This is the story of love lost, love explored, and love found in a place least expected. All is now revealed. Yes, this is the end of the story. Hope you enjoyed it. JPM
Chapter 30
Tammy blushed and let go of Linda's hand as Mr. and Mrs. Woo walked into the restaurant, waving as they headed for the table.
Linda immediately reached down and brought Tammy's hand back to the top of the table, squeezed gently, and continued holding on.
"How are you two this morning?"
Mr. Woo pulled out Mrs. Woo's chair while Linda answered, "Good, mom. We slept well."
Mr. Woo waved a waiter over and Linda finally released Tammy's hand to read the menu.
Tammy fidgeted and squirmed behind her menu.
What was she doing?
They'd awoke in almost the same position they'd fallen asleep in, Linda wrapped like a warm comforter against her back.
In the shower, she'd finally seen the full extent of Linda's wounds. Large bruises that were starting to turn green and yellow at the center. She washed them gently and kissed each one while listening to Linda's recount of her climb, passing out and coming to, to almost roll over the edge again.
She'd helped put the tight wrap back in place and pull up Linda's jeans. "It hurts too much. And maybe you can pull this top over my head."
She had. And Linda had looked at the cuts and bruises on her wrists, kissing each.
"Tammy," Linda whispered.
Popping out from behind the menu she looked at Linda, who nodded toward her mom, and said, "I'm sorry, Mrs. Woo, what did you say?"
Mrs. Woo smiled and said again, "Linda, say's you work in New York. Will you be able to relocate out here with your company?"
She looked from Mrs. Woo, to Mr. Woo, both of them smiling, waiting for an answer. Finally she glanced at Linda and saw she was laughing behind her menu.
"Oh! Right. That's an idea." She sounded like she couldn't imagine why Mrs. Woo would expect her to be moving to California.
Linda finally emerged and announced she was ready to order, her hand finding Tammy's again, pulling it back up on the table.
Mr. Woo waved the waiter over and he arrived just as Mrs. Woo said, "But long distance relationships are so difficult, dear. It would be such a waste of time," consulting her menu once more she turned to the waiter and ordered.
Linda had slid behind her menu once more and Tammy could feel a flush rush up her neck.
"And besides, life is entirely too short to spend it on airplanes, jetting back and forth," Mr. Woo added.
When Tammy squeezed Linda's hand, it wasn't soft and gentle. Putting a serious face on, Linda's menu came down and she said something in Japanese.
Mrs. Woo immediately commented on how good the coffee was and Mr. Woo concurred, both still smiling sheepishly.
They chatted through out lunch, Tammy talking about her job, Linda's parents asking about her family.
Linda walked ahead with her father after paying the bill and Mrs. Woo hooked her arm in Tammy's and leaned in as they walked, "I'm sorry, dear. We didn't mean to upset you. It's just that I haven't seen Linda so happy in a long time, in spite of everything that's been happening. And, well, we could all see it when she brought you to the house," pausing as they negotiated tables, she added, "Besides, as you seemed to have noticed, she's been sleeping with a redhead as long as I can recall."
When they finally caught up with Linda and her father, Linda was truly concerned and asked, "Tammy! Are you okay? Maybe you need to take one of your pills. You look so flushed."
"Right," Tammy stage whispered, "as if you wouldn't know."
"Oh!" Mr. Woo steered the conversation in another direction, "The Captain has invited us to stay for the ceremony this Saturday, guests of the ICB. Isn't that great?"
"Sure, dad," Linda suddenly wanted to be alone with Tammy and talk, "Then we should have dinner. Maybe tomorrow night. Would that be okay?"
"Sure. We'll call you two. We're going to rent a car today and take in the sights."
Goodbyes were said and in spite of the way things had gone Tammy lingered and decided again how much she enjoyed the Woo's company.
Linda had her arm around Tammy, her thumb hooked in the back of her jeans as they walked to the front of the hotel to get a cab. "I'm really sorry, Tammy. I had no idea."
Tammy leaned in and said, "Its okay. I mean, it just took me by surprise."
A cab appeared and Linda gave the destination, "Pier 39."
The sun was bright, colors brighter, and white fluffy clouds floated like a flock of sheep out over the ocean.
