Samantha did not go quietly. She had tried to maintain the mental distance she had found earlier, but the moment the guards had lead her naked into the courtyard, and she had seen the so-called altar she was going to be chained to, she panicked. Telling herself over and over that she was merely a tool, and that the crowd of men who were packed within the surrounding loggia were only interested in Cam's performance, had lost it's power to calm her.
She didn't have a chance of escape, but she fought anyway, and the guards were forced to use the magnetic manacle controls, locking her wrists together so they could pull her bodily into the courtyard. But even then, she kicked and wriggled and tried to make it as difficult for them as possible. Until the guards dragged her past the rope enclosure within which the Captain of the Guard and the Royal Vizier stood on either side of the King.
The King glanced at her and, for a brief moment, they made eye contact. Without thinking, she stopped struggling and fell to her hands and knees. "Your Majesty, please!" she begged him, hating herself for doing it but willing to swallow her pride if it roused his sympathy. "Use another slave! I won't give you any more trouble, I swear!"
But the King simply turned away, ignoring her as though she did not exist, and the guards grabbed her upper arms and yanked her to her feet again. Not taking any more chances, they decided to carry her the rest of the way and, stunned by the King's callous indifference, Samantha didn't realize what was happening until she felt the cool, hard stone of the altar against her back.
"No!" she shouted, sitting up and pushing violently away from the guards. But it was no use. With an arm around her waist like a vise, one of the guards shoved her forcefully down onto her back and her head hit the stone altar with a hollow thud.
Pain, like a burst of light, exploded in her brain and the edges of her vision darkened as the courtyard lurched around her in a lopsided circle. Her head reeling and feeling suddenly nauseous, she was unaware of her arms being stretched over her head as they locked each of her wrist manacles to the chains at the top of the altar.
The cool rush of air between her thighs as they forced her legs apart instantly revived her, however, and she managed to get one last kick in before they bent her legs over the side of the altar and locked each of her ankle manacles in place. With the sound of the double click of the locks, the rest of the guards let go of her and stepped back. Immediately, she heaved with all her might against the restraints and gasped when spikes of pain shot up her legs and down her arms.
She was going nowhere. Her joints and bones would break before the chains and manacles that held her limbs firmly in place. Completely immobile, her hips perched on the edge of the altar, her legs spread wide open, she could no longer fight what was going to happen. So she closed her eyes and simply breathed, in and out, in and out, her breathing growing deeper, slower with each passing moment. With each passing moment, wondering when The Challenge would begin. With each passing moment, feeling her anxiety build upon itself.
Slowly becoming aware of the dozens of conversations going on all around her, she tried to hear what was being said, but there were too many male voices talking at once for anything to make sense.
"... Cambion will..."
"... easily by midnight..."
"... hasn't been, but the game..."
"... Security Force will issue..."
"... I do not..."
"... confident that..."
And then the dull roar of the men's conversations suddenly hushed, and she knew that Cam had finally walked into the courtyard.
She squeezed her eyes shut even tighter, fighting the urge to lift her head and look at him, to plead with him not to go through with the barbaric ritual, but also to see his face, his eyes, to know what he was thinking and what he intended to do.
What was he going to do? She had adamantly avoided that question, not wanting to dwell on the reality of what was going to happen, but now it pounded insistently through her brain, demanding an answer. Would he touch her at all before he began fucking her? Would he be gentle? Forceful? Impersonal? Would he finish quickly, or would it take him a while? Was he even aroused? Would it hurt?
It had been so long for her. But he didn't know that. He didn't know that there had only ever been one man in her life. He didn't understand how wrong, how demeaning to Fletcher's memory, it was that he of all men should be the next one to... to...
A scream of rage and frustration reverberated silently through Samantha's head. She couldn't even think it! It was going to happen to her, very soon, and she couldn't even say the words to herself!
She felt tears sting her eyes and she willed herself back into control. She concentrated on her breathing again. She concentrated on relaxing her body, feeling her back sink into the impervious stone of the altar, feeling her wrists and ankles melt into the unyielding metal of the manacles. She concentrated on projecting her mind above her body, above the courtyard, above the crowd of men and the dense jungle and the planet itself. She was flying through the stars. Flying toward her favorite place. The lights and shapes of the Firestorm Nebula moving in a dance of color, like flame, like life. She concentrated, concentrated...