Ch. 3 β The Trials of Love
It had been a rough afternoon, to say the least. We had both had our bad days, the days when nothing would go right, but it was seldom that we both had a bad day on the same day. That was disaster in the making.
We had both had our share of grief today, I with an impossible producer, and her with some family matters. We both seemed to get peeved at the slightest things. I'll admit I was the one who started to get peeved first, and then she started to get peeved at me getting peeved and it was all downhill from there.
She had stormed angrily out of the living room and was sitting on my bed enraged almost to the point of tears. I was torn up inside. I knew that the things I said upset her, causing her to say things that only upset me more. I didn't know what to do as I sat alone on the couch.
Should I apologize? I knew apologies to her were only kindling on the fire. I was also hurt as well, should I demand an apology from her? She had said some things that really tore me up. I was upset, sad, confused, and now I was alone. The sofa seemed enormous and frigid without her.
It took me a few minutes, maybe even twenty to finally just take a deep breath and go over to her. She was under the covers of my bed, scrunched up angrily and facing away from me as I came in. I could still see her delicate figure through the covers as she shifted around. Maybe she heard me come in and was hoping I wasn't staying long. I walked over quietly and sat next to her on the bed.
I didn't say anything. After all, what could I say? We were both at fault no matter what we did now. I loved her far too much to say the things I did, but when stresses add up, bad things come out.