All at once she separated from me and look me deeply in the eyes for just a second. I was paralyzed with fear that I had somehow offended her. She stood up then reached behind her to unzip her dress, all the while looking into my eyes. As she removed her dress, I stood and started removing my clothing. Although I had never been unclothed with a woman before, especially in broad daylight, this was so natural and right. She removed her bra (and thank God that she did, I was always a fumble fingers with those damnable little hooks that hold them in place) and revealed to me the most beautiful pair of breasts that I had ever seen. Upright and so firm. I was busy with my shoes and socks (there is no way a man can remove these with grace) as she removed her panties. I was still removing my pants and shorts as she laid back down on the blanket and raised her arms to me.
I sank into her embrace as a drowning sailor sinks in the sea. Welcoming the embrace of his lover, but frightened of the unknown. As we once again embraced and kissed I recall how she was so excited, but at the same time somehow calm. An inner patience radiated from her that told me to "slow down" too. I once again allowed my lips to travel down her neck, to her breast bone and eventually to one of her breasts. As I ran my tongue around her nipple and alternately suckled her, she gently placed her hands on the back of my head, as it I were a baby that she was helping guide to her breast, and she was. First to one nipple, then the other. I needed to experience all of this woman so I trailed my kisses and tongue touches lower. Now, I have to say here that up to this time I had never performed oral sex. I had heard about it, you know "eating pussy" and the other barracks slang terms, but had not ever really 'done' it.
I continued lower until my tongue encountered the top of her sex. I remember her smell to this day, a musk mingled with the smell of the wild flowers that surrounded us. Enticing and exciting. I licked her from the bottom of her sex to the top, slowly and gently. She rewarded me with a gentle moan and an arching of her hips. Her hands were once more upon my head, and with gentle pressures guided me to those spots and those actions that seemed to please her the most. And I watched as her sex began to swell and open before my eyes. Like a beautiful flower being nurtured into full bloom. All the while providing me with the nectar of her being. A liquid at once salty, and sweet, and musky, and all the flavors of a woman in full bloom. And at the center of her was a bud that would bring jealousy to the most glorious rose. As she guided me, her reactions became stronger. I looked up at her, her chest and breasts became flushed, as did her face. She would occasionally raise her head and shake it slowly back and forth, her hair gently swaying in time to the rises of her hips.
She opened her eyes and looked down and me and said, "It's time Doug, the time has come." She didn't have to explain further.
I began my advance back up her body, sliding slowly until we were eye to eye once more and she whispered "Enter me my love." I kissed her deeply as my manhood slipped easily into her. No clumsy groping, a perfect alignment of our bodies. Our kiss broke and we once more gazed into each others eyes as I began to stroke into her. With each of my strokes she seemed to open herself more to me, her legs wrapped around the back of my legs. Her rhythm matching mine as I slowly stroked inside her. Both of our breathing became faster as our passion built. I raised myself above her, as you would do with your arms fully extended while doing push-ups and looked into her eyes as she returned my gaze.
That's when she said "Now." Gently telling me to join her. She drew her knees up and out crossing her ankles behind my back, allowing me to penetrate to her very depths, the tip of my manhood resting against her cervix, the mouth of her womb. As my climax overtook me, I froze in place, no longer stroking, but allowing the tip of my penis to rest against her cervix. And as the first spurt of my seed entered her, she cried softly "Oh , oh" , Her eyes half closed and she contracted and dipped her cervix into my growing pool of seed, rubbing her cervix against me as she did so. She responded to each new flood of semen from me with a small cry and a contraction.
Time had stood still for me, I don't even think that I was breathing. As she used her cervix to stimulate me to produce more semen for her, I was shaken to my core, for along with my seed she was drawing from me my soul. All of my pain, and loneliness, and every hurt and injustice that I had ever suffered. She was taking this into her self, and changing it, refining it, and giving me back myself without the pain and all the other negative feelings that I had harbored. This may have taken a second or an eternity, I had now way of knowing. But I did know that something very wondrous had just happened.
With the passing of the peak of our passion, I was still raised above her, looking into her eyes. She said "Put your weight on me Doug." I lowered myself to my elbows, not wanting to do anything to injure this precious jewel and she said "No, Doug, put all your weight upon me." She pulled me down with her arms until my full weight rested upon her and as the tension left my body, I could feel her vagina softly contract, and as she continued with these small milkings of me, I could feel more semen leaking from me into her and could once again marvel at the wondrous change that she was working on me. I felt as if I were melting through her, into her and being purified as I did so. Her wisdom in these matters was not to be denied.
And in that purification, I understood that this was much more than the union of two people, or of two souls. That this was the beginning of the creation of two more beings. The being that was to become us, and the being that was to become our first born.