Jennifer had woken up late. She couldn't remember the last time she had slept so soundly, and on the couch no less. As she showered the memory of last night and its intensity, caused a small tingle in her crotch. She wished she were not already late, she would like to scratch that itch. In the past masturbation had simply been a means to an end, but now it was not just about achieving a very intense ending but also the whole eroticism that lead up to it. She was late for work though, so Jennifer quickly showered, dressed as conservatively as usual and left.
The whole drive to work, and indeed the day at work, Jennifer found it very difficult to concentrate. Her mind was constantly preoccupied with thoughts of last night. The surprising intensity with which what she had seen had affected her, her own reaction and the "door" she now felt opening. Jennifer had always wanted the perfect marriage, 2 kids, white picket fence and a dog kind of life. She knew she still did. But now she was feeling a new desire. A desire for sex. The kind of sex you can't have with a spouse. The kind you can't have with someone you "know". She had loved how messy she had become and how secretly slutty she had felt last night. She realized this new aspect would need to be explored and quenched before she could pursue the white picket fence. She also knew she wouldn't be able to satisfy it with simple masturbation. She would need contact. Who and where she wasn't sure, but she could read the book Terri had given her for ideas. That would have to wait though. Tonight she would return the movie she had rented and get one focused on real people caught in the act. Her mind again returned to last night. She felt her nipples stiffen and the new familiar feeling of dampness in her crotch. Jennifer spent the rest of the day desperately trying to concentrate.
After a lifetime the day was finally over. Now it was time to follow through with her plan and return the movie. The drive to the bookstore was an event. Jennifer was to mentally distracted to concentrate. She could barely drive, the butterflies continued to grow in her stomach and her legs had a funny quiver. Also, as was becoming the norm, her pussy was moist and she could feel the increasing heat in the crotch of her pantyhose. Her nervousness, however, prevented her from being truly excited.
Arriving at the bookstore, Jen attempted to compose herself and quickly darted in. Terri was at the counter and greeted Jennifer with a mischievous smile. "See anything you liked", she asked. "Well", Jennifer started slowly, feeling somewhat uncomfortable talking about it, "I didn't like the acting but I did like the couple in the park...and …the girl touching herself". "Why was that"? Terri asked, seemingly genuinely curious. "Well, I liked the couple in the park because of the realism. I just wished the quality were better. And the woman…I'm not sure. I just liked it". Jennifer realized she was to shy to tell her why. Terri just smiled and said. "Well, let's see what we have that you may like. After a minute, Terri produced two movies. "I've never seen these before but they are new enough that the quality should be pretty good but you can preview them if you'd like". Jennifer admitted not knowing what she meant. "In the back to your right are the preview booths". "Oh, are those the peep shows I've heard about"? Jennifer interrupted." "No, those are to the left. Stay away from there. No offense, but you are to naïve to go there. You would get eaten alive. Stay to the right and go into the first booth you see. Watch it for a while and see what you think".
Jennifer headed for the entrance under the arcade sign. She hoped her nervousness didn't show. Her legs felt like lead and her whole body was tingling from the adrenaline. As she stepped through the entrance, she couldn't help but glance to her left. She saw a dark hallway; a few lights over what she thought were doorways, and a few shadowy figures. Jennifer quickly darted to her right and into the first booth she came to. Quickly she closed the door and fumbled to get it locked before looking around.
