He had her permission to jerk off. No, he had her encouragement and a promise that if he didn't come until told he could see her fuck herself. Well, if that wasn't about two dozen Christmases come early, he didn't know what was. He eyed that silly little tattoo on her bicep while she took another sip of her wine. Not only was it cute, it reminded him of something. Some important piece of information attached to that Party Raccoon was itching at the back of his mind. She took a breath and began.
"After a week of finding out all the ways I like to fuck, my beautiful doctor comes home. And she comes home horny. I know she wants to be with her husband. Maybe even me. Maybe both. Maybe at the same time but I'd gained an awful lot of confidence while she was gone. All the ways I'd made her husband come got me thinking real hard. About a lot of things, actually, and something in me just knew she'd be the one to answer my questions. And I needed them answered as quickly as possible. But how do you approach that? Do you let her sit down and have her breakfast before asking, 'Hey, how do you feel about me pegging your husband?' Or do you let her shower first? Maybe go join her?"
She laughed and set her bottle between her legs so she could gather her hair behind her and let it fall. She was uncomfortable, but why? For a moment, his dick was forgotten. He leaned as far forward as he could, wanting to watch her closer.
"I think she would've asked first how the week was. So I tell her. I'm a kid she let roam her candy store so I'm talking about a mile a minute as I tell her everything and then I'd naturally progress to all the other things I was curious about. Spanking. Bondage. Those are the things I know about the most but I'd heard of a few other things over the years. My friend once told me she had a boyfriend who'd wear this thing on his," she took a small intake of breath, her eyes flickered to him. She knew if she didn't say it he'd either tease her or say it first. Maybe both. Probably both. So, she spits out, "penis. Kept it from getting hard. She told me that while we were at her house eating brunch after church and then she told me about pegging and flogging and puppy play and orgasm denial and showed me her closet of leather outfits."
Something in her expression unnerved him. Something in her words itched at the back of his mind. "You two were close, huh?" He put some mirth into his words, not wanting to break her stride but needing to scratch that itch.
She nodded. "We were closer than I've been with anyone else. It's why I think I was okay with hearing all of that," she laughed a little, it sounded like music, like the start of a song, "'nasty talk' as my mom would probably say. It should have been a lot, maybe even too much, but the way she spoke about that boyfriend...I don't know, it was weird how fond she was of someone she wasn't with anymore.
"Maybe there is a little regret hidden in this story. That I never asked more. I was so curious. Not just about the kinky stuff or even sex. I think I was curious about life. She always seemed so full of it. Until she wasn't." She laughed uncomfortably. "You always think you have more time with someone." He nodded. Something about what she said deepened that itch. There was something so important in them.
He tried to push it aside, he was here for her, not the other way around. He took a drink of his beer, hoping it'd distract him. "So, yeah I regret not being brave enough to ask her more. Here was this person holding her hand out to show me everything I'd missed and I put my hands so deep in my pockets I'm not sure they'll ever come back out. I don't think I'd want to, y'know,
watch
her or anything but I would like to know more."
"You ever thought about just looking up some porn?"
"Porn?" She stared at him, wide-eyed and open mouthed. "What is that?"
"I-" He felt his face flush but if she didn't know he was happy to explain, maybe get a blush out of
her
. Then she started smiling, an eyebrow raised. "You're fucking with me?"
"For sure." She laughed. "I don't know...just didn't seem allowed. I read some, um,
spicy
stories here and there but never had much of an imagination so I couldn't really visualize what the characters were doing. Just figured that kind of stuff wasn't for me and moved right on.
"So," She pulled her legs up onto her chair. He watched her thigh muscles tense and relax and it put that little itch out of his mind. His eyes traced the demarcation between her underwear and the flesh of her ass. He could swear his mouth was watering now. "I would ask my doctor about all of that. And she would light up like Christmas. In this story, she wolfs down the rest of her breakfast and takes my hand. Her husband's already in the room, unpacking her bags for her and he's a bit surprised to see us.
"She tells him she's gonna pick something out of the black closet for me. He lights up like she did. She takes me to one of the three doors on the west wall of her room and when she opens it there's this intoxicating smell of leather and something else I'm not yet familiar with. We plunge into this closet of sleek, black clothing and she grabs a few items. She tells me to try em on. The first thing is this leather skirt that comes down to maybe mid thigh and it's got a big honking slit up the side. I tie it on under my night dress and show it off a little. Feels like I'm in one of those makeover montages where the geeky love interest is trying on clothes at the mall. We giggle over the skirt and how it makes my legs look longer than they are. Then she pushes this rigid black thing at me. It's a corset of soft leather with some serious boning. I've never put one on before so she helps me.
"She tells me to take off my night dress and I hesitate. She asks again but her voice is different. Commanding. Without another thought my arms are moving and in just a flash I'm standing there half naked. Nothing she's not seen before but it feels different now in the black closet. She takes some time to look at me, her head tilted and a little smile on her face. Then she has me turn around. She touches me more than she needs to, making sure my breasts are settled nicely before she sets to fastening the back of the corset. Then she tightens it and all that talk of them being uncomfortable is proven bullshit. I feel my shoulders pulled back, my spine straightened, my," another little hesitation, "tits are higher and they look so inviting wrapped in black."
He imagined it. Imagined her looming over him in a tight leather corset. He imagined her foot on his chest and her pussy just barely out of sight in the shadows underneath that skirt. She took a drink, an allowed pause, before continuing.
"She'd turn me around to get a good look at me and in this story she looks proud, like she's finally found a suitable protΓ©gΓ©. We find some shoes that go with the outfit but I can't walk in em so we settle on some black boots with a chunky heel. Finally, she hands me this leather thing with a bunch of...you know what a flogger is?"
He nodded, afraid to speak for fear of breaking her stride.
"Of course you do, prevent." She smiled at him before taking another drink and pushing on with her story. "So she hands me a flogger and says that completes the look. We walk out of that closet and I swear her husband's jaw drops to the floor. She asks him if I've earned the outfit yet and
my
jaw drops a bit when he shakes his head. She hums and asks if I think I've earned the outfit. I have to be honest so I say no because I have no idea what that even means. I say as much as she nods like she was expecting that answer. Now," she shifted in her chair, "I won't say
how
I know this but I know that you can't just jump right into being a dominatrix, you've gotta learn the rules and you've gotta build trust and it's gotta go both ways.
"She crosses her arms over her chest and nods to herself, making her mind up about something. She looks at her husband and says, 'I think our friend here is a visual learner. Don't you?' Her husband nods, 'I do, but she's a fast learner. She may just need to watch once before she's ready.' My doctor makes a little noise in the back of her throat like she's humming. She uncrosses her arms and takes hold of my hands to lead my back into that closet.