"What I'm trying to say," Demeter shouted after Persephone, "is that he's behaved quite differently since Eumolpus died. Usually he's here more often." She quickened her pace and muttered under her breath. "Too often..."
Persephone strode paces ahead of her mother through the ripened field, saying nothing. The autumn sundown winds whipped past them, rising off the sea and threatening rain.
Demeter would rather be speaking about anything else. Any talk about Hades rankled Persephone, no matter how innocent Demeter's intentions. Sometimes it seemed as if her daughter was searching for any reason to find fault with her. She only wanted her to be happy, even if it meant happiness with the Lord of the Dead.
"You should at least ask him if he even looked into that matter about Orpheus."
"Before we created Elysion..." Persephone spun about. "We opened ourselves to each other, completely. We can each tell if the other is holding something back."
Demeter rolled her eyes.
"What?"
"Yes, I know. That's what the
hieros gamos
does, for fatessake. You think that Zeus and I didn't share that same sacred connection? That you're the only one who's ever felt what you feel?" She worried for Persephone. Her marriage was new, less than a century old, and she acted as if she and Hades had been together as long as Gaia and Ouranos.
"He's not lying to me if he doesn't tell me everything right away. Fates help me if we described every detail of our separate lives. We'd have time for little else."
"This isn't a meaningless detail, Persephone. Not after that... adventure you had in Alikarnassos at that
harlot's
suggestion—"
"Aphrodite is allowed to be wrong, sometimes. And stop calling her that."
"Of all the Olympians you could have befriended— and you shouldn't be companions of
any
of them, by the way— it still baffles me why she holds such a thrall over you."
"Because she is kind to me."
"Oh, kindness indeed..."
"Isn't that what
you
taught me to value?"
"When it's served on the back of hidden demands, it is hardly kindness. Besides, if that is how you measure your relationships with them, why do you shrink from meeting with Hera again?"
"I'm not talking about this with you again. If you'd been there, you'd agree with me. Hera and Amphitrite were lobbing me back and forth like an
episkyros
ball. It was disgusting! And Hera didn't seem very pleased with my company by the time I left. She turned... cold."
"And yet she's summoned for you to return. Twice." Demeter bristled. How she had been reduced to making a case for that horrible cow of a sister was beyond her. Nevermind that she had just been pleading for Persephone to seek out and speak with Hades! If the Demeter of a mere century past had been listening to her speak, she would think she was completely mad.
"I'm not going back."
"A wise decision."
"And not on your advice! I have nothing to say to anyone there."
"Except that Eastern whore."
"Enough, mother," Persephone said, drawing an asphodel up from the earth.
"Instead of letting her talk you into visiting any of her barbaric fertility cults, maybe you should summon your courage and demand Aidon—"
"I said enough!"
Demeter stumbled back as a great ring of fire swirled behind her daughter. Persephone stepped through and was gone. Demeter stood in her wake, a tangle of brambles and blackberries snagging and staining the edges of her skirts. She shook her head. "So dramatic..."
She walked slowly back to the Telesterion, her head held high, refusing to draw any more attention from the mortals. She knew that her daughter had been disappearing to secretive places over the years, and though Persephone swore up and down and even upon the Styx that she'd never done it, Demeter knew in her bones that she would slip away to her husband's chambers in the Underworld. Persephone could do it. Apart from all the gods, her daughter could visit any realm whenever it pleased her. Demeter knew she wouldn't be so rash in the middle of the harvest, though. She would be back at Hades's side within days, anyway. Persephone had doubtless retreated to the inner sanctuary of the Plutonion, already piling up with pomegranates, dates, and olive oil.
Fine
, she thought.
Let her sulk in her cult's shrine
. It did nothing to change the facts. Aidoneus was being furtive. He usually came to Eleusis before harvest to see her daughter, and on the rare occasions that he had stayed long enough to run into Demeter he had been curt but cordial, and had enough respect for her to carry out any... marital relations... away from the Telesterion. She still choked on bile at the very idea.
Keryx stood at the gate, his grayed head bowed as he swung the doors of the Telesterion wide for Demeter to enter. She stopped. Something felt... off. She smelled irises and a vague undercurrent of sour milk. A woman cloaked in a fine weave of saffron colored linen stood at the foot of Metaneira and Celeus's sepulcher. Mortal petitioners at Demeter's altar across the room glanced this way and that, then quickly scurried away as Demeter stood by the door.
The woman turned, her eyes darkly lined, her lids dusted a bright turquoise. She pulled back her veil. "Good day to you, sister."
"That color looks horrible on you."
Demeter had turned all that was green and living to dust to regain her daughter. Her emotions had always run wild, and she couldn't disguise the disgust in her voice. Other goddesses were more refined, Hera thought, able to master their feelings and summon them when appropriate. The distance Demeter had put between herself and Olympus was showing. She wasn't who Hera had wished to see, but she would do for now. Besides, she rarely had the opportunity to catch Demeter Anesidora off guard.
"I agree." Hera smiled. A wave of blue swirled across her himation and overtook the yellow of her veil and peplos. "But it would have been vulgar to arrive with a train of peacocks in my wake, nay? When in Eleusis, do as the Eleusinians do, and all that. Even if that means covering myself in the colors of your glorified pasture grass..."
Demeter scowled, baring her teeth. "What in Tartarus are you doing here?"
The door burst open and Persephone padded through, her feet bare and caked with mud. "Mother, I need you to listen to—"
Persephone's eyes grew wide and she swallowed. She bowed her head and curtsied. "Your grace."
Hera smiled at her. "Oh come, this is your temple. If anyone should bow it is I."
Persephone cocked an eyebrow.