Taking Care of Everything - Ch. 6
Eyes Wide Open
Revised by Aoife
A/N - The below story is fictional and fun. In collaboration with the previous author and at his request, the below and in time, the continuing chapters are all significant rewrites. This is collaboration with the original author. He is aware of the changes and has with them and its publication.
This is a romantic love story. That being said, please know this story contains love and sexual relations and interactions between a man and a woman. In future chapters the love goes into a trio relationship including the love of two women who learn about and grow into their bisexuality. We truly hope you enjoy it.
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"You have a busy day tomorrow, you should go home, get something to eat and get some sleep." She turned and walked out of the office. She mumbled something else but I couldn't hear her.
"I heard you!" I spat at her
She turned over her shoulder and smiled. "No you didn't."
I smiled for the first time in what seemed forever.
I left about a half hour later. Driving home I tried calling Katy, getting her voicemail. I left a message of thanks and appreciation for her care and concern for me. Lastly, I asked if she could meet Friday night for dinner, my treat.
Sadly, our Friday night dinner never happened. It was my fault; I just never called her back to confirm.
I see her face constantly and from time to time, I see Mary lying there on our floor.
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My life was like the instructions on a shampoo bottle. The next few weeks were "Wet, Lather, Rinse, Repeat."
I went to work. I dove in; it allowed me to escape my reality. I would go home and I would attempt to move on. I read articles and books and considered their recommendations. I listened to others' advice but really didn't. Some recommended that you not make any decision in the first year. Great, I thought of a date on the calendar which I didn't need a reminder of to make life decisions. I made a mental note; do not make any decisions before next February. I liked that.
I tried small things, like emptying her makeup drawer in our, scratch that my bathroom. I put away her hairdryer, curling irons, goodness she had a bunch of stuff. I put it all in boxes. God the bathroom and her vanity looked empty and barren.
Sleep still wasn't easy. I would toss and turn. Some nights I slept on the couch, some nights I didn't sleep. Have you ever tried sleeping alone in a king sized bed that was filled for more than twenty years?
Each week I set a plan to do one thing moving forward. I tried to pack some of her clothes, taking them to a women's shelter; most are still in her closet. I dropped off her suits and business clothes at a local veteran's organization to assist returning combat veterans and family members.
One day when I stopped in I met a woman, An Army veteran; she must have been my age. I noticed her lapel pin, it was a Purple Heart pin. She offered a soothing ear and a cup of coffee. When I sat she noticed my prosthetic as my ankle was exposed. She asked I didn't get into details. I just shared it was an IED incident a few years ago.
She knocked on her right leg. "Kindred brother and sister my friend." She was kind and invited me to their monthly chats with others. I appreciated her invite but declined. Months later when her estate was settled, I wrote a check, a donation in Mary's honor asking it to be earmarked for women veterans' education. It wasn't that much but it could help a few.
Weeks turned to months. Clothing was packed and donated. Her books were packed and dropped off at the library. Kelly came and took some of her jewelry, the rest was donated. She was buried with her 'good' jewels.
I walked into the office Thursday seeing it was the last week of August. I wondered where the summer had gone. I hadn't gone anywhere; I was focused on moving this company forward and looking for more success for John, Tara and the team.
No, that was a lie. I had disappeared, purposefully. I heard a knock on my door, Jordan walked part way into my office. She asked if she could speak with me.
"Sure." I responded.
She closed the door and took a few steps forward. Goodness she looked stunning this morning. She was wearing a pencil thin skirt, that truly accentuated her thin waist and beautiful bottom no, scratch that, Jordan had a great looking ass, sculpted to perfection. Her blouse was a matching aqua blue, showing just a bit of cleavage.
I could see the lace outline of her bra through her top. My mind wondered. Good gracious. I wonder how amazing her tits would be wrapped around my cock. Would she swallow my cum if I filled her mouth? Would she whimper in pain or beg for more if I bit down onto her nipples. Wow she had a beautiful pair of breasts.
She sat down in one of the chairs across from my desk.
She exhaled. Wait ... that was not her normal seat. Something was going on. Oh fuck!
It was then I noticed she wasn't carrying my coffee. In her hand she held a folder. It was thin, thin enough to contain a single sheet of paper. I have seen this one or two times in my past, a thin folder, an employee asking to speak with me in private, closing my door, taking a seat across from the desk. It usually meant a resignation.
I immediately started to panic. I thought to myself, please God no, don't resign, don't do it to me, and don't resign. I hadn't changed or at least tried not to change my facial expression.
She crossed then uncrossed and crossed her legs sitting on the edge of the chair.
Jordan took a deep breath and said "We need to talk."
Shit here it comes.
"Ken I am concerned about you. You never go out, you are always working and I haven't put anything personal on your schedule... since ... well you know."
I let out a huge sigh of relief. "Jordan, I can't. I am not ready and there is no way."
I paused looking up. Jordan's eyes widened and she started to grit her teeth. Oh no, there is that look of hers, the one that could melt ice, the one that Mike told me about years ago, the one where she always gets what she wants. I had seen it a few times when traveling and something wasn't right in a reservation or an order not correct.
That was the "I am right and you aren't" look. The "stop and listen to me." look.
I needed to take the upper hand here. Before she could say another word I put my hand up, smiled.
"Jordan, I am not going to discuss this. It is not a topic I am prepared to engage in with you at this point."
I looked straight into her eyes and continued, "I appreciate your concern; I know you mean well. Frankly you mean the world to me but I am not interested in this conversation."
Jordan stood, looked at me. "You, the Vice President, yes,