A further chapter in the story of the unlikely relationship between the beautiful blond heiress, Tara Hawthorne, and me, Seth Johnson, a poor kid from the wrong side of the tracks, during Christmas break in our sophomore year in college. At the time, Tara was nineteen, and I was twenty. You will have to read the first two parts of this story to understand this one. Warning: As is usually the case with my stories, this one is pretty long.
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After I had gone soft in Tara's beautiful pussy, I reluctantly withdrew and cuddled up next to her on the lounge chair.
"Seth, do you believe in sudden love?" Tara asked.
"What do you mean by sudden love?"
"It's the only way I can express it. What I feel for you can't be called love at first sight, since I spent most of this past semester trying to ignore you because I didn't think you were good enough for me. We grew up in completely different economic and social situations."
"Go on," I said.
Tara continued, "My family is old-money rich, and my parents both earn enough money now to have this mansion, our staff, a yacht, and all the other trappings of wealth without touching even the interest from their investments and inheritances, let alone the principle. I could live in outlandish luxury for my entire life without ever earning a penny on my own.
"You, on the other hand, are lower working class. I took one look at that contrast between ourselves and dismissed you completely. I actually went out of my way to belittle you and to be mean to you. Even last night, when you found me in my wrecked car, I was really nasty to you when all you were trying to do was help me. I confess that I even enjoyed knowing that my attitude irritated you. It was my snobby bitch persona trying to convince me that I was better than you. After the last twenty-four hours, everything has completely changed. Suddenly, I think I'm falling in love with you."
I lay there, looking at her perfect face and her perfect nude body. I remembered everything about every encounter we had ever had, from the first time I saw her at the beginning of the semester, through our light flirtations during the first few days I knew her, the disdain she showed me after she found out we were different, the terror we had survived last night, the meetings with her parents, right up to this moment when her juices were drying on my face and my cock, and a small drip of my cum was leaking from her vaginal opening. I struggled to express myself.
"Tara, I don't know what to say. I've think I've always wanted to love you from the moment I first saw you. It was probably pretty obvious to you, since I don't have much of a poker face. When you shut me down, it hurt me pretty badly, but, as I already told you, that's in the past. I have never been one to live in the past, and I don't want to start doing that now."
Tara was smiling at me, looking deep in my eyes while lightly stroking my chest with her fingernails. I said, "Right at this second, I want to let myself fall in love with you, but I don't want to be hurt again. I told you how devastated I was this past summer when my ex-girlfriend cheated on me with a guy I had thought was a good friend. I'm not dwelling on that anymore, and I'm certainly not comparing you to her, because that would be unfair, and I'm not that sort of person."
At that point, Tara leaned in for a light kiss, and then pulled back to listen.
I said, "But, I have to ask myself if what we both seem to be feeling isn't colored by our relief at having survived our experience with Zeke. If that's all it is, and I hope it's not, these feelings will wear off. One or both of us will want to move on alone. It will be easier on both of us if we don't let our feelings get carried away too quickly. I don't ever want to hurt you, but I'm going to have to ask you to let us just live in the moment for now. I can't let myself tell you that I love you right now. Please, Tara, can we let our feelings flow and grow naturally? Can you deal with that without hating me?"
Tara smiled at me, then almost laughed. "Men! Now I know why my parents like you so much. You're so analytical and logical, just like my Dad. He never does anything without dissecting and examining it, mulling it over, formulating a plan of discovery and action, and then executing his plan meticulously. That's why he's so good at the practice of law. He makes intelligent, informed decisions about every case presented to him. He rejects the ones he doesn't think have merit, and then throws his entire being into the ones he believes can be won. He's never lost a case, you know. Never."
Tara continued, "In your own way, you're just like him. I love him completely. He is my hero, almost a god in my eyes. I can just imagine him saying the same things you just said. I agree with you. You're right. What we seem to be feeling may be sort of an adrenalin crash or something. A lot of me thinks there's way more to it than that, but if we want to be true to ourselves, we should just take this one day at a time. I don't like it, but I understand that it's for the best. At the very least, though, we'll always have today. If it never goes any farther, I can make myself accept that. I want you to know, though, that the last twenty-four hours have changed me for the better."
"How?" I asked.
"You've made me realize how selfish and immature I've been. My parents didn't raise me to be a snob. They tried to teach me by example to be generous and accepting of others. Remember what I told you about my volunteer work at the children's hospital. I really enjoyed that. I got to appreciate those poor, damaged, desperately ill kids. I learned to see beauty and love in them. Thank God I did, since that's the only reason I was able to see the basic, childlike good in poor Merle. He gave his life trying to save me, simply because I was nice to him and listened to him. The poor bastard didn't have two nickels to rub together, but he gave me the biggest, most valuable gift anyone could ever give."
It was my turn to give her a gentle kiss, and I did. She pulled away and continued talking. She said, "You, too, have shown me compassion and love I had almost allowed myself to forget existed. You insisted on rescuing me from the blizzard, even though I had tried for months to hate you for being 'lower class.' You tried to fight off Zeke, knowing full well you were going to lose. You tried to find a way for me to escape being raped by him, and to save my life. You would have had a much better chance of your own survival if you had turned your back on me or if you had joined him in humiliating and raping me. But your soul is too pure and full of love to let you do that. You're like my parents. You give of yourself. You're protecting me even now, by forcing me not to rush my romantic feelings for you.
"I see now that my sorority sisters almost ruined me. I let them become role models for me. They are all shallow, materialistic, spoiled princesses. I have the money to be accepted by them, and I allowed them to re-shape my personality in their image. They made me forget what's really important in the world -- love, compassion, sharing, and family."
"Speaking of family," I said, "I need to call mine. And we need to get cleaned up and dressed for dinner with yours." Reluctantly, we got dressed. Watching Tara put her clothes on was almost as erotic for me as it had been watching her take them off.
"Dinner is at 7:30," Tara said. We'll shower and dress. I'll meet you at 6:00 in the great room and you can make your phone call. We'll just hang out and talk afterwards until dinner is ready."
"Sounds good to me," I replied.