Alright, we're on the home stretch! Three more chapters and I think these two are about finished! As always, this is a copyrighted work and I appreciate all feedback, comments, and words of wisdom (the good kind, please!). Votes are appreciated as well! Enjoy! XO, Lily
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For the second time that day, Peyton listened to Caleb rehash the details of his father's abuse. Oskar fairly quickly caught on to how deep the damage went, as did her parents, and after ten minutes of skimming, Oskar held up his hand and Caleb cut off with a shudder of relief.
"I will represent you," Oskar said after a few seconds of silence. His jaw muscles ticked under his creamy white skin and for a brief moment Peyton thought the big man might lose control of his emotions. "I will head down to the police station and speak to this Clinton about arranging a meeting with your father." His cool blue eyes flashed at the mention of Jeremiah and his jaw muscles bunched yet again. "I assure you, Caleb, I will do whatever I can to give you justice."
"I don't want
justice
," Caleb suddenly growled. "I want him to
suffer!
"
"Caleb," Peyton breathed in surprise, shocked by the vehemence in his voice. But Caleb's icy green glare told her that he truly meant what he said. Justice was the furthest thing from his mind.
"Revenge and vengeance for Jeremy's cruelty to you will only leave you hollow when it's done," Daniel warned in a quiet tone. Caleb's hand tensed in hers at the rebuke but other than that tick he didn't let it show that Daniel's words stung him.
"Caleb, we understand thatβ" Oskar began, but Caleb instantly cut him off.
"No, you don't!" Caleb shot at him, jerking his hands out from underneath Peyton's as he stood up swiftly. "You
don't
understand!" he snarled. "I lived
eighteen years
being treated worse than an animal! For eighteen years I had to pretend like everything was normal because when I tried to get help --
nobody
wanted to help me. Nobody wanted to
believe
me. All they saw was this scrawny kid with cut marks, black clothes and a bad attitude! You have no idea what it's like to be me. You don't understand so
stop saying that
!"
"Caleb, we're here for you now," Peyton said in as even of a tone she could manage, standing up slowly to face him. "My parents, Oskar, and I want to help you. But the only way we can do that is if you help us."
"We need your statement, your sworn testimony if this gets taken to court -- which I have no doubt it will, and evidence, if you have any," Oskar cut in. "Give me anything you think can help and I can get your dad put away for a very, very long time. Peyton's right. We're here to help you. We may be a few years late, but at least we're here."
Caleb's anger waned slightly as his eyes lingered over each face, reading each person carefully as though judging them to see if they were sincere or not. When he took Peyton's outstretched hand again, apparently he had been satisfied with what he saw.
"I told Officer Clinton everything," Caleb said quietly to Oskar. "The medical examiner came down from the hospital to take pictures. He has everything on file."
"Pictures?" Lola asked, speaking up for the first time. "Of what?"
"Of the scars," Caleb murmured tensely, his voice so thin and broken that tears instantly flooded Peyton's eyes, rolling down her cheeks when she blinked.
One of the agreements she had with Caleb had been not to talk about the scars with her parents. Sure, they knew he had been verbally and emotionally abused by Jeremiah and left by his mother when he was young, as well as whatever else Caleb had hinted at in the past couple of weeks. But the scars had been kept under wraps.
"I'll head to the station now then," Oskar said thickly, clearly overwhelmed with the turn of events. He stood up and Peyton watched as he gathered his nicely tailored overcoat from the back of the chair. "The number for the Barn is the same?" he directed at Daniel. The Irishman nodded stiffly, the pale complexion of his skin even paler. Lola had been stunned into silence, but Peyton knew that wouldn't last long.
"I'll be calling soon," Oskar said in a way of goodbyes as he left the kitchen. The front door of the Barn shut and they listened to the sounds of him walking to his car and the engine roaring to life moments later. No one spoke until the fading sound of tires on gravel was almost gone.
"Caleb..." Daniel began softly.
"Don't," Caleb gritted out. "Don't apologize or pity me."
