I got to visit Amsterdam and went Window Looking. Doing so, inspired this story. Stories are fantasies. This is one of mine.
I think it was fate my twin sister and I were to be born different. We were born on a blue moon on March 31 1999. The term Blue Moon, comes from the word "belewe," which means "betrayer."
Donna, my sister was born exactly 1 hour before me and always rubs it in how she is the oldest. I would have done the same, at least I can laugh and call her an old maid 1 hour before my birthday. She is nice looking but has more a male look than a female look. Her body is basically straight with small breast and has a problem with body hair.
My name is Carl, we are fraternal twins, and this is my story.
I was born cute and as I got older, I got more teasing than a person should take. I hated being around my aunts because all they would say first is, "Oh, you get cuter every time I see you."
I look like a girl in every way except I have a penis and thankfully, do not have developing female breasts. I do have large areola's and pointed nipples though. To hide them, mom made me an elastic wrap to hide them under my clothes. I have what I call a full rider's saddle ass that my sister is jealous of. Thankfully, she never teases me like everyone else. I do not have any body hair at all except on my head. As I got older, I started getting a figure. What could be worse?
When I reached the 7th grade and had to take PE, I went through the most horrible time in my life being picked on, so I convinced my parents to take me out of school and let me start taking online courses and going to a learning institute. I graduated when I was 16 and was able to take college courses online and got an accounting degree by the time I turned 19. I was a recluse that only had online gaming friends.
Donna got lucky and found a real cool guy in high school, Dan, that worked in a warehouse., After high school they got married then he revealed to her he had inherited 5 large warehouses and was not just one of the workers. They never lived super wealthy, but lived comfortably with no worries. He hired me to do his companies book keeping since I could do it all from home or in the evenings at the office when no one was at work. I was doing well for a single man. I enjoyed riding the forklifts when I would go in at nights.
Dan worships my sister in a way that is kind of disturbing. I learned he is very submissive and she is dominate. But, their love for each other is strong. Dan was cool; he knew all about me and never acted indifferent around me. I didn't see him often but I liked him for treating me normal.
Donna came by my house Saturday morning, walked in, and caught me wearing just some short nylon underwear and a tee shirt. and just stared at me for a minute.
"How did you get in and why are you staring?" I finally asked.
"The door was partially opened so I thought you left it open for me. Carl, don't get mad, but you are seductively beautiful. Women would kill for an ass like that." She said softly.
"Damn, Donna, don't you start." I firmly replied.
"I'm sorry Carl, but never mind, forgive me."
"Donna, I feel cursed, I look like a female, have a 2" penis, erect, and I hate going out because I am scared any girl I do find, will just laugh at me and guys are worse when they realize I am not a female."
"Carl, look at me, I am just the opposite of you. Somehow our bodies got messed up inside mom and I found Dan. There is someone out there for you. I promise."
"Thanks sis, I guess being older does make you a little wiser, but just remember," I laughed, "You will be an old hag before I am an old grump."
We shared a good laugh and a hug and then Donna said, "Get dressed and let's go to the park."
There is a nice secluded park about 5 miles away that has a long work out trail. We go every weekend and stay for about 3 hours working out. I wear very baggy clothes so nobody will notice my body. It really helps me free up mentally. It has a bath house to shower off when you are finished if you want. There is also a Smoothie Natural shop about a 5-minute walk from there that we treat ourselves to after our workouts.
"Your turn to get the Smoothies today," I told Donna. "I want to shower really quick while nobody is around."
Donna took off for the Smoothie shop and I went to take my quick shower. I finished my shower and was drying off my head behind the curtain when suddenly it opens and there is a guy standing there looking at me.
"Hey, get out," I yell at him.
"Excuse me, "he stutters and backs out.
I felt violated, he is the first person since 7th grade to ever see me completely naked except my doctor. Then I see the curtain move a little and before I can scream again, his arm reaching around handing me my clothes.
"I'm so sorry," he stutters again. "I didn't know anyone was in here."
I put my clothes on and calmed down before I walked out and stopped in front of him. He was a very nice-looking guy. For some reason I decided to try and have a conversation.
"It's okay, I have a hang up about people looking at me. My name is Carl." I offered my hand for him to shake.
He reached out and shook my hand and said, "I am Ryan, nice to meet you. Like you, I come in here when nobody is here because I am a bit shy and don't like to shower with people around."
I left and was waiting on the bench for Donna when Ryan came out of the bath house.
"Again, I sorry I walked in on you."
"It had to happen one day, I am glad it was someone nice and not some idiot. I am so tired of being hit on, gawked at, or laughed at." I replied.
We chatted a few minutes when Donna finally got back with our smoothies and she just stopped and said, "Hey Ryan, long time no see. How have you been doing?"
"Donna? Hey there, yeah, it has been since we graduated High school. You sure saved my tail a few times back then."
"You two know each other?" I asked.
'Yeah, we had classes together all through high school, Ryan was a bit shy and I was a freak so we got along great. Ryan, this is my baby brother Carl."
"Uh, yeah, we kind of met already. I did not know you had a brother. You were far from being a freak, maybe mentally. I would have failed a few classes without your tutoring."
"Yeah, I am whole one hour older than him. But you were smart also, don't lie."
Ryan asked me, "Where did you go to school, I don't remember ever seeing you. We should had been in the same year."
"I took online schooling, was more fun and less intimidating. I had problems with people."
"Hey, nice chatting with you Carl and it was good to see again Donna. We should get together some time. I normally come here at 6am on Saturdays because I have the place to myself, just late today, but glad I got to see you again Donna and nice meeting you Carl."
As Ryan was walking off and we were drinking our smoothies Donna nudged me and said, "Wow, you actually talked to someone."
"Yeah, it seems we have something in common, disdain for other people." Carl laughed.
The week went by quickly and on Friday Donna told Carl her and Dan were going to the lake so she would not be going to work out. She invited Carl but he declined.
Saturday morning, 5 am.
I woke up and for some reason decided to go work out and hopefully see Ryan. I don't know why but I did feel comfortable taking to him. I would like to have a friend.
I got to the park and nobody was there so I started warming up when Ryan showed up.
"Hey Carl, good morning. I was hoping to see you here. Where is Donna?"
"Yeah, well Donna is going to the lake with her husband and I decided to come this morning and meet again."
We worked out and waited on each other to shower and walked to the local coffee shop nearby.
We were having a good conversation going when a guy came up and greeted Ryan.
"Hey Ryan, how are you? I was hoping you would get in touch. Oh, is this a new friend? Hey I am Terry, who are you?"
"Good morning back, I am Carl. Ryan and I met working out and are having a coffee. I need to be going. Nice to meet you."
I got up to leave and Ryan said, "I will walk with you. I only live a block from you. Nice seeing you, Terry."
"Well, I guess," Terry sniffed and walked away.
"Sorry about that, Terry is a bit pushy, we met at a work party and I have no interest in him. He keeps hitting on me." Ryan explained.
"Ryan, are you gay?" I asked.
"'Well, you might say so, I like girls, just never had sex with one. I only had sex with a close friend growing up and he moved for a better job. What about you?
