Thanks to angel love for editing this piece for me...
I wake up for a couple of minutes while he is out and I reach into the drawer of the bedside table for the letter that I had written to him earlier. I can feel that I more than likely will not last more than a couple of days, so I wanted to have this all ready for him. On the outside of the envelope I have written:
To Be Opened Upon My Death
I just hope that he follows through with everything. I think I am fairly clear on what I want. I read it over just to make sure.
Dear Daniel,
I should have told you when you questioned me about my illness that I had cancer. It had spread to all of my major organs and I knew that there was nothing anyone could do.
Enclosed you will find a cashier's check made out to you in the sum of $2.3 million. Please do not spend very much on my burial. In fact, I would rather be cremated and have my ashes spread over the beach where we had so much fun.
If you do ever think of me in the future, please think of me as the 'Marie' that you knew on the internet, for that is who I was for more of my life than I was anyone else. My original name was JoAnna Michaels. I took on Marie when I moved out west. I was originally from Michigan. I have no family, so you don't have to worry about finding them.
Please use the rest of the money as you see fit. I guess I just hope that you will buy a new laptop and all the gizmos and gadgets that go along with it. That way you can help out another girl that is in a bad way. Also, take your lovely wife on a nice vacation, okay? Thank you.
Well, that is about it. It has been a wonderful final couple of weeks and I thank you for that. For now, though, Goodbye and I Love you.
Marie (a.k.a. JoAnna Michaels)
I think that pretty well states everything. I fold it and put it back into the envelope with the check. After putting it back into the drawer I quickly get up and pack my few things, because I honestly don't think I am going to last the night out.
When Daniel slips back into the room he finds me asleep under the covers. Very gently, so as not to wake me, he slides open the doors and lets the waiter bring in the food. Once the waiter has left he comes back over to the bed and sits down.
"Marie, Honey, wake up. Dinner is here. I got your favorite stuff. Champagne, fruit, cheese, chocolate dip, and of course, grilled chicken stuffed with ham and cheese."
I wake up slowly and try to open my eyes. It is getting harder and harder to do that. When I am fully awake though, Daniel helps me to a chair by the table that looks out over the water.
On the beach I see that a couple of hotel personnel are working on some kind of structure. When I question Daniel about this, he just smiles. "I asked the manager and he had the guys build us a little shelter. They will put some pillows in there for us and make it all nice and cozy."
Suddenly I see a change come over him and he gets very serious. "Marie, how are you doing? We don't talk about it, but we should. Is there anything that you want me to do for you?"