My best friend and I met three years ago. We had an instant connection unlike I've ever had with anyone else. We became really close, very fast. I'll never meet anyone like him ever again and I'm more than okay with that. We have a very physical friendship. Every time I hug him the first thing that comes out of my mouth is you smell good. He smells better than any guy I've ever known, even if it had been days since his last shower. if we were sitting next to each other id be rubbing his forearms. I would go across the hall to his room and he'd be sitting in his bed facing his TV playing video games and I'd sit at the foot of his bed, against the wall with his legs in my lap and I'd be rubbing his legs. That's his favorite; when I rub the back of his calves.
We'd sneak upstairs in his room when he'd have parties at his house and just sit and talk. For hours we could talk, not thinking about the fact that there are thirty drunk people downstairs probably wondering where we are.
It's been months since we've seen each other. I'm at his house with one of my friends for another party at his house. Him and I have been drinking and stealing looks at each other for the past hour and a half. Both of us pretending like the only thing we don't want to do is go upstairs and lock ourselves in his room and listen to music.
I get a text. "Come up to my room." I stumble up the stairs and think to myself "finally." I open his bedroom door and I find him sitting on the edge of his mattress that sits on the floor, looking at his phone. I turn around and close the door behind me. He turns on his music as I walk over to his desk across the room from him. We start talking while I start to roll a blunt. Im turned diagonally away from him, but I can feel his eyes burning into me as I quietly sing the song. I swivel the chair around so he sees me lick the blunt, put it to my lips and light it. I take a deep drag and hold it in before exhaling slowly hoping the high blurs my wild thoughts about what is probably about to go down. I start another conversation with hopes that we talk long enough for the blunt to go out.
I stand up and take a few steps towards him. He drops his phone by his side. We keep eye contact the entire time as I stand towering over him. We hold eye contact while I put the blunt between his lips. I lean over slightly as I light the blunt for him. My eyes travel down to his lips, and I stare as he takes a drag. He takes the blunt out of his mouth and inhales sharply. As he exhales I go to turn around to go sit back down and he grabs my wrist and pulls me closer. My breath hitches but I keep my composure as I grab the blunt from him and straddle his lap. He leans back putting all of his weight on his left hand while his right finds its way to my hip.