He was standing with his back against the wall trying precariously to juggle a paper plate laden with tempting foods and a glass of wine. His friend and colleague, Mike, was giving the group a detailed account of his younger son's home run that morning. Marc was only half listening to the story. Usually he would have joined in this discussion wholeheartedly, but now he felt restless. He wondered what time it was, but couldn't figure out how to glance at his watch without upsetting his drink. He wanted to get out of here and head home. He had a date. A date with a computer screen. He knew it was silly to get excited about chatting to an unknown person, but it was surprising how much pleasure these small encounters were bringing to his otherwise very routine life.
The annual work Christmas party was an odd mixture of business associates and their wives. People were dressed a little more formally than usual. The room was decorated with streamers and elaborate greenery. The tree this year was a stately Norfolk pine, and the dinner table was a cornucopia of festive foods. He tried to focus again on the conversation, but his mind kept straying. He felt a smile curl the corners of his mouth as he thought about his secret life. His secret lover. No-one would ever suspect. He was the hard working, strait-laced, dependable guy. They would never guess the intimate conversations he had been having with a woman he had never even met. It was this anonymity that gave him the courage to let his spirit fly free and express himself. As his eyes glanced around the crowded room he took in the group of women chatting together, most likely about their children. They were all regaled in their best muumuus with seasonal colours for the occasion.
Suddenly his gaze shifted to the far side of the room. He felt his heart rate quicken for a second as he saw the distinctive profile of a woman he thought he recognised. Someone moved across his line of sight and he chastised himself for being foolish. His eyes were just playing tricks on him because he was looking forward to their little rendezvous on the computer later tonight. Then a space opened in the room once more and he realized she had turned and was staring at him with great intensity. This time he felt his face becoming flushed and he drew in a breath and held it for a moment. Of course it wasn't possible that she could be here, but she looked so like the photo he had seen. The tangle of fair curls and the aquiline nose, and she seemed to be regarding him in a most searching way.
Without another thought he excused himself from the group and placing his plate on a table he started across the room. As he did so he saw her turn and head towards the open doorway. She was wearing a short dress of some kind of slinky blue fabric with an unusual sheen to it. When she walked the dress slid across her buttocks and thighs and changed colours as she passed by the lights on the tree.
Suddenly his passage was interrupted by another one of his colleagues, and he was forced to stop and make polite conversation for what seemed to be an interminable length of time. He drained his glass and excused himself to go and get a refill. He set the glass down on another table and hastily made his way outside. The evening was warm and balmy with the quiet sound of the ocean in the background combining with the gentle rustling of the palm fronds. He waited for a moment letting his eyes adjust to the change of light, and walked towards the low lava rock wall which overlooked the sandy bay. Where was she? Had his imagination just become over-active and he had been seeing things?
He stopped at the wall and looked across the beach to the water's edge. Was that a figure out there alone? He vaulted over the wall sinking into the deep sand below. He saw an unmistakable back view with the soft moonlight creating a sparkling sheen on the dress, she was holding her sling back shoes in one hand. He stopped some distance behind her and asked, "Portia?" She turned slowly and looked straight into his eyes, almost as if she was looking deep into his soul. Then she smiled and said, "Eric, glad you could make it."
It was as if a coil was attached to his chest, drawing him forward with a great magnetic force. He walked forward as if in a dream state, and then reached out tentatively with his hand and touched her bare arm. It definitely felt like a real person, but somehow he couldn't quite grasp the reality. Her green eyes were bright and smiling as she regarded him, and he felt the magnet drawing him even closer. His hands reached out and slipped around her waist pulling her gently towards him. He inhaled deeply and breathed in the scent of freshly washed hair, and just savored the feel of soft feminine skin against his own. He could feel the fabric of his pants stretch as he began to grow within, and with extreme effort he stepped back, saying, "We can't do this, my wife is inside."
Portia smiled broadly at him now and replied, "But we can, Eric. This is merely a fantasy and we can do anything we want, be whoever we choose. Nobody will know except us."