The booth was simple enough; four walls, a bench barely wide enough to fit two people and a TV on the opposite wall. The booth looked clean enough, so Jen sat down. As the movie started, Jennifer thought she heard footsteps outside the door and was sure she saw a shadow pass underneath. The movie began showing 900 # ads and she tried focusing on the screen rather than the, now obvious, footsteps outside. Jennifer found a fast forward button and used it to get to the beginning of the movie. Her heart was pounding as it was now obvious people were outside her booth listening and Jennifer could not focus. The movie began with a camera looking through a window into a back yard where a couple was tanning naked. The picture quality was good but she was still to distracted to concentrate. Jennifer spread her legs and reached her hand under her skirt, rapidly rubbing on her pussy through her pantyhose to try to get something started. "Besides", she told herself, " I would love to put on a show for them". It was no use. As the couple on screen began touching each other, Jennifer quickly stood up, opened the door, and headed for the exit actually bumping into someone on the way. She meant to head for her car, but in her haste, turned the wrong way. She spotted Terri at the counter and, in an attempt to rid her self of the feeling of someone following her, headed in that direction. Seeing Jennifer's flushed look, Terri came out to meet her, took her hands and led her back behind the counter. "Are you ok"? "Did someone hurt you" "Did someone touch you"? Jennifer could only shake her head in response. The release of adrenaline combined with her own self-disappointment in not being able to stay, had her on the verge of tears. Terri waited patiently for Jen to compose herself. Eventually, Jennifer composed herself, "I'm just upset. I got nervous. I heard people outside the booth and panicked and left". "That's ok" Terri said with a confused look. "You can just watch the movies at home". That's not it"! Jennifer said. Jennifer then began to tell Terri how conventional her life was and how she had enjoyed the pure lust of last night. How she had felt something change and how she had enjoyed it the dirtier her thoughts had become and, finally, how determined she had been to continue that in the booth. "Maybe you not that type of person. Maybe you are the conventional type", Terri said. "I am the conventional type", replied Jennifer. " I always have been and always will be. But right now I want…maybe even need to explore this first". Terri thought for a second then wrote something on a piece of paper and handed it to Jennifer telling her to put it in her purse. Jennifer did as she said and then asked what it was. "Your guardian", replied Terri. Jen looked confused and again asked what she meant. "That is David's number. He is a tall handsome guy I know. If you are serious about exploring this you can call him and he will help you out. He will keep you safe but help you explore new ideas". "So he is a male prostitute", Jennifer asked? "No. We all have our turn ons. For David, his are helping others get off. Watching and helping them explore their own sexuality. He is a really good friend of mine and a good guy. There is only one thing, before he agrees to help, he will want to see three pictures of you. At least one showing your face and two showing you nude. "Why"? Asked Jen, now getting nervous again. "Because he will want to see them before agreeing to help you". Jennifer felt herself pulling away and simply said "OK I'll think about it" and headed for her car. In the parking lot Jennifer realized she was pulling away from last night and closing the door that she recently felt opening. In a desperate attempt to keep it open she got up and ran in and told Terri she would call him but had no pictures and no way to get them. Terri offered to take them for her and Jennifer agreed. They arranged to meet at Jen's house and after setting a time and giving directions Jennifer left.
That night and the next day at work were incredibly long. Jennifer changed her mind and changed it back multiple times. Finally arriving home, she didn't even change, instead quickly pouring herself a glass of wine. Halfway through her second glass of wine, Terri arrived. After some small talk, Terri suggested Jen change into a robe and they would get started.
When Jennifer had changed, Terri explained that she had seven pictures in her Polaroid. The first five would be clothed and the last two would be undressed. Jennifer nodded her agreement. Terri stood up and quickly took a picture without Jennifer being ready. This prompted some laughter, which helped Jen relax a little. The next three were with her sitting and smiling, concentrating on her face, followed by one of her standing. Terri then asked Jen to drop her robe. Quickly Jennifer did and Terri took a picture. "Turn sideways". She did and Terri again took a picture. "OK. All done". It had been quicker and easier than she had thought it would be…but she still wanted more wine.
As she pulled on her robe, Terri said, "Hey! You forgot to pick a movie yesterday. I brought them with me so you can pick one out while we look at you pictures". Jennifer agreed and put in a movie, sat beside Terri and poured a glass of wine for each. Terri put the two nudes in her purse without showing them to Jen saying that no one liked they way the looked nude. Jennifer reluctantly accepted that and picked out the remaining picture she thought best showed her face.
