Paul Johnson was a thinker. His mind was never at rest, and he usually thought about what was wrong in his life or the world. His wife, Kate, called him "The Brooder", and Paul had to admit that she was probably right. Paul couldn't think of a time where he wasn't worrying about something. He was a man with many anxieties and regrets, and they could take over his mind at times. Today was no exception.
As Paul sipped his morning coffee alone in the kitchen, his thoughts turned to his wife. He wondered after 15 years of marriage, if her love for him had gone stale. Paul had been married once before, and he saw some of the signs of disinterest in his current wife, Kate, that he had seen in his previous wife, Lisa. Paul had these thoughts for a while, and he did not know what to do about them. He knew that most likely he was overthinking things, but it did not stop him from doing it.
Paul knew he loved Kate more than any other woman he had known. She was different from the beginning. They were once neighbors in an upscale apartment complex. Paul was a recent, 40 year old divorcee, while Kate was 28 and had moved to the area for work at an upstart computer software company. While sitting at the complex pool one day, Paul saw that Kate was reading Skinny Legs and All by Tom Robbins. Paul had read it many years before, so he asked, "How are you enjoying the book? I love Tom Robbins." Kate had looked at him with disdain and said, "It's ok, but I'm not into talking about books that I read," in such a tone that Paul knew not to ask another question. Paul thought "So pretty, but what a bitch." Despite her tone, Paul could not take his eyes off of her. She was about 5-07 with long dark brown hair that went down to the middle of her back. She wore a yellow floral patterned bikini that showed off her huge tits that glistened with sunscreen. Kate later turned over to her flat stomach, which showed Paul her exquisite ass. The bikini bottom had fallen down at the top which exposed the top of her ass. Very sexy. He could not see her eyes because she wore sunglasses. Just looking at her made Paul's cock twitch. Oddly enough, a few months later, Paul ran into Kate at the pool again. He said nothing, but surprisingly she asked' "So what else have you read by Robbins?" She smiled and looked at him with beautiful brown eyes that were so deep and enchanting that Paul forced himself from staring at them. And so it began.
It turned out that the first time Paul had spoken to Kate, she had just broken up with her boyfriend due to his infidelity. So, at that time, she hated all men. Paul understood. They started dating, and Paul really enjoyed her company. He had never dated someone 12 years younger, so he did not know what to expect. Kate was an old soul, and they had a lot of the same tastes in music, movies, and comedy. But there were some things Paul was not used to. Texting was one of those things. Kate loved to text more than call. Paul being a Gen Xer was never big on texting, but for her, he learned. Kate was much more open about sex than the women Paul had dated in the past. She freely spoke about past lovers and things she liked. Not surprisingly it was Kate who first suggested that they fuck.
Kate texted Paul one day, told him she was horny, and asked if she could come over. Of course Paul said "yes". When she arrived, she was wearing shorts and a t-shirt that was tight around her perfect tits. Without hesitation, she took off her shirt and bra to expose two of the most perfect tits Paul had ever laid eyes on. They were triple D's with areolas the size of silver dollar pancakes, just the way Paul liked them. The areolas were pale, but as soon as Paul began to suck on her nipples, the areolas became a dark brown, which turned on Paul even more. Her tits had no sag to them, even though they were huge. They were a genetic miracle. Next, off came her shorts and panties to reveal a beautiful pussy which had a nice trimmed bush, much to Paul's delight. Paul liked women, not little girls, and a bush was very womanly in Paul's opinion. They began to make out, and at one point Paul looked down at Kate and couldn't believe how young she looked. He told her so, and then regretted it because it looked like she might leave. Luckily for Paul, she blew off his remark, opened his belt, unsnapped his shorts, and took out his cock. She began to suck on his dick, which was already super hard, in a slow methodical fashion. Paul was in heaven and he lost track of time. After what seemed like eternity, Kate pushed Paul down on the bed and mounted his cock in reverse cowgirl style. At this point Paul knew that this girl was super different. What woman goes reverse cowgirl on the first fuck? He had entered a new realm of dating to be sure. Kate began to rise up and down over his cock in a slow methodical rhythm. As she rode his dick, she played with her clit. As Kate moved her pussy faster and faster, Paul was able to keep from cumming for only a few minutes, before he pulled out and blasted multiple ropes of cum over Kate's back and his own stomach. It was a mess, but Kate laughed it off and seemed proud that she was able to have that effect on Paul.
And so, their relationship progressed and the sex got better and better. They married and went on with life. But as time wore on, the sex became less and less because the couple became busier and busier and more and more tired. Kate at times could be distant. They rarely talked, and Paul never seemed to have her full attention. She was either on her computer for work or on her phone. Some days she was her old self and they laughed and joked and fucked like old times. Other days she was a stranger. Paul wouldn't have been surprised if she announced that she wanted a divorce, nor would he have been surprised if Kate had said she wanted to renew their vows. She was an enigma to him now.
One thing Paul was certain of was that he loved Kate completely. Besides the hot sexual chemistry, he felt this undeniable attraction to her that made him want to be near her. Kate always thought it was about the sex or her big tits. Try as he might, Paul could never convince Kate that the reason he loved her was for how she made him feel when they weren't having sex. Paul likened it to a chemical bonding.