Maggie sat on the window ledge and looked down at the field below. In moonlight, the ground appeared even and lush with seedlings in careful rows. She heard a soft knock at the door. Maggie glanced into the cot, saw the angelic, sleeping face of baby Jo and tiptoed to the door.
'Hello- Oh Davis!' she whispered, throwing her arms about his neck and feeling the hessian bag roughness of his uniform against her cheek. Davis held her firmly in his long, sinewy arms.
'Hullo Maggie' he said then held her back and roamed her face with deep green eyes. 'You grew up these last twelve months.' Maggie laughed with more air than noise, casting a look over her shoulder.
'I'm a mother now, cousin'. He gave a sombre nod.
'May I look at him?' he asked. She stepped back into the darkened room and watched as her tall cousin walked with an uneven limp, leaned over the side of the crib and lowered his hand.
'He's beautiful' he whispered. She joined him and laid an arm over his lower back.
'Yes; when he sleeps all night' she said. Davis straightened.
'Has it been hard on your own Maggie?' he asked holding her shoulders. Maggie shrugged.
'Lonely' she said, 'and exhausting, but if he sleeps through the night, tonight will be his third'. She leaned down, away from Davy's hold and stroked Joe's warm cheek with the back of her finger. When she turned, Davis was sitting on her bed.
Maggie sat beside Davis and rubbed one full breast with an absent forearm.
'How long are you on leave?' she asked. Davis shrugged then let out a slow breath.
'Till my ankle is stronger' he said.
'Hard to believe a war going on when you're out here' Maggie said. Davis put his arm around her waist.
'They're dropping bombs on London every few days' he said. Maggie looked into his eyes.
'Feels like home here' she said.
'Has been often enough' he replied. They stared out the window where light pricked the sky in pinpoints between misted clouds.
'Maria looked everywhere for that crib' Davis said after a moment.
'She did?' said Maggie. Davis nodded. 'She's been lovely but I still need to win your Father over'. Davis snorted.
'He'll fall in love with the little chap; you'll see' he said. Maggie sighed.
'I missed you Davis' she said, and took his hand. 'I thought of you when Robert left me barefoot and ripe as a melon'. Davis squeezed her hand.
'Couldn't believe when I heard' he said, 'broke my ten year old heart'. Maggie leaned her head on the firm shoulder.
'Cousins can't marry' she said, 'even ones that aren't blood'. Davis stroked a strand of hair where it had fallen over Maggie's forehead. 'Anyway' she added, inhaling, 'I'm nineteen now; a mother and you're already a soldier'. She felt Davis press his lips against her forehead. She closed her eyes.
'You will always be my first love Maggie' he said. A wash of emotion caused Maggie's breasts to leak. She cupped them and pressed her palms against the nipples. Davis went still beside her.
'What's wrong; won't I always be your first too?' Maggie murmured in the affirmative.
'Of course' she said. 'It's just these breasts get full then leak like anything when Jo sleeps through'. Davis gave Maggie a sideways glance and she could see the intensity in his moonlit face.
'Oh' he said. He took a deep breath. 'So will you find a husband to take care of the two of you?' Maggie shrugged and eased her arm off her front but felt the damp. She stood.
'Who knows,' she said. 'Now turn your face while I change'. Maggie searched the draw she had only filled the previous morning and pulled out a fresh, cotton night dress.
'You never used to make me turn away' said Davis.
'It's different now' said Maggie pulling the damp garment over her head.
'Why is it different?' asked Davis. Maggie shook her head.
'Just is' she said and turned to face him. He was staring at her. She sighed. He gave her a soft smile.
'Come to me Maggie; let me see how changed you are'. Maggie walked slowly over; the night air caressing on her bare skin. Both breasts throbbed.
'The body of a ruined girl' she said. Davis reached up and held her waist. She closed her eyes at the pleasure of his warm hands.
'You're softer' he said drawing her closer then pulling her sideways onto his lap. She felt the thick fabric of his uniform against the back of her bare legs and bottom, 'shaped more like a woman too'. He kissed her cheek. Maggie wrapped her arms around his shoulders and leaned her temple against his forehead.
'Is been a long time' she said, 'since anyone's held me like this'. He placed his hand on her belly that was still cushiony with the birth.
'How long?' he asked. Maggie thought for a moment.
'Sometime before I birthed' she said. She heard Davis exhale.
'So long' he said. He cupped the fuller of her two breasts in his hand. 'Your breasts are heavy and warm' he said. He leaned down and planted a kiss on the edge of the tight swell. She kissed the top of his head.
'You'll make it leak again 'she said.
Davis paused where he was and she felt the burn behind her nipple. As he swept dry lips down to the hard tip, it released a drop. Maggie felt his tongue sweep up the stray drop and had to clamp her hand over her mouth.
Davis covered her nipple with his mouth and sucked gently but firm until it was well inside. Maggie had to hold onto his shoulders to stop from pulling away.