Author's Note:
I want to apologize for taking so long to post this story. In my defense, I rewrote it at least 10 times in an effort to make it presentable for reading. Also, life got in the way, which hindered my writing further.
In this chapter, life moves forward for Caleb and Peyton, faster than they would in real life. The side effects of abuse takes a lifetime to overcome. Obviously, I have no intention of writing Caleb and Peyton's entire life, so suspend belief a little at the pace I'm taking things. They are a couple very much in love, and that is all, in the end, that truly matters to me.
Thank you for your patience and badgering - I hope you won't be disappointed in this next chapter of Caleb and Peyton's tale. As always, comments, votes, and feedback (especially feedback!) are most welcome. Even the bad kind. =)
Thanks for reading!
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"I'm ready."
Peyton turned at the kitchen sink in surprise, her expression reflected in the face of her mother who stopped preparing breakfast to listen to what Caleb had to say.
Caleb was sitting in his unofficial seat at the end of the kitchen table, both hands bunched into fists out in front of him. His jaw was set tightly, his expression one of determination and a slight sliver of fear.
"Ready for...what, Caleb?" Peyton's father, Daniel, asked him as he folded up the Sunday newspaper and tucked it under the lip of his breakfast plate, giving Caleb his undivided attention.
"I'm ready to go to the police about what happened," he replied evenly, his ice green eyes flickering over each of their faces. He didn't say a word more, which was usual for him, Peyton had come to realize.
"What brought this on, hon?" Her mother asked curiously, voicing Peyton's very own thoughts.
Caleb inhaled deeply, fortifying himself for what he had to say. "It's been eighteen years that I've kept this to myself." He swallowed hard and locked eyes with Peyton. "I just want to get this over with. I'm ready to move on. I have reasons to now." Caleb then turned his gaze to Daniel. "I just want to be part of a family again. A
real
family."
Daniel pushed aside his plate and leaned forward on sinewy forearms to regard Caleb seriously. "Firebug," Daniel began, using his nickname for Caleb, "you've been a part of this family the moment my daughter let you into this house. Lola, Peyton, and I are behind you on this every step of the way. Finish your breakfast and we'll take you to the station."
Caleb's gaze went inward, his expression guarded. Peyton straightened up a little at the sight of his hackles rising and quickly struggled for something to say to put Caleb at ease.
"I'll take him," she said quietly. All three of them looked at her in surprise. The gratitude in Caleb's gaze told Peyton she had done the right thing, but both her parents looked disheartened to be taken out of the loop. "Why don't the two of you get in touch with Janssen?" she suggested to them, giving them a soft smile that would (hopefully) placate them. "He can put this on file for us."
Oskar Janssen was not only one of the best state attorneys in Maine, but also a close friend of her parents, having gone to university with Daniel. If they could trust anyone with something as important as Caleb's testimony, it was him.
Daniel understood the implication of Peyton's words first, quickly cutting off Lola before she could raise hell about being not included in something this important.
"That's fine. We'll be here when you get back, alright?" he told Caleb, who merely nodded and relaxed his bunched fists.
Peyton warred with her pride and nervousness as she poured the rest of her espresso down the sink. "Let me change clothes and we'll go," Peyton told Caleb, kissing his cheek as she passed by him, unthinking.
Daniel choked on his coffee and Peyton's face flushed in embarrassment. Caleb smiled and winked at her before tucking into his meal. Peyton hurried up the stairs before Lola could get in on the gag.
Since the kiss in the guest bedroom -- officially Caleb's bedroom now -- Peyton had kept her distance from Caleb. The kiss, five weeks ago today, had, naturally, been on her mind ever since. With the arrival of her parents, distancing herself had been rather easy, as from the time Caleb woke to the time they went to bed Lola and Daniel were by his side, chipping away at Caleb's icy shell. Seeing the results of their work had put Peyton's soul and sanity at sincere risk.
The problem was that Peyton never knew where she stood with Caleb. The first week at the Barn, he had fluctuated between avoiding her like a plague and challenging her over things as simple as clothes washing. The second week had been a bit better -- he actually made conversation and snapped at her less often. By the third week, Caleb seemed more comfortable with her, but it was obvious that the two of them were on thin ice. Caleb seemed to be waiting for any excuse to leave, any at all, and Peyton had to admit his distrust hurt her, even though she knew he couldn't help it.
So, to give Caleb more time to get used to her, she had asked her parents to extend their cruise. Her parents had agreed, rather reluctantly, to stay the few remaining weeks, detouring to Puerto Rico to visit her mother's side of the family in San Juan. In those few precious weeks, Caleb had
finally
begun to relax. But it was nothing compared to the openness he exhibited after Daniel and Lola arrived fresh from the airport only two weeks ago.
The Caleb she had met at the coffee shop was almost a completely different person than the man she knew now. He had grown up, he had opened up, and more importantly, he seemed to ready to live the life he knew he could have. It had been such a beautiful process to watch, even with all the speed bumps along the way.
As beautiful as it was however, it worried Peyton enough that she lost sleep at night. What if, during this miraculous change that Caleb was going through, he began to realize he didn't need Peyton anymore? What if those telling glances he shot in her direction when her parents weren't looking began to occur less and less? What if Caleb's eyes wandered to another girl, someone younger, and someone who he had more in common with? Would Peyton be willing to let him go?
The abrupt sound of knocking jerked Peyton back to reality. "Peyton, are you decent?" called her mother through the bedroom door. Peyton shook her head to mentally clear her thoughts before turning around and opening the door.
Lola smiled warmly and handed Peyton her infamous "dip stick" waffles, or waffles dipped in chocolate on a stick. "You were in such a hurry to scramble out of the way you missed breakfast." Peyton sighed and took the plate of chocolate dipped confectionary. Only her mother would consider carnival food as breakfast.
"Mind if I come in?" Lola asked as Peyton got distracted with the first bite.
"Sure," she said around a mouthful of waffle, moving aside so her mother could enter. Lola came in and shut the door behind her before giving her an impish smile.
Instantly Peyton knew what was coming and swallowed her mouthful of chocolate-coated Belgian waffle. "What is it?" she asked as soon as Lola folded her tanned legs and sat at the edge of Peyton's bed.
"You know," Lola began in an unusually lucid tone and decidedly ignoring Peyton's question, "when I met your father, I knew he was the only man I'd ever marry. I knew that I'd never leave him."
"Well, that's because you're Catholic," Peyton blurted out. Lola laughed brightly and nodded her head.
"True," she agreed, still laughing. "That's part of it, yes. But it wasn't just my beliefs that bound me to your father. You want to know what it was?"
Peyton shrugged, feeling a little uncomfortable and confused at what her mother was getting at. "Sure."
Lola's deep golden eyes, the ones that Peyton had inherited, sparkled. "It was his eyes."