***This is part 2 of 3***
When the morning sun hit her, the headache came on. The pain in her head was slight and there was no nausea. Laura knew she did not drink that much but she still felt tired. The memory of last night was there as she was in the bathroom relieving herself of the alcohol. When she felt Sebastian's sperm dripping out, the fear of last night took a hold of her senses.
"What did I fucking do? Oh, my Fucking God, I can't believe I let him fuck me," she said to herself, wanting to scream knowing that she let him unload his large spray of fertile sperm deep in her.
Putting on a shirt and sweats, Laura descended the stairs thinking about what to say to him. She knew that she slept like a baby after he finished in her too. Telling him that she had enough orgasms last night to properly satisfy her needs for a month came to her, but she felt embarrassed to say it.
She also knew that he needed to know the bad news that she was not on birth control and the morning after pill was not an option for her. The sensation of fear was mixed with the guilt of enjoying it. She never knew it could feel so amazing either.
"Did he know that he should ask a girl where to finish when having sex without protection?" She thought in her head as she recalled all the times she demanded her ex boyfriends use condoms.
He was downstairs on his computer when she got to the base of the stairs. He turned his head quickly before getting up. "You're up. Do you need something? Some coffee, breakfast or maybe some medicine?"
She did not know if she should be angry with him or thanking him for last night. He was being sweet and kind, but she still knew he had sex with her and came inside of her. "Morning...no..I am good. We have to talk though."
"Sure," he answered with his chipper voice and sat down at the kitchen table while pulling his phone out to silence it.
"You didn't use protection last night. I really wasn't expecting you to put your dick in me either."
Sebastian stood up and his face turned white. "Oh God...Oh God. I am so sorry. Please...please...I didn't mean it. I thought you wanted me to do it. I really thought it was what you wanted. Ohhhnoo. One of the videos I watched said sometimes a guy needs to just act. Shit...shit, shit."
She watched him walk in a circle as he seemed to be having a nervous breakdown. She did not know if it was because he came inside of her or that they had sex. He then turned to her with the most scared looked on his face like he was looking at a ghost. "I am so sorry for raping you last night."
Laura could not help but smile as she knew he was overreacting. "You didn't rape me last night. I was drunk and horny, and you were there. It was nothing but harmless sex. We already planned on doing something sexual anyway so you can calm down. I just didn't expect you to cum inside of me."
As he sat down, she got up to pour herself some coffee. She looked over at him still breathing hard. He then looked at her. "I really didn't mean to finish in you. It was just that I couldn't pull out, it felt so good."
"Well let's hope nothing happens because I am not on birth control. I don't think we should do it again either. I also feel that you don't need my help anymore either," Laura added as she now wondered how his stamina held up last night. She knew he paused a lot during sex and went down on her again, but he still held out long enough to give her an amazing climax.
As she poured the coffee, she knew it was like a breakup. Even though they were not dating, she felt that he probably had an attachment to her, and things went too far. It was not a matter of being fun or enjoying the feel of his hot cum on her tits, but what it was going to lead to.
"Do you think we could...date?"
The urge to say no sarcastically came to her but with him being kind and sweet he didn't deserve that. She knew deep down he deserved a woman that would love his quirks and bad social skills. He was never once mean to her and being mean to him now would be so wrong.
"I don't think that is a good idea. It was fun while it lasted and...and you got lucky with me. You do have that going for you. You will forever have the memory of having sex with me." She secretly hoped that her response would build his esteem up and not tear him down.
His eyes showed remorse but there were no tears. "So last night was a onetime thing and we are not doing the Friday handjob?"
Laura gave a small smile thinking he really didn't need help at all and that his real help was in his social skills. "I don't think you need it. If we continued, it would not be me helping you but me just jerking you off for pleasure."
"Okay. Are you still going to wear skimpy outfits around the house?"
She looked at him with a confused smile. He did not bring up her leaving the house and she felt her rent free living was safe and that all he asked for was her to show off her body to him. It was not like he was asking for sexual favors she thought.