Tammy stood in wonder while Linda paid the cab and listened to a loud barking noise that seemed to come from the general direction of the water. Linda took her hand and pulled, explaining, "It's the sea lions. They come out and sun on wooden floats around the pier."
Negotiating families and street actors they finally found the source. Tammy just stared at the small wooden islands covered, edge to edge, with mounds of brown and black fur.
"It's amazing!"
"There's a bunch of shops here, too," Linda pulled and they wandered among the shops and restaurants.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure, Red."
"Well, I mean," Tammy seemed a little lost so Linda offered a word, "Why?"
"Yeah. Why? Why a woman? Why me?"
They were at a corner stand that sold silver from Mexico. Taxco Jewelers, named after the small colonial town in Mexico where the Spanish set up one of their largest silver mining operations just after the conquest, had small spinning racks of .926 silver rings, bracelets, ear rings, and any other silver accessory you could want.
Stepping to one of the racks, Linda spun it idly, stopping to inspect a particular piece before continuing.
"Well, the question would be 'Why you'. It has nothing to do with men and women. It has to do with people," she pulled a small card off the rack and inspected the design, "Remember that fist night when I picked you up at the airport?"
"Right. You had me stuck in some little room like a Russian refugee."
"Yeah," Linda smiled, "Then I took you home and didn't talk to you?"
"I should have figured it out then. You're a bitch."
Linda was paying the clerk for something and finally pulled Tammy back into the sun. "Then in the kitchen you finally called my hand and stopped me. Made me explain."
Tammy just nodded as they continued exploring the pier.
"Well, I didn't talk during the ride because I couldn't. And when we got to my apartment I wasn't sure what I was going to do. That's why I just kept jabbering about the ICB, why you were here, who actually sent you."
Tammy laughed at the memory.
"And you remember in the car, I told you I wasn't letting you out of my sight? That you were going to stay with me until the case was solved"
Tammy pulled up short, their arms pulling up between them until Linda finally had to let go or stop.
Stopping, she turned back toward Tammy and confessed, "It wasn't really a case of not letting you out of my sight. It was more a case of not being able to take my eyes off you. It was always about you."
Stepping in, she opened the small bag between them and fished out a small silver ring. Pulling Tammy's hand up, she slipped it on, a perfect fit. "I don't know what we are. And more importantly, I don't know what we will be. I just know I feel complete with you around. I also know I have a hard time keeping my hands off you."
Tammy smiled and said, "Right, I remember. In my room that first night when I was getting ready for bed. Your hand on my back. Well, my naked back."
Linda blushed as Tammy went on, "Of course I protested. I think that was, let me see, two days later."
They walked on in quiet, hand in hand.
"I'm not gay or anything. I mean, I've never, well, been with another woman, and haven't been prowling around looking for one. I had, Michael. He was going to ask me to marry him and I can assure you, I was going to say yes."
"No. Me either. Well, except for that drunken night at the frat house. But I don't remember anything, so I don't think that counts."
"So that makes us both," Linda smiled lasciviously, "virgins!"
They laughed and Tammy snaked her arm around Linda's waist pulling her close. She spoke hesitantly, "Right. Look, Linda, I know we've snuggled and touched," she paused, "and you're the best kisser I've ever known." They walked a few more steps and she finally said, "But I have to be honest. I don't know what I'll do when we, well, you know. What if I can't?"
"Then you won't," Linda started steering Tammy away from the shops and back to the street. It was getting windy and her side was starting to throb. "If you don't want to, you won't. But did you really want to kiss me?"
Tammy felt flush and answered, "I never
didn't
want to kiss you. But it did take a while for me to enjoy it."
"Just one thing, Red. When we finally, well, do it, if you discover you really want to, but don't know how, just do it."
Standing on the sidewalk by a parking meter, waiting for a taxi to drive by, Tammy looked down at the pier one last time, the crowd of people milling around, then looked over Linda's shoulder at more people coming and going, no one really paying attention. Then she looked at Linda and pulled her close, her lips parted slightly, her hand moved up to the back of Linda's head pulling their mouths together, and kissed her passionately. Breaking the kiss, she stepped back a little, Linda still standing still, her wet swollen lips forming an O and her eyes still closed.
"You mean like that?" Tammy whispered.
*****
"Is that it?"
"I think so. Really, I don't have much," Thomas answered.
"Okay, the shipping company will be here shortly."