The walk home was when the facts really settled in for the first time.
I'd been going along with whatever happened over the last few days, and had no regrets, but needed to sort out in my mind what was going on. That last was just a little
too
close for comfort. If I wasn't careful, I was going to be caught in some
really
embarrassing situation, and get in trouble that I couldn't just laugh off.
The other thing I realised was that I needed to talk with someone about it all. I needed someone who could think a little more rationally. Of course, that required somebody that I could trust, and that I would be able to tell some rather delicate details to.
The first of many problems here was that anyone I thought of in terms of discussing the matter was also coming to mind as a suspect. Any of these people could be Birch, I thought.
Before I arrived back at the house, I had a plan of sorts. I'd thought through the likely involvement of Mike, and couldn't see how he could have done all the things that Birch needed to have been part of, and it just didn't seem like something he could have done. I resolved to speak with him as soon as I got there.
After that, I enjoyed the rest of the walk. The late afternoon sun was kept in check by a slight breeze, and it was very pleasant.
My arrival at the house was punctuated by two things. First, as I walked up the steps, and through the front door, I was suddenly reminded of my appearance the other day, and my collapse just here on the floor. I was embarrassed by the memory, but I felt a shock run through my body, and I knew that I could do it again under the right circumstances. I could even look forward to it.
Dropping my bag in my room I wandered back to the kitchen. I'd been expecting Mike to be here, and wanted to talk. That was the second item. We had a whiteboard in the kitchen, and a message had been scrawled there.
Hey guys
I've gone home. My brother is in town for just one night, and I want to catch up with him.
Any foxy chicks show up, please phone me, otherwise I'll see you tomorrow.
Oh, Steve, I beat your high score. Bite me.
Mike
Damn. That made things a little difficult, to say nothing of suspicious.
Perhaps revenge was on my mind as I reached into the fridge and stole one of his beers. I stood there, wondering what to do now, and stared, beer in hand, at the whiteboard. As I drank, I thought. Something was digging at my memory, and I couldn't work out what it was.
I was almost finished the beer when it came to me. I clunked the bottle down on the table, ignoring the beer which bounced out the top, and ran down to my room. Somewhere here... There it was. The handwritten note from yesterday, crumpled and sitting on the top of the wastepaper basket. I took it out and flattened it as best I could before walking back to the kitchen, reading the note through slowly, though not caring greatly what it actually said. I stood in front of the whiteboard, the note in front of me, and compared. They were completely different. The writing on the board was much more free, and untidy. The note was compact, and neat. These were
not
written by the same person.
It crossed my mind that this could be a set-up. An image flashed in front of my eyes of myself on a horse, riding into an ambush, Mike closing off the exit behind me. I guessed that was possible, too, but it didn't seem likely. I knew I could confirm this by breaking one of our household rules, and checking some of the study notes in his room, but I wasn't convinced enough to do that.
I didn't know quite how I felt now. I was relieved that he almost certainly wasn't Birch, I suppose, but at the same time a part of me wished he
was.
Worse, I was now without a clue.
I had a list of possibles, but no real reason to pin it on any of them, except perhaps Ray. I wasn't at all sure if I wanted Birch to be him, though. I thought I was beyond him. Funny that. I hadn't thought of Ray at all, really, since this all started. Not like the previous week.
I was still stuck though. I knew Steve was unlikely to come home until the early hours, and I was in no mood to sit here and mope. I needed to talk to someone, but I didn't want to go out either. The solution was simple, as they mostly seem afterwards. I made two phone calls.
Annie was first. She was home, had no plans, and was available. I told her to come around as soon as she could, and to pick up ice cream, beer and a movie on the way. My offers to pay her back were ignored. Annie's parents were loaded. I lied a little, and told Annie I'd prepare a quick dinner before she got here. That was what the second call was for, and after I'd been assured a pepperoni pizza was on the way, I relaxed a little.
Picking up the remains of my stolen beer, I traipsed through to the lounge, and collapsed in one of the big armchairs, flicked the TV on, and waited for the doorbell to ring.
It didn't take too long. I was taking bets with myself as to who would get there first, and had settled on the pizza guy, reminding myself that it could be a girl, and was at least a little surprised to find Annie standing there. She looked a sight. I'd called just as she was climbing from the shower, she told me, and she'd hurried to get here by the time dinner was ready.
I took the dessert from her hands, and sent her through to the lounge with the cold beer, promising to join her there as soon as I checked on dinner. She looked at me as only Annie can.
"You... you've ordered something, haven't you?"
"Annie, how could you? Here I am, slaving in a hot..."
"Hold it."
"...kitchen... What?"
"You're lying through your teeth. Go put that ice cream somewhere it won't melt. Too much hot air in here."
"Oh, how could you..."
"Pizza, right?"
"How did you guess?"
"Habit. You're lazy, you know that?"
"Only in the kitchen."
"Possibly. Heather, you never told me this was a 'pizza and ice cream' invite."
"You might not have come."
"Course I would have. I might have dried my hair first."
"No matter. I needed someone to talk to. Aren't you honoured?"
"Not remotely."
"Intrigued?"
"Last time I was intrigued, you told me all about that retard that bought you panties."
"I was..."
"Infatuated."
"Possibly."
"Definitely." The doorbell rang. "Kitchen, Heather. Melting. I'll get the... pepperoni?"
"How do you
do
that?"
"It's a gift. If he's a doll, do I get him?"
"Help yourself."
"He won't be then. Go."
I went through to the kitchen, shaking my head. I could hear Annie talking at the door as I put the ice cream away, and suddenly realised I needed to get back out there. I was too late though. As I appeared around the corner, she was just shutting the door, and juggling the pizza and beer.
"Give me one of those, Annie."
"Take the pizza."
"Listen, I just realised..."
"It's dealt with."
"Look, that was never the plan. You already got the dessert, beer and movie."
"Give it up Heather. It's done."
"Oh, look..."
"Nope. Oh," she pointed a finger at me as we walked back to the lounge. "You can have him."
"Bad, huh?"
"Shocking."
"Oh. I suppose you think this will distract me from paying you back?"
"I doubt it. I just wanted you to know I'm looking after you."
"Looking... you were going to have him yourself."
"Yep."
"And that's looking after me how?"
"You're too stressed for Pizza boy molestation, and you know it, Heather."
"Am not."
"Are too. You going to sit with me?"
I'd dropped back into the armchair where I'd been before, but that wasn't going to work too well. I struggled to my feet again. "Yeah, of course I am. Shove over."
"I
am
over."
"Nonsense. It's my sofa."
"It's
my