I was ecstatic that I was getting to see Sam again, especially since it had only been a couple hours since I'd given him the massage. I had gotten so horny that, when we were done, I headed straight home and self-indulged, and the only thing I could fantasize about was him.
Sam called me and told me he needed to tell me something important, in person. He suggested we meet up at the pizza place for dinner. When it came to pizza, there was no way in hell I could say no. Plus, I would get to eat it with Sam, which was more than a bonus for me.
Since it was only pizza and nothing fancy, I put on some regular February clothing and tied up my long, blonde hair. I figured Sam would think I was pretty no matter what I wore or how I did my hair, and thinking about that removed a gigantic weight from my shoulders.
After putting on a good dose of makeup (I still wanted to entice him a bit), I got in my car and drove to the pizza place. When I got there, I saw through one of the windows that he was already inside, waiting for me. He looked uneasy, anxious, and fidgety. What he wanted to tell me must've been extremely important.
I parked my car, then walked inside. The restaurant was a good size, with twenty tables inside it. It was incredibly bright in there, since the walls, the ceiling,
and
the floor were all titanium white. Other people were in there, eating some of the best pizza I ever saw. Sam smiled and waved at me as soon as he saw me.
"Hi, Sammy," I chimed as I sat down in front of him. "What's up? How're you feeling?"
"I feel a lot... lighter," he told me. "My back just feels
weightless.
My neck feels really loose, and my shoulders're more relaxed. I... I feel
great,
Dani."
I couldn't hold back my smile. No one had ever raved about my massages before. It made me feel... appreciated.
The server came by and we ordered one large pepperoni pizza. Sam requested that half of the pizza not have any cheese on it.
"Do you not like cheese?" I asked him as the server went to get our drinks.
"No," Sam replied.
I gasped dramatically, putting my hand over my heart and pretending I'd heard the biggest news of my life.
"You're judging me, aren't you?" he said flatly.
"Oh, very much," I said. I chuckled, quitting my act. "No, I'm actually not. Everyone has their likes and dislikes when it comes to food. I actually hate cereal."
"C-cereal?" he repeated. "Like, Cheerios or Lucky Charms?"
I nodded. "Mm-hm. I will eat oatmeal, though. As long as it's thick."
Sam smiled to himself. "Maybe we should order a pizza with cereal and extra cheese."
"Definitely," I said, catching on. "We'd
both
be in absolute
heaven.
"
We shared a giggle together. Soon, the server was back with my Sprite and Sam's Dr. Pepper.
"Sam, what did you want to tell me?" I asked, now that the ice had been broken.
He sighed. "Okay... I... Dani, we've... We've known each other for only a few days, but... I can honestly say that you are one of the greatest friends I've had in a while."
My heart nearly melted. "Awww, thank you, sweetie. I think you're a great friend too."
"But... Y'know, at first... I didn't think our friendship would go as far as it has—and I'm
very glad
that it has—but... When you kissed me, that's when I knew I had to tell you, Dani. What I'm about to tell you is really personal. You... You'll be the only person outside of my family that knows about this—"
"Sam, what is it?" I asked, getting the teensiest bit impatient.
"It's something I need to tell you early on, because... Because if I don't, and you find out about it yourself, I don't know what'll happen... If I hid this from you, I wouldn't be sparing you; I'd be sparing
myself.
And that's not fair to you, Dani. For those reasons... I really need to tell you this."
I leaned in closer, ready to listen. What was he going to tell me, I wondered? Sam never seemed like the kind of guy that held secrets. Was he a father? No, that couldn't be it; I was the first girl to ever give him her phone number. Was he a criminal? No, he was too innocent and sweet. Was he rich?
That
seemed like a possibility, given how nice and neat his clothes were.
"I... I have autism."
I cocked my head and furrowed my brow. "...What?"
"I have autism," he repeated.
Then it hit me. His soft voice... His quirky sense of humor... The awkward way he moved... The fact that he'd never gotten a girl's number... He listened to pop songs from
Sonic the
Hedgehog games in high school... But... those things didn't really
define
autism. I was sure that plenty of people had those traits but didn't have autism.
"Are, um..." Truth be told, I didn't know how to react. I moved in closer and whispered, "Are you
sure...?
"
Thankfully, he didn't seem deterred by my question. "A hundred percent. I was diagnosed when I was four."
"But... But..." I stammered. I just couldn't piece it all together. "But... You drive a
car.
You're in
college.
You work for a
newspaper.
I just... I..."
"That's the thing. There isn't just one type of autism. I have what's called Asperger's Syndrome. It's a
high-functioning
type of autism. I don't have it as bad as some folks do, but I— Y'know. I still have
challenges.
Social challenges, mostly. And, yes, I do drive, but I failed the driving portion of my test
three times
before I finally got my license."
Sympathy flooded my body, and a large lump was forming in my throat. "You poor thing..." I said as I tenderly put his hand in mine. "You've... You've probably been through
so much...
Sweetheart, thank you for telling me this. Thank you for being honest with me."
"You're not... freaked out?"
"Of course not, honey," I replied with utmost sincerity and compassion. I was smiling so hard that my cheeks were getting sore.
Sam was obviously surprised by how well I was taking it. He finally smiled back at me, and our fingers interlocked. I was so flattered that I was now the only person outside of his family to know about this.
"What's your last name, Sammy?" I asked.
"Stephenson," he replied. "Uh... What's yours?"