As I sit at my patio overlooking the gardens and the sunset shimmering off the pool, I sit with my guitar against my body and reflect on all the passionate feelings I have had through the day. Smiling warmly, I twirl the smoke around my cigarette, breathe the smoke in deeply, and exhale as I crush it out in the ashtray. I lift my hands to the neck and strings and release myself to the music inside of me. I always speak best without words. This is my first language. As I begin a Spanish-classical style piece, I see in my head a dimly lit cantina and a beautiful woman dancing with full lips and long black hair cascading over her body. I play as if I were playing to her, wanting her to lose herself in her dancing as if nobody were watching. Her vision is the manifestation of my passions. With my eyes closed, I play my soul out and the guitar vibrates against my body, stimulating every nerve throughout me.
I hear the metal click from the gate and my eyes jump open. I turn over my shoulder to see a smiling woman walking into the yard. She moves as if her feet aren't touching the ground. She is absolutely stunning! With the sun's rays spreading warmly on her skin and the warm breeze softly dancing in her hair, she is almost angelic.
I open my mouth to speak, but she tells me, "Ssh, just keep playing." She draws near to me and I play deeply from my heart to her, as I usually only play when I am alone and this is an unexpected treat. This beautiful stranger leans against a pillar at the edge of the patio and gazes down to me in my chair. "I walk by here every night and hear your music. I had to come and see you playing it." she states in a low, soothing tone.
I change keys into a very emotional minor key and she moves to my side.
"You play with your eyes closed, but could you play blindfolded?"
I only smile at her and continue playing. She moves behind me and I feel her hands moving at the small of my back. Suddenly, I see the fabric of her scarf, which was around her waist, falling around my shoulders. Her soft, feminine hands reach up to my face holding the perfumed fabric and soon I only see vivid sunlit colors and then darkness. As I continue to play, I feel her sweet breath on my neck and chills move up my back as she parts her lips behind my ear, kissing my skin. It is as if she had my hands tied to my guitar because as she asked, I could not stop the music. I was captive.
Her hands slide down the front of my shirt and her fingertips move over my chest, finding my nipples. She starts to suck on my ear and tell me what she has fantasized of and how today had been coming for many weeks.
I was almost intoxicated by the surreality of it all. The soft feel of fabric hit my shoulders again and I started to feel her naked body against my skin. I was playing carefully, imagining how gorgeous she must look there around me. I wanted to see her, but could not. She was now my phantom lover I felt the buttons of my shirt being freed one at a time. She moved around in front of me and slid her nails up the inside of my legs and up to my waist. I moved the guitar upright on my knee. She pulled at the buttons of my faded blue jeans and soon I felt the warm breeze and then her hot breath. This was driving me crazy! She sweetly kissed my hip and man-crease and followed wetly down. I had grown hard and was pulsing. She took me with her hands and stoked me softly. All in a second I felt my manhood enveloped inside her wet, warm mouth and her full, soft lips caressed me passionately. And the band played on.
In a second, she pulls away. I wonder where she is. I try to listen for her through the music, so I play a little softer. I try to use my skin sensitivity to feel her moving in the air. The notes I am playing are muffled to a stop and my pupils constrict as I see a flash of light.