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Chapter 6
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"Have you been to the big city before, ma'am?" asked the farmer. Clara sat in the front of his cart next to him, ambling down the road. Lukas sat in the back, on the bed of hay the farmer was transporting.
"No, Mr. Dawson, I haven't. My wanderings haven't taken me there." She smiled at him. They'd had a stroke of luck that morning, happening upon Jake Dawson and his lame horse on the country road. Clara had offered to mend the horses leg in exchange for a ride, and the farmer had been only too pleased to accept. Lukas had played his part as the mute manservant. It wasn't common for a Healer to travel with a servant, but there were few who would question a Healer's motives if she chose to do so.
"Just Jake is good enough for me, ma'am," said the farmer, making an awkward half bow from his seated position. The horse, though healed, seemed to be in no particular hurry, and Jake didn't urge the beast on, probably not wanting to risk further injury. Still, it was faster than they'd been on foot. Clara and Lukas had covered good ground the day before, coming out of the forest, but her refusal to let him "borrow" a couple horses - as he put it- kept them from making real progress. She stretched her feet out, enjoying the rest.
"Jake then," she agreed. "Have you been to the capital?"
"Oh aye, a few times. Never very far in, just to market. I usually take my vegetable crop in. Missed it last year, of course, when I was sent to the front again. Oldest boy isn't ready for that journey yet, so had to miss it. Couldn't be helped." He said it matter-of-factly, without a trace of bitterness, but Clara's heart ached for him still. How much this war was costing her people! It only validated her mission with Lukas.
Jake wasn't taking them all the way to the capital, only as far as Glenville, the closest town to the King's home city. It would still be half a day's walk once they reached it, and Clara wasn't at all certain how long it would take to get to Glenville. Lukas would probably know, but until they were alone and he could speak freely, he wouldn't be able to answer. They'd fallen into an uneasy sort of truce, neither antagonizing the other - too much - and both pointedly ignoring the sexual tension between them. They'd slept near each other last night, close but not touching. Well, truth be told Clara hadn't slept much. She'd tried, but she could sense Lukas close to her, hear his breathing, and had to fight against her lustful thoughts that urged her to roll over and sit astride him, wiggle her hips and tantalize him. The only thing that stopped her was the still raw pain of rejection. He'd made no secret of that fact that he was not interested in her that way, and her pride couldn't handle another refusal.
The countryside was rather dull as they passed by, only farmland after farmland, broken up by the occasional cottage. She wished they'd had to through the marshes, or by the sea, at least that would provide something interesting to look at. Jake, though kind, seemed quite content to sit and stare ahead, making little conversation. Clara found herself wistfully thinking of Lukas's wit, even his acerbic remarks, anything to break up the tedium and distract her from her thoughts.
Her mind skipped back and forth between fear for the future of this quest and lustful thoughts of Lukas. Neither was conducive to relaxation. Would they both survive this? What would it feel like to have Lukas buried inside of her? Would their mission even be successful? If it was, and they had the opportunity to rest up afterwards, would Lukas bed her then? She shook her head to clear it. Being in a state of lust and worry was nearly as exhausting as healing.
"How old is Snowy?" she asked Jake, indicating his horse.
He seemed surprised that she was talking to him again, but amiably replied that the horse was about five summers. They fell into silence again. Snowy plodded along, and Clara wondered if she should stop and pour a little more healing into his leg. She'd knitted it nearly whole, to a safe level, but maybe just a little more would spur the beast onward a touch faster. She decided against it, choosing to save her strength for the unknown future.
Clara glanced over her shoulder at Lukas. He was sprawled across the hay, hands under his head, and eyes closed. Was he
napping
? Did the man have no fear, no worries for the peril he was facing? He seemed to be sound asleep, soaking in the afternoon sunshine, as if he too was a farmer merely on his way to market. She fought the urge to prod him awake. It was a childish impulse, but seeing him so calm while her emotions somersaulted was aggravating. It must have something to do with his training. Healers were taught only to calm their concern for others when they tended the sick and dying, not their own worries. A soldier must sleep where he could, through any situation.
As though he could feel her gaze upon him, Lukas turned his head and opened his eyes. He gave her a wink before she flushed at being caught and turned away. Hopefully he would correctly interpret her glances as making sure he hadn't fallen off the back of the cart, and not anything else. Gods, how many leagues till Glenville?
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Jake the farmer waved goodbye to his traveling companions, having deposited them safely on the steps of the inn. It had been a slightly awkward ride for him, unaccustomed as he was to people of importance, and in his mind there could be no one of greater importance than a Healer. If she also happened to be a Healer who saved his best cart-horse from a certain death - for there was no sense in keeping a lame horse - well, so much the better. He clucked at Snowy and guided him through the cramped streets toward the market. If it was a bit later in the day than usual for deliveries, well it was still better than no sales at all.
His buyer at the market was quite relieved to see him, too. "Gods, Jakey, thought you'd changed your mind and decided to wait for a bigger crop after all!"