Laura knew it was harmless and he was the type of person to not be aggressive about it. "Yeah...I will still wear tight revealing outfits for you. I don't know about your friends though, but I can still do it only for you. Just don't ask for anything else though."
With the awkward conversation over, she switched the topic to a lighter subject. Sebastian did not mention anything about last night and Laura felt relieved that he did not ask if he was good or if she enjoyed it. She knew that question would have prompted more questions and might have brought up answers that she did not want to give.
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The rest of the weekend was chilling on her couch and watching TV. It was something she did not do in awhile but the need to slow down and relax came to her. Not wanting to think about what happened, she decided mindless TV was the best choice for it.
Monday turned into Tuesday and Laura felt like she was in her groove again. Sarah told her that she kissed the guy and let him finger her but nothing else. Laura made sure she did not slip up and tell her friend that Sebastian fucked her. Or that she orgasmed hard from it and that he didn't use a condom and pumped her full of his load. As much as she knew she enjoyed it, she did not want other people to know.
Wearing tight revealing outfits was not something she really made an effort to do as the clothes were naturally tight on her chest and she enjoyed wearing leggings. Knowing that Sebastian was going to get excited again came to her, but she hoped that he could contain himself.
It was Friday when she got home late to see Sebastian cooking dinner. She had no idea what he was up to and he seemed to be off his computer more and always attentive to her when she was not upstairs.
Not knowing what he was up to, she felt compelled to figure out what he was up to. She walked in wearing her skirt, high heels and blouse from work not bothering to change when she sat down at the table.
"I got to ask. You have been cooking for me all week, what's up with you?"
He turned around smiling and put a pot of spaghetti on the table. "I wanted to make you happy is all."
Laura felt sad for him as he seemed to be putting in so much effort to impress her. She knew he was probably having a hard time understanding why she didn't want to date him even after they had sex. Laura felt a pit in her stomach knowing she needed to be careful in not breaking his delicate self-esteem.
Laura gave a small smile wanting to make him understand that he was a really nice guy, but not what she wanted in a man to date. "You have made me happy though. You let me stay here and really helped me out when I needed it. I am so grateful to you."
He gave a sad look when he replied, "I know, but I wanted another chance with you. I just know if you let me, I could really do it right this time."
Laura tilted her head not understanding what he meant, but thought it was about being a couple which she knew they were never going to be together. "What do you mean another chance with me? We were not dating to break up."
"Not that, I know we did not date. I mean when we did it. I know if you let me, I can do it right the second time."
Laura could not hold back the smiling laugh she had. She also felt guilty knowing that she made him think he didn't make her orgasm. The time to confess boiled in her conscious and she knew she needed to tell him the truth. The fear it could make her sound like a slut also came to her as she thought about the right way to explain it to him.
"Oh, my God. Really? I will tell you this just one time. You were fine. You are going to make some girl very, very happy," Laura answered, trying not to blush or admit that she had an earth shattering orgasm when he fucked her.
"So, you liked it? I did everything right?" Sebastian pushed for a deeper answer.
Her face went red and she knew she was cornered. "If I tell you, then we are never going to discuss it again and...you are not going to ask again."
"Yes...I promise."
Laura bit her tongue a little to stop from smiling and to help her not blush as she knew she was going to admit to liking him fucking her before. "I came...when we had sex...I orgasmed okay?"
"Did you like it when I went down on you though?" Sebastian pushed again.
"Yes...I came when you went down on me too," she admitted, hoping he would get the hint that she came multiple times and not having her admit to it.
Laura grabbed the plate and gave him a look that she did not want to talk more about it. "Can we eat now without thinking about what we did?"
Sebastian grabbed his plate and she saw a hint of a smile. He then brought up a project he was working on and asked for advice on pitching it to an investment firm. Laura enjoyed the distraction from talking about sex and offered him advice on how to dress and how to approach the meeting.
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