Daniel stood and came around the back of the chair before swiftly pulling Caleb up and into a big bear hug. Caleb's shoulders tensed automatically but after a few seconds he warily put his arms around Daniel to hug the man back.
"I just wanted to say that I understand now why you're so angry," Daniel said as he pulled away, his large freckled hands squeezing Caleb's shoulders. "And why you're so afraid." He shook his head slowly. "There is nothing I can say that will make what Jeremy did to you go away or make you feel better. It'll probably be bullshit anyway, which we both know you have a built-in detector for."
Caleb must've smiled or smirked because Daniel grinned at him. "You're part of this family now, Caleb. And we help family. Oskar, bless his Dutch soul, will go to the ends of the earth and beyond to get you justice. And we'll all be here for you whenever you need us."
Peyton blinked as a colorful floral-scented blur passed by her and had to stifle a laugh as Lola wrapped her arms around both Caleb and Daniel, her cheek pressed against the space between Caleb's shoulder blades.
"Family hug!" Lola announced. Caleb looked over his shoulder at Peyton, his green eyes twinkling with laughter as he gently patted Lola's arm.
"Come here, Peyton!" Lola griped, truly sounding miffed. Peyton hurried to obey her mother, laughing a little at how -- once again -- her mother's eccentric antics lifted the dark cloud that seemed to perpetually hang over Caleb's head. Peyton winked up at Caleb as she held the three of them, unable to stop chuckling at how ridiculous this was.
"Lola, that better be
your
hand in my back pocket," Daniel said a few seconds later.
Instantly the group jumped apart, Lola laughing her head off as they distanced themselves from one another, denying any claim to being the owner of the adventurous hand.
Peyton shook her head, laughing with her. "Mom, you're crazy," she chuckled, finding it hard to be embarrassed when she saw how badly her father was blushing. It took a lot to get the big man flustered and to be honest; it just lightened the mood even further.
Noting how her parents eyed one another, Peyton knew that she and Caleb needed to escape the house for an hour or so. "Take a walk with me?" Peyton asked him. Caleb nodded, his cheekbones flushed with color as they grabbed their coats and headed outdoors.
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The next few weeks for Peyton were...tense. Sometimes it was the good tense, where the electricity between her and Caleb could almost take her breath away. Other times it was a dark tension, one that pulled Caleb deep into a part of himself that she was afraid one day she may never be able to pull him out of. Since Efraim had been the only other guy she had been in a relationship (at least, one that counted, anyway), it was hard for her to stop comparing the two.
Whereas Efraim had been an open book, even having a Wikipedia profile that he updated personally on occasion, Caleb was a Japanese puzzle box. Each divulged piece of information that was coaxed out of him led to another and another until finally -- maybe -- a person could take a peek at the man inside. Caleb took time and patience. Peyton wasn't always the most patient, and with Caleb she felt like they were moving at snail's pace, but she cared about him too much to push him.
It scared her to think that their emotional and heated beginnings could taper off to nothing. It also bothered Peyton to know that the promises she had made to herself had been broken so easily -- that she hadn't even thought twice about her actions on the couch, or more importantly, that she hadn't let herself think twice about her actions.
Peyton always prided herself on being rational and having a plan for everything. But ever since Efraim, ever since her entire life spun out of control, her rationality had taken a leap out of a five-story building without a parachute to hold it up. Lately, her impulsiveness had put her and Caleb on a tightrope and she couldn't help but wonder if she had more in common with her mother than she had always thought.
Which brought Peyton to another sobering thought -- she still hadn't told her parents that she was seeing Caleb.
Peyton's thoughts were suspended when the scratch of chair legs across tile pulled her out of her worrying.
She was back at Side Street Brewery, at the usual time she always came in. Caleb had told her last night after dinner that Margaret had grown suspicious of her absence and had repeated the rumors around town that he was staying up at the Barn with the Gray family. How in the hell anyone had found out was beyond Peyton, but Hamish was notorious, as many small towns are, for finding out the barest scrap of information and spreading it like wildfire. Caleb didn't seem embarrassed by being found out, but then again, if he was he had a way of hiding it.