a mile of the church.
He was sure as soon as the men returned from the war the church would be rebuilt. He was planning on how he would help when he looked at the cemetery beside where the church had stood. He saw the mounds of ten new graves. Maybe the church had caught fire during the service and some of the older folks hadn't made it out.
Howard walked into the cemetery and began reading the names painted on the wood grave markers.
James McCain
Eleanor McCain
Thadeus Ruby
Gladys Ruby
Howard stopped then because the next wood marker read "William Morris". William Morris was Betty Jean's father and young enough he would have been helping people escape the fire. He continued walking down the row of graves then and a fear of what he saw next caused a chill to run down his back.
Mary Morris
Betty Jean Morris
Timothy Alexander Morris
The McCain's and the Ruby's were older folks and might have passed just from old age. If the entire Morris family had died, it wasn't from any fire. There had to be another reason, a reason he didn't understand yet, but he would find out. About thirty people went to that church and someone had to know what happened. He thought surely his father would know.
When he read the grave markers on the last two graves, that thought evaporated. The markers were for Enos Ishmael Barlow and Mary Elizabeth Barlow, Howard's mother and father.
For a while, Howard stood there in disbelief with tears running down his cheeks. They couldn't be dead. They'd written letters to him and said they were fine. Then, Howard remembered it had been six months since he'd gotten a letter from them. He'd told himself that was because he'd moved around so much their letters hadn't caught up with him. Now, he understood he hadn't gotten any letters because his mother and father hadn't been alive to write them.
His first thought then was to go to the farm, but then decided the farm could wait. He had to know what had happened.
In the other direction down the road was the farm of Mason Williams. Mason didn't attend church regularly. His wife Agatha usually only managed to get him there at Christmas and Easter, but she was there every Sunday. One of them would know what had happened to his mother and father.
When Howard walked down the lane to the Williams farm, he saw Mason repairing a fence he used to keep in his milk cow, though Howard didn't see any cow in the pasture. He walked over and said, "Mr. Williams, I don't know if you remember me or not, but I'm Howard Barlow, Enos Barlow's son."