Dear Readers,
I am still working on the Jungle Man series. I have a few chapters that I am tweaking on Manolito and Clara. However, this story was something that I just wrote. It seemed to just flow and I went with it. I will not forget about my other story. Life has been hectic and now I am on a break with lots of time to devote to tying up loose ends. :)
Hope you enjoy Jake and Daisy.
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The Gentle Cowboy
Jake McKean was done. Done fucking prostitutes. Done drinking himself to sleep because at night the demons came to visit. Done being lost and isolated. Done being without Daisy Jones.
Daisy Jones: the dark-haired vixen that stole his heart in the third grade when she dared to steal his G.I. Joe after he pulled her pigtails.
He knew that he was a rough man. Being hard to get along with was one of his finer qualities.
But the truth was that Jake was a shell, a hollow man that saw nothing, heard nothing and felt nothing. Except Daisy. She was his light. His air.
It's time to start breathing
, Jake thought.
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Daisy was done. Done being underestimated. Done being played for a fool. Done hoping and wishing that stupid cowboys would grow up; because it was time to face it that they never would. Done waiting for Jake McKean to wake up and realize she loved him.
Jake McKean: the infuriating man that would not stop tormenting her and acting as though they were still in third grade.
She had outgrown her pigtails dammit!
Daisy knew that she was no beauty. Knew that her strangely colored, purple-blue eyes and dark waist-length hair were her only claim to said beauty.
But still… just once, only one time in her life, would she like to see Jake look at her with half the love she felt for him.
But that was fantasy, and Daisy had learned long-ago that fantasy rarely intertwined with reality.
It was time to move on
, Daisy thought, morosely.
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Tonight was it
, thought an excited Daisy.
As she sat in front of her vanity and applied the right make-up that would make her look "passably pretty" as a certain rotten cowboy would taunt, Daisy thought about what she would do tonight.
I'm going to go to the dance with Derrick. Have loads of fun with a cute rancher. And tonight… tonight I will finally find out what all the hoop-da-la is about sex.
Tonight Derrick Gowan would take her virginity. And good riddance.
At twenty-six it was embarrassing to still be holding on to that blasted thing.
When all her girlfriends would talk about it she just nodded her head and gave the right responses… she hoped.
Well, it must have worked
, she sniffed,
nobody has ever doubted it. Much.
But tonight that would change; she would no longer have to lie, she would no longer wait.
No, Daisy was done waiting for Jake McKean to charge up like a Knight-in-Shining-Armor and whisk her away from her problems while simultaneously giving her a mind-blowing orgasm.
She knew Jake couldn't do that when he had his own troubles to deal with. This angered her to no end because she wanted to
help
him,
knew
she could help him.
Stubborn, he's just too god-damn stubborn
, she thought heatedly.
Stupid cowboy.
Thinking about Jake reminded her of her own problems. Her family ranch was in trouble. Daisy's father, who she loved very much, was a good rancher but horrible businessman. He had run the ranch into deep debt and Daisy was afraid that she wouldn't be able to save her home. Other ranchers, including Jake, had come poking around, contemplating buying it. But Jake… he wouldn't stoop that low. He wouldn't take her home away from her.
Shaking her head to clear her thoughts, Daisy went back to applying a shear, red-tinted lip gloss to her lips; she was finished.
Looking in her mirror was a mistake. She could see why Jake McKean didn't want her, or so she thought.
Sitting in front of the mirror, Daisy didn't see her beauty. She didn't see the flushed cheeks, rosy from her thoughts, the dark curtain of her glossy russet mane, loose and curling wildly down her back. Didn't notice the golden, honey-colored complexion she earned from her hard-work outside. Could not see the captivating big eyes with a unique hue that inspired men to write sonnets.
Nope, still the "passably pretty mouse,"
she reflected sadly.
Daisy knew it shouldn't, but the nickname that Jake had taunted her with for the past ten years hurt every time she even thought about it.
Pushing those memories aside, she eyed herself critically.