When I see you I am overwhelmed by your warmth. The smile on your face is so infectious, spreading to all those around you ..like a fire spreading through dry grass.
I find myself cheerful and full of energy and wanting to say things ..I know I could/should not say.. so I thought perhaps I would leave you an escape to ponder in a quiet moment.
I go to bed each night and think about you ..let me tell you of such a night ...
I am laying there ..I think to myself .. If I made love to you ..what would I want to do ... and I imagined how you might react ..what you would feel like ..how you would smell ... what your lips would taste like ...
The thought of you and I on our white sandy beach keeps coming to my mind.. The warm sand tickling between our toes.. it really is a perfect evening ..I imagine you wearing a white one piece swimsuit ..with a silk wrap draping over your shoulders ..wavering in the gentle breeze.. hiding just enough of your body to make me wonder... we walk slowly arms around each others waists ..my hand low on your back .. as close as I dare ..
After some time we find a nice spot ..lay down a blanket made for two, I sit down and you in turn sit down in front of me ..leaning back against me for support .. I am so exhilarated from the closeness ..
The sun is setting over the ocean ... the glow shimmers across the water hypnotizing us as it seems to be alive dancing with an energy of its own..we pause ..watching intently.. it seems we are completely alone ..no one else in the world exists ..only us and this mysterious dance of the setting sun..
I pull my attention away from the shimmering ocean ..because something more beautiful calls to me ...I look upon you ..you don't notice me admiring you ..such a beauty.. full of grace ..you continue to watch the setting sun .. I feel myself drawn to you like a moth to a light ...I slowly bring my hand up and brush away a small wisp of hair hanging over the edge of your eye .... my action breaks the trance you are in ..and you slowly turn your head to look my way ..as you begin to turn you feel my warm breathe upon your neck ..then my lips touching down.. kissing your neck softly ..you pause enjoying the feeling...
I put my hands on your shoulders ...you do not object ...then I start to explore your neck and shoulders with my hands.. just feeling.. your eyes closed and your head tilted back a lil ..
I continue with soft kisses on your neck ... and you sigh a little sigh ...I continue to kiss and nibble your neck ..your shoulders ..you smell intoxicating ...