I wrote this ten years ago, so it's long overdue for another outing. It's mostly a romance with only a smattering of sex, so if it's the latter you want, maybe try my stories in the Incest section.
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Eyes closed, my nostrils wafted in long ago memories.
"Dad!"
I lifted my head from the bouquet, and glared at Tom. "OK son. There's no cause to shout, I'm not deaf."
"Sorry Dad," he hushed, "I forgot." The pretence of my deafness has existed for so many years that he forgets from time to time.
He gestured towards the florist. "Do you want to choose a card to go with the flowers?"
The woman behind the counter fanned a bundle of cards for Tom's attention. Clearly, based on his treatment of me, she'd decided I was an ancient imbecile, with him acting as my guardian.
I scowled at her and snatched the handful of cards. "I'm not stupid, young lady."
My choice was immediate, one with an oil painting of a bluebell wood. Diane would appreciate my selection; it was appropriate, even though it was over forty years late.
I removed the Parker pen from my blazer pocket and wrote the message. There were so many more words I would have loved to write, but there was no point. Decades of regret had passed, never to be recovered.
While Tom scowled with characteristic impatience, I allowed far more time than was necessary for the ink to dry.
"And the address, Mr Grantley?"
"The Parkway Hospital. I presume you have the details."
She ignored my sarcasm. "Yes, we deliver regularly. Who are they for?"
Her name smoothed over my tongue. "Clarissa Cavendish."
Tom's head jerked around; by contrast, the florist didn't react. I assumed she was in the habit of delivering bouquets to celebrities at the region's most prestigious private hospital.
During the time I wrote the cheque for the bouquet, I was conscious his attention was fixed on me.
When I finished, I turned to him. "Ready, son?"
He hadn't shown so much interest in me since he was a youngster. "Yes, Dad. We'll be off then."
"Good Day, Madam," I said, as I tipped my hat. "Thank you for your assistance."
Her goodbye was uncertain as Tom held open the door for my exit.
I slid into the passenger seat of my Bentley. From the time I was diagnosed with a heart problem, my doctor will neither accept bribes nor coercion to allow me to drive. Blasted man! He's in far worse condition than me, yet he still runs around in his Jaguar.
Tom started the engine. "Home?"
Fatuous question. He would never consider taking me anywhere else. He can't be rid of my burden quick enough. I grunted my assent.
Tom pulled into the stream of High Street traffic and casually remarked, "Clarissa Cavendish?"
"Yes," I stabbed at him, "what of her?"
"I wasn't aware you knew her." His voice was quiet, my pretend deafness ignored. For years, my supposed hearing problem allowed us to travel in silence, a situation we were both at ease with.
"I know that, Tom. I never told you."
He gave me a sideways grimace. "Are you going to tell me now?"
"I doubt it would be of interest to you ... or anyone for that matter."
Tom smoothed the Bentley into the car park of The Greswolde Hotel. "We are both referring to the actress, aren't we?"
"You know perfectly well that we are. Her arrival at the hospital was on the evening news last night."
He parked and swivelled sideways so he all but faced me. "I am interested. Very!"
I shrugged.
"You want a drink, Dad?"
"Brandy?"
He smiled at me, which was a rarity. "Yes," he offered.
He knew my weakness is cognac, more so since my idiot doctor banned it.
I followed Tom into the hotel. Like me, he's a lanky beanpole except, since my retirement a year earlier, the inactivity caused me to add ten pounds.
In the lounge, we allowed our bodies to settle into the depths of the leather armchairs.
"We can't drink on empty stomachs." He handed me a menu. "Lunch?"
"Thank you, Tom. That will be good."
While we perused the menus, an attractive waitress arrived. She appeared to be in her early twenties, all smiles and eager to please.
"What would you like, Dad?"
"A sandwich will suit me." I attempted to gain the attention of the waitress who hadn't seemed to notice my existence. It was obvious her interest was in Tom's handsome features. I coughed loudly. "Miss!"
With a lack of enthusiasm, her gaze abandoned his Paul Newman blue eyes as she turned to me with a false smile.
"Tuna," I growled and added a reluctant, "please."
"I'll have the same," Tom added, as he sleeked a tanned hand through his premature grey hair. "And two Armagnacs ... make them large."
"Certainly, Sir." She gave him a final cherub smile and left.
He settled back into his seat and smirked. "Well Dad, you are the dark horse."
I grunted. "You can dispense with the wise cracks. Do you want me to tell you?"
"Naturally."
"Very well, except I must have your assurance you will not repeat a word of it."
His dark eyebrows raised and, although he was clearly intrigued, he kept his silence, except to provide me with a hesitant agreement.
"It happened just before the end of the war, in the spring of '44."
"Hmm, forty six years ago."
"Yes, almost exactly. It was in April ... the sixth."
"You recall the exact date of this ... event?" He studied my features. "Something momentous then?"
"It involved Diane. Clarissa is not her real name. You realise that?"
Tom smiled and nodded. "April 1944. That's when you met her?"
"No, we knew one another before." The initial excitement when I first saw her flooded back. "Well, that's not strictly correct. I knew her, but I doubt she ever noticed me. To be frank, I had a serious crush on her, even before that day. Not that I would have dared to tell her, for one thing, she was almost two